Rose Quartz Sphere Channeling

Howdy! I thought I’d do some more channeling during COVID-19 when there’s not much else to do. I might as well hang out with my unseen friends. Hopefully, they are not contagious. Today I held onto a rose quartz sphere that my main spirit guide gave me in 2002. It’s fun to test how things shift while holding different crystals. I will say that I’m getting better at not blocking the energies that come through. There was one point during today’s session when (you, the viewer, could not see this) where I was dickering with them about something they wanted to say. I finally gave in and got out of the way. I’m a control freak by nature, so it’s hard to totally let go and not edit/fight.

Rose Quartz & Me with Turquoise Hair 10-24-2020

Thank you for tuning in!

Atheria and her unseen friends

It’s my 54th birthday!

October 20, 2020 — 54 Years Old

Kamala Harris and I share a birthday! Very cool! (She’s 2 years older.) I thought I would pose in one of my birthday gifts, this neato UFO shirt. I love it. 🙂 I do not know how the heck I can be 54. Just yesterday I was 24. To be serious though, I never thought I’d make it to age 30…so 54 is an accomplishment. It is eerie how much faster time goes by as we age. Blink, and a decade is gone! I know spirit says “there is no such thing as time” but when I look in the mirror, I’m not sure I agree. Ha!

Anyway, my birthday horoscope for the coming year is pretty darn good. And, these birthday forecasts tend to be accurate for the most part. I like the part about me getting funding. Whoo Hoo! Bring on the cash! LOL

If You Were Born Today, October 20:

You are warm and enthusiastic in your approach to the world. Your face is expressive, and you are moody, fun-loving, and compassionate. You have a real way with words–people listen when you speak. You are a romantic person with a distinctly gentle side to your nature. Music, lyrics, and poetry appeal to you and touch you deeply. Your sense of humor is well developed, and you make each person you talk to one-on-one feel very special. Your talents and interests are diverse. Famous people born today: Joyce Brothers, Art Buchwald, Kenneth Choi, Snoop Dogg, John Krasinski, Bela Lugosi, Mickey Mantle, Viggo Mortensen, Jerry Orbach, Tom Petty.

Your Birthday Year Forecast:

The Sun in a waxing sextile to the Moon in your Solar Return chart has a fortunate influence on your year ahead. You can be especially productive this year, as in many ways you are starting fresh, but you have a rather clear vision of what you want to accomplish. Your inner needs tend to be mirrored by external events, and vice versa, which helps to boost your confidence and happiness levels.

You more readily accept that challenges are part of the natural cycle in life, which in turn helps you to meet them with confidence and to worry less. You are likely to be on top of your game this year for the most part, and positive connections with others can be made fairly easily. A comfortable level of personal popularity helps to keep conflict to a minimum. With the ability to handle your emotions successfully, there will be less stress on both your mind and body.

This year, Saturn is moving away from its hard aspect to your Sun (it leaves in November 2020). This tends to feel as if a weight has been lifted from you. Ideally, you have become more self-reliant and organized, freer to enjoy yourself.

You have a stronger than usual desire to improve and learn this year, with opportunities emerging to match. Optimism and confidence are with you, and you are able to attract fortunate circumstances into your life as a result. Pinnacle successes can occur during this period – for example, publishing an important project, graduating, marrying, having a child, getting a promotion, and so forth. It’s a good time to seek out advanced training or to further your education. You are likely to enjoy good humor, optimism, and a larger perspective on matters that keeps you from getting lost in details or overly frustrated by everyday stresses and strains.

Personal magnetism is strong. This is a good period for creative projects and joining with others in pursuing a common goal.

This is a good period of your life for solving problems. Mental rapport can be experienced, and you are more likely to value and seek mental connections. Feelings might develop for someone through words and shared ideas or attraction to a person’s intelligence. This is also a a strong period for gaining more self-confidence and purpose through what you learn.

Pleasing circumstances surrounding your love life, finances, and creative pursuits are in store. You are especially generous, and others often return the favor. You might receive financial backing or special gifts in the period ahead. You seek a little more from your love life and you are likely to receive it. You might fall in love or enhance an existing relationship. You’re a little more open with your heart and ready to share your creativity.

Even so, some caution with your personal finances and your social relationships is in order. Most importantly, you should do your best to watch out for tendencies toward self-deception. Things might look too good to be true, simply because you want to see the best.

Certain relationships or connections in your life further your growth, or events take place in which you feel like you are moving forward and growing into a new phase of your life. People in authority regard you more favorably at this time.

However, there can be times when your mind is working at top speed. While you can get a whole lot done, you may not always pay attention to important details. Others may not always catch onto your ideas or opinions. Your senses are stimulated, and you could have sudden flashes of insight or fresh new ideas. You may be a little scatter-brained, and you could find it challenging to deal with routine matters or monotonous tasks. Learning new things is your passion this year–not recycling old ideas or performing repetitive processes.

Influences in your solar return chart stir passions and could indicate a union, the beginning of a significant new relationship, the intensification of an existing romance, or particularly intense and satisfying projects.

Even so, Mars-Pluto energy with you this year is a little more complicated. If channeled positively, you could move mountains when it comes to pushing your projects ahead. If mishandled, however, you could be argumentative, stressed, and hell-bent on having your way! The bottom line is a tendency towards obsessive or compulsive behavior. Avoid taking extreme measures to make things happen your way, and avoid people who might be doing the same. Deliberately trying to maneuver things in order to get the upper hand will be a lesson in frustration this year.

Widening your mind through unusual or different experiences can be rewarding this year, and it can increase your compassion and generosity.

The year is strong for friendship, love, and learning. You’re growing through your connections, and you’re finding ways to improve and advance. Special attention to expectations is important, however, as there is some tendency to see only what you want to see with money and love. Cooperation brings wonderful rewards this year.

7 in Numerology

2020 is a Number Seven year for you. Ruled by Neptune. This is a year of preparation, chance, and refinement. It is not a time of dramatic changes. Instead, it’s a year when reflection on the past is helpful, and when refinements to your life path should be made. It’s a good year to study and analyze. Unexpected twists to your life story and “chance” meetings are probable. Advice – take stock of your life in order to prepare for more exciting years to come, examine the past and plan for the future, get in touch with your deepest needs and uncover your personal power, don’t strain yourself or actively try to expand.

8 in Numerology

2021 will be a Number Eight year for you. Ruled by Saturn. This is a year of power and accomplishment. Actively seeking to expand, taking educated risks, and moving forward are highlighted. This is a year of opportunity, particularly in the material and business world, and opportunities need to be seized. It’s generally not a year to find a new love partner, simply because the focus is on the material world and your place in the world. This is a problem-solving year in which you can expect real, tangible results. Advice – take action, plan ahead, seize opportunities.

Atheria’s new unseen friends stop by!

I was bored and thought that maybe I should try doing some channeling today (yeah…that’s my reality) and thought it would be a good idea to meditate. I had JUST started meditating with a chunk of amethyst in my hand when suddenly I felt surrounded by pink and then felt this bright white light overhead. But, I got distracted by my cats being cute (of course) and started taking a video of them. My video of the cats got interrupted when I felt spirit STRONGLY wanting to come through. So, I ran out into my living room and badly set up the camera (I’m partially out of frame but at least some of my gray roots get hidden) to try to do some channeling. Then this happened.

Looking at the video afterward, dear God I need more flattering lighting at this age. LOL! And no, what goes on is not painful…it just looks it. 🙂

Interestingly, when I took a video of this video (short excerpt for Instagram) these odd interference flashes popped up a couple of times. Hmmm….


Psychic_Atheria = New Instagram Account

I am so livid…really, you don’t want to witness it…that Instagram deleted my long-standing and important (as it was linked to many blog posts here) Atheria444 account last week in a QAnon sweep (despite the fact I’m ANTI the cult…but my tags must have triggered the purge), I vowed to never use Instagram again. But, spamming LinkedIn with my pictures isn’t a great idea either. Facebook is used to it…and…since it owns Instagram, can go fuck itself anyway. (I hate Facebook and Mark Z.)

Since I am someone who tries to make lemonade out of lemons, I’m approaching this as a cleansing. Granted, it’ll be hard to get back the 1,100 followers I had…but, it is what it is. Although I will continue to post too many pictures of cats and nature, I am going to use this fresh start as psychic_atheria to focus on my REAL work…spiritual work. My blog is jokingly called “The Petite Medium” because of my small stature, but it really should be titled “The Truck Driver Cursing And Reluctant Medium”. I am not going to be overly loving and forgiving. That is not who I am. I’m going to be the unedited Atheria, someone with a temper who hates racists and Trump, but…owns a gun. (If you’ve experienced the crime I have, you’d get that.) I just happen to see dead people and am supposed to make a positive difference in the world. At least, that is what strangers years ago told me…and a healer thanked me for…”It’s an honor to meet you.” WHAT?! Supposedly, I’m an angel or some shit. OMG this feels good. I’m letting the REAL me out. I think this is what wonderful Rodolfo Silva told me in 1994-ish about…”If you don’t let the real you out, you will die a bitter old woman. You are like a caged animal screaming to be set free.” Since I’m not lesbian, I ruled that out long ago. But for decades, I’ve been confused. Granted, he also told me back then that Carrie Jane Ryan was SO wrong for me, it was literally causing me harm…and I thought he was nuts. But, in 1998 I was told by a loud voice that I’m not really Carrie, I’m Atheria. Spirit got REALLY aggressive in early 1999, which is why I annoyingly changed my name, legally.

By the way, you know my channeling is the real deal because my unseen friends are much more loving and forgiving than I am. In fact, there are times where I’m in trance and I’m arguing with them silently. They want to say something very Dalai Lama-ish and I’m like, “What?! I can’t say that! That is too forgiving!”

If you are in the racist, hateful, damaging, irrational, dangerous, domestic terrorist cult of QAnon, do not follow me. My view of that will not change. I prefer sane people who see that Donald Trump is Satan incarnate…or at least, Hitler.



Instagram deleted my Atheria444 account!

To say that I am LIVID is an understatement! My with about 14,000 pictures has…at the very least…been deactivated since Tuesday, but I fear, totally deleted! There is NO reason why my account should have been even deactivated with zero warning! Instagram and Facebook (its owner) have been totally unresponsive. Besides the fact I have zero way to contact some cool people, what’s super upsetting is that I had 1,100 followers AND many IG posts were linked to my blog posts. So now a bunch of my posts here are missing major content! If I could sue Mark Z. I would. I’m still hoping for a miracle and that my account is not totally deleted, but if it is, I will not go back to IG. This is a perfect example of why I don’t like my communication to be via ANY social media and why I totally boycott messaging on Facebook (besides the fact the Messenger app is very unsafe/dangerous). If someone needs to talk privately, he/she needs to call, text, or email me. My email is — my birthday. I’d go to TikTok but that is notoriously spy-worthy and dangerous. And, I like to post tons of pictures of my travels, etc., not only videos. Looks like I need to rely on uploading stuff to Google Photos and linking them to my Twitter account. Of course, you can also find me (increasingly so) on my YouTube channel.

Upset and angry,


Don’t Poo-Poo The Woo-Woo!

I hope I haven’t already used this title in a post. I may have. Anyway, I made a brief video about the strangeness going on lately…good strangeness…but definitely woo-woo! When playing back the video, I noticed random lights that quickly show up around me and I don’t know how to explain that due to where the sun is right now. It “could” MAYBE be reflections from cars, but I don’t think so. My condo isn’t smack dab next to the road, although you can hear the traffic a bit in this video. There’s a decent amount of trees between my condo and the road. And sun wasn’t coming directly in my windows. Hmmm…

I just got another note from the nice guy in Mississippi and he said that maybe people are being “called” to me. I have a weird feeling he is right. Now, exactly how I am supposed to help people remains foggy. Back in 2013 (I think that far back) this gal in Tennessee randomly wrote me after she felt pressured to do so by spirit. She went on to tell me (and then verified it with her psychic friend) that I was going to be speaking in front of LARGE groups someday…helping people. At the time, I was like, “But I don’t even know how to help myself at this point!”

I’m curious what will happen next!

Twilight Zone-ly yours,


What People Actually Say Before They Die

I have been fascinated with life-between-life hypnotic regression for years because I think all of us are curious about what it’s REALLY like to be “dead”. This article I’ll link below got my attention because two things were mentioned that made me go “Wow!”

Many years ago I saw this green emerald castle type structure/village (kind of of like where Oz lived in The Wizard of Oz) during a “dream” or vision. (It’s been a long time, so I can’t recall how I saw this green place I saw that was luminescent.) I do know that I had gone SOMEWHERE…that I wasn’t just in my physical body while seeing this beautiful place. So, when this article mentioned a dying man talked about seeing a green dimension, very cool!

The other thing that made my eyes go wide was when a dying person mentioned needing to “go down there”. Back in the late 1990s I REALLY wanted to learn how to astral travel at will. I read books on how to trigger it to happen and did exercises nightly to see if I could cause it to happen. I’m not known for my patience, so when nothing was happening after weeks, I gave up and let it go. LET IT GO is the key here. When I gave up trying, it happened! But, it didn’t happen as I expected, so I ruined it. I had assumed that as you were leaving your body, you’d feel like you are going upward. In my case, as I was half awake/half asleep that night, I suddenly felt myself sink down through my mattress toward the floor. That triggered immediate panic that I was dying. The moment I felt fear…BAM! I was quickly pulled back up into my physical body with a jolt. Later, I learned that it’s not uncommon to feel like you are sinking down as you leave your body. I wish I’d known that earlier.

I still love Steve Jobs’ famous last words because you’ve gotta wonder, what did he see?! “OH WOW. OH WOW. OH WOW.” I mean, this was a man who had been on the cutting edge of technology for decades yet he was struck with awe!

What People Actually Say Before They Die

I do know that a lot of people report that there’s all these people in their hospital room shortly before dying. Often, they recognize loved ones, but also see strangers. It seems that crowds of souls gather to help newbies cross over. I cannot verify it, but I have heard that family/friends in spirit will walk along one side of the person, and strangers walk along the other side.

We are indeed eternal beings.

In Light,


Ruth Bader Ginsburg’s Passing

Brief video regarding Ruth Bader Ginsburg’s passing and what we lightworkers need to do at this crucial time.

I am devastated about the incredible Ruth Bader Ginsburg’s passing and beg all my fellow lightworkers to buckle down and help LIGHT overcome darkness. We are in a war of good vs. evil…of love vs. hate. I strongly feel, and got spirit confirmation today, that Notorious RBG’s soul opted to cross over on Rosh Hashana to be even more impactful that what she could have done in a human body with its limitations. But, we, who are still in 3D, cannot sit on our laurels. We need to do serious spell work.

Blessed be,

Trying to figure out EXACTLY what spiritual work I’m supposed to be doing

I need clarity!

I need to stop puttering around wasting time, but it’s been hard to muster ANY oomph anymore. I read an interesting article about why it’s so hard for magickal people to do rituals, spells, etc. as everyone just feels depleted by the world’s current situation. But, my unseen friends are nagging me to do something. I just wish they’d clarify and not be vague.

And, please keep the entire West Coast of the USA in your thoughts and prayers right now. The fire devastation is truly heartbreaking. I lived in Los Angeles for a very long time, and lived in beautiful Lake Oswego and West Linn, Oregon from 4/2008 – 12/2009 and have friends back there fighting to save their homes in Oregon City.



Like the old song, 867-5309?

Sometime during Labor Day when I was puttering around my condo, I was in the dining room and glanced into my bedroom and thought I saw a prism of light (rainbow colors) out of the corner of my eye floating in mid air. I had a feeling it was a spirit, so I walked into my bedroom and asked, “Is there someone here? Who are you?” Although I got no response, I did suspect someone was stopping by. Then, I went on with my day and didn’t think about it again…UNTIL…

At 5:05 p.m. my cell phone rang that showed a caller ID I didn’t recognize from Albuquerque. Normally I don’t answer the phone when I don’t recognize a number as I get SO many robot sales calls and other scam calls, but something in my gut said, “Answer the phone!” So, I obliged. The caller on the other end was a guy who lives in New York City but is currently in Santa Fe for work. He immediately apologized for making what he felt was a strange call (it wasn’t), and piqued my interest. He then proceeded to tell me that although he doesn’t normally have psychic things happen, when he woke up Monday morning, he had a seven digit number in his head…and “saw” it surrounded with reddish purple and it had a strong feeling. At first he didn’t know if it was a phone number or address or what. I think he tried to ignore it, but this number kept pressing on him with this need to contact whoever the number belonged to. He risked that it might be a New Mexico phone number (since spirit didn’t help him out with an area code) and dialed (505) XXX-XXXX. Thankfully, New Mexico only has two area codes! LOL! But, he also didn’t know if he should call a New York City area code. In any case, on his first try he got me. How freaking cool is that?! I actually got what seemed to be a phone number in a dream once, but like with what happened to him, no area code! I had a really strong feeling I needed to contact whoever had that number too, but I wasn’t about to call every single area code in the entire country…so I let it go.

Anyway, this super nice guy and I talked for 2 hours, 9 minutes, and 51 seconds like we’d known each other forever! It was fabulous. Toward the beginning of the conversation when he was telling me what had happened, I got STRONG spirit tingling…goosebumps and all. I do think the rainbow of light I saw in my bedroom had something to do with the reddish purple he saw when he got my phone number.

We may never know why this happened, but there are no accidental meetings…even if brief. A fellow medium friend of mine said that he’s had happenstance encounters with people that spirits have arranged when they were desperate to get a message through to someone. Years ago I made an Arrowhead Water delivery guy cry (but in a good way) when I just happened to be in the kitchen at work while he was dropping off new bottles of water. Suddenly, this spirit showed up aggressively urging me to say something to the guy. I hesitated, but carefully said there was someone named XXX who had a message for him. It was his brother who had died years earlier and the message brought him a lot of peace. I’ve also had super brief conversations with strangers in public places that have changed my life. Sometimes we all are angels for other people without realizing we are in the moment. Hopefully I said something to him last night that will trigger something that needs to happen. I know that what transpired has reminded me just how magical life can be if we’re open to all things woo-woo. Remember, don’t poo-poo the woo-woo!

In Light,