Alien Abduction on Feb. 12, 2019

Before what happened in the wee hours of this morning, I’d had one of
my really bad insomnia nights due to chronic head and neck pain…and
general restlessness. I went to bed earlier than normal because I was
so tired from not sleeping well other nights, just after 9 p.m. I did
manage to fall asleep pretty quickly due to total exhaustion, but woke
up around 1-1:30 a.m. and was up most of the rest of the night tossing
and turning. I’m sure the cats got fed up with me moving around so
much. I should also mention that I had a chiropractic session at 5:00
p.m. yesterday. My current doctor does a lot of muscle
testing/kinesiology and he diagnosed another annoying health issue
(besides the brain crushing head pain for 23+ years that was made much
worse last April). During my appointment with him, he finished off by
doing some work on my skull. He worked on a dent on the left side of
my skull, and did a bunch of work on the very top (crown chakra area)
of my skull where the seam is as skull plates merge. I recall him
saying that he could feel energy releasing as he pushed pretty
aggressively on the seam. During a session on February 6th, he was
fiddling with my skull and said something like, “Your skull is
certainly ‘unique’.” You would have heard him said it, but he meant
ODD. So, I jokingly replied, “Well, that’s because I’m an ET hybrid.”
Without hesitation, he responded with, “Oh, do you know from which

So, getting back to last night, I recall glancing…yet again…at the
clock and it was around 4:30 a.m. Suddenly, I was out. I don’t
recall drifting off, but all of a sudden I’m having this detailed
dream that seemed random. I can remember being with my parents and
sister at some shopping mall. I was watching this scene from a
distance, kind of, because I was looking at the mall and trying to
figure out which mall it was. It looked very familiar. Finally I
recognized it and thought to myself, “Ah ha! It’s XXXXX!” (I can’t
remember now, which mall it was but I think it was one in Los
Angeles…where I lived for 22 years.) Then, it seemed like I was on
Facebook or something watching one of those “memory” videos that
popped up, of my dad on the ground…in that mall…doing something.
I almost want to say he was break-dancing at 83. LOL! I can’t
remember what exactly, but he was moving around on the ground, then
got partially up, then laid back down. Cut to, a totally different
scene. I was with my sister in my current car, Ruby, at night,
stopped somewhere when this gal in another car drove up and whacked
Ruby’s fender area. I was pissed and yelled at the gal, as she drove
off saying she’d not done any damage to my car. We took off after
her. (Those who know me know how much I love my red Honda Fit.) She
had driven to this party where people were outside around a bonfire.
We got out of Ruby and I got a good look at her fender, and there was
damage! As I was about to confront the jerk woman, she took off and
disappeared. Then, there was another scene change. It’s still
nighttime, but Kelly and I are standing on or near a bridge enjoying a
pretty night sky. That’s when the “dream” shifted…and became
different. It’s hard to explain it, but it just didn’t seem like a
dream. The whole feel was different and I can remember the next parts
better. (Normally I can’t remember a dream more than 60 seconds after
awakening and it’s now hours later but I can still recall it.)

I looked straight up overhead to see a fleet of different types of
UFOs — including huge mother-ships — and immediately thought “UH
OH!” as I found myself flat on my back on a grassy yard. As I’m
laying there, my head starts swirling. I got dizzy and my vision went
woo-woo as the sky lit up and swirled around. I kind of felt like I
was in a vortex. I knew I was about to be taken, and prayed that they
were friendly beings, not the hostile/dangerous type. I looked over
to see this alien being scamper toward me. I say scamper because
he/she/it didn’t walk totally upright. It moved more like an
orangutan using it’s long arms a lot to get around. To be honest, I
expected the stereotype of a grey, but I don’t recall seeing this type
before. I’m curious to find out what beings took me, but I’m not
finding pictures online of what I saw. I know for a fact that I was
abducted from my Albuquerque house years ago (woke up with burn marks
on my wrists and vaguely remember standing in my backyard in my pjs
with my arms overhead as I willingly was lifted up into a UFO) and
this scene that I saw during this early morning’s visit kind of
reminded me of my old backyard, but I’m not 100% sure. A question I
have right now is, did this happen at 4:30 a.m. today, or was I having
spontaneous recall of a prior abduction? Anyway, I saw the being come
up to me, and the next thing I know, I’m naked on a table with long,
thin fingers on my face and head doing something. I think there were
only 3 fingers on each hand, but there may have been 4. I lean toward
saying 3. The hands were gentle as they worked to put some device
around my head. It was definitely uncomfortable at the very top part
of my head, which is where they seemed the most focused. (Where my
doctor had been working yesterday.) I can still kind of see the
helmet thing. Where my crown chakra is, there was a circular
electronic thing, and then there were metal branches that came down
around the sides and back of my head to support it and keep it
tethered to my skull. My face seemed to be exposed because I can
STILL feel the fingers on my face! It was SO vivid in terms of the
feeling of touch and other senses. For some reason, I don’t remember
getting a good look at their faces. I do think I saw them, but it
seems my memory has been erased. There is a vague feeling of seeing
eyes…but I can only really see their hands clearly in my mind now.
This is kind of funny, but it seemed that they were concerned I not be
afraid of them. They wanted me to know they weren’t there to hurt me,
despite the thing on my head hurting a bit. So, they tickled me to
make me giggle…which I did! I clearly recall laughing as I’m very
ticklish. But, I was also freezing cold on that table and kept
wishing, “Jeez. I wish they’d turn up the heat in here if I have to
be naked, or at least put a blanket on me.” I can still feel their
really long and thin fingers touching me all over.

This is just a feeling I had while they were doing whatever they were
doing to my painful head (yes…I wish they had done surgery to fix my
neck damage…but my headache SUCKS today, not that it’s ever good),
but at one point when things got brighter inside the ship, and the
gizmo was on my skull, I had this knowing feeling that my psychic
ability would become remarkably stronger. I think, but can’t prove
it, that they were adjusting my pineal gland or crown chakra and kind
of giving me a tune up.

The next thing I know, I woke up about 4 minutes before my 6:00 a.m.
alarm…in bed…wearing what I’d worn to bed last night. That’s why
I’m not sure that what happened wasn’t a memory from years ago. But,
I think it was early this morning because of the coincidence with my
doctor appointment the day before. And, the way I was suddenly just
OUT after tossing and turning most of the night and then boom,
instantly awake again…but about an hour and half later. I should
mention that my friend in Nambe, which isn’t far from where I live,
has been seeing ships near her house on a regular basis. She and her
partner just got a good quality camera and are hoping to get some
footage soon.

If you have any idea what alien race I encountered, please let me
know! I really, really wish they’d repaired my spine/skull damage
though. Maybe next time. Living with a 24/7 horrid headache sucks.

In Light,

The Ancient Ones 1-19-2019

I thought I would attempt some channeling today before heading off to a yoga class with the fabulous Jessamyn Stanley, and, thankfully…The Ancient Ones showed up!  They talked about reintegrating ALL aspects of who we are.

I really do need to get a real video camera (am just using a regular Canon camera) and video editing software.  If you want to fast forward to 2:55, you can skip me getting into trance…which isn’t terribly eventful.

In Light,


Angel in a White Pick-up

I stupidly decided to drive up to very snowy Los Alamos today to check my PO Box since December 21, 2018 was the last time I was able to get my mail and I knew SAG-AFTRA Awards DVDs were waiting for me…along with a jury questionnaire.  (Yuck regarding the jury summons.)  New Mexico has been slammed with 3 snow storms since Christmas and Los Alamos got 2 feet of snow with just ONE of the storms.

Anyway, along the drive there, I took some videos and stopped at a popular overlook to snap a few pictures of a pretty canyon view.  Now, that pullout spot was snowy but “okay’ and Ruby, my 2015 Honda Fit, handled it decently.  I got back onto Highway 502 and continued up the mountain.  Then I impulsively decided to whip into this smaller scenic overlook pullout area…but the moment I did, I thought, “Uh Oh…This isn’t good.”  The snow was deeper than it looked and Ruby got totally stuck.

(Here are 3 pictures from the bigger, popular scenic overlook spot…before I got stuck a bit further up the mountain.  You can see how pretty it is, which is why I couldn’t resist.)

I hadn’t been there long… trying to dig out Ruby’s wheels, cursing, spinning her wheels helplessly, etc. when this guy showed up in a white pick-up truck to help me get out of the predicament I’d gotten myself into.  He pulled up behind us.  (He was about my age and very attractive, I must say.) The good Samaritan went right to work and between him digging some more, me rocking the car forward and backward, and him pushing Ruby’s butt, we were able to get her front wheels to finally gain traction so that I could get back onto the paved highway.  Because that part of 502 is narrow without much between traffic and falling thousands of feet down a cliff, once Ruby got traction and I could pull out…I had to GO.  I couldn’t sit in the road to ask the guy for his name and address so I could send him a gift to thank him.  I just had to quickly wave and take off as a big truck was coming.  But, once I got to a much wider part of the highway, I pulled over waiting for him to come up 502 in his white truck.  I had planned on waving him down and then getting his info.  Well, there are only two options on that part of Highway 502…up the mountain or down the mountain.  There aren’t side streets or other routes.  I waited and waited and waited but he never showed up!  I’m like, “Where the heck did he go?”  Granted, he COULD have gone down the mountain, but I think he’d been heading up like I was.  He just disappeared!

I’ll never know for sure if he was just a nice guy helping a lady in distress, or if he was an angel in disguise, but I kind of like thinking he was sent by my Unseen Friends. 🙂

Here’s a video as I headed back down the mountain showing where Ruby had been stuck earlier.  If I had to call a tow truck, it would have been VERY hard to maneuver on that narrow stretch of road…so my angel in a pick-up truly saved the day!

Blessings to you in 2019!


I’m in control in 2019!

As I was about to start typing, I suddenly heard (in my head) Janet Jackson singing, “I’m in Control – Never gonna stop…Control – To get what I want” which is very fitting for my current end of 2018 mood.  Quite frankly, I’m sick and tired of life happening TO me instead of life being controlled by me.  I’m tired of having accident after accident that makes the pain I’ve lived in for 23 years worse and worse.  I’m tired of things not working out.  I’m tired of letdowns.  I’m tired of moves not working out.  I’m tired of unfulfilling jobs after my dreams didn’t work out.  I’m fed up.

Interestingly, with perfect timing, a friend from my Santa Fe astrology group gave me this book yesterday that he felt called to buy me while in awesome New Orleans:  “The Un-Spell Book – Energy Essentials for Mastering Magick” by Mya Om

Right now I’m only on page 60 but am very inspired to claim my inherent power.  It’s time I took hold of the reigns.  Forget the let go, let God…and go with the flow stuff.  Another astrology friend who is looking at my natal chart right now trying to help me figure out why my life has been so stuck and cruddy, pointed out that she sees an aspect that shows I’ve been afraid to accept how powerful I am.  We each are powerful.  Too often we give our power away, or are afraid of it.  Well, no more of that for me!

As much as I’ve argued with friends about whether or not we can create our reality, I do  have to brag about causing an airplane to be delayed years ago via my pure will.  Here’s the story…

I had taken a cheap chartered airline from/to Orly from LAX.  It only had flights once per week in each direction.  After 3 weeks of traveling through France, Italy, and Switzerland, it was time to head home.  I thought I knew how to get back to the airport but got totally lost and suddenly everything was only in French.  Because I had spent most of my cash planning to head back to California, I totally lost it and panicked.  I was freaking hysterical.  The French were SO kind to me and shoved me onto trains and pointed and didn’t charge me train fare.  I had just become aware of the whole you can create your reality thing, and started FRANTICALLY and very assertively (through tears and snot) saying, “My plane is an hour late!  My plane is an hour late!”  I visualized it being late.  I did everything I could to create it being late by an hour.  By the time I made it to Orly, it as 10 minutes past when the plane should have taken off.  I ran up to the airline attendant (seriously hysterical…but the emotion helped) and told her I probably missed the only flight back and she said, “Didn’t you know?  Your flight was delayed an hour.  If you run, you can make it.”  Yep…I did that. 🙂

I think what made it work was the emotional energy I put into it.  The book Malcolm gave me that I’m reading right now about spells pretty much says it’s the emotion that empowers spells and makes them effective.  It’s also raising the emotional energy that is the hard part, along with BELIEVING you can control things.  I suspect many of us who’ve not had luck with “The Secret” have unconscious doubt that cancels out our affirmations and vision boards.  And, a heck of a lot of people…at a deep level…don’t believe they deserve prosperity, love, health, and happiness.

I’ve been having more and more accurate psychic flashes and hits lately (they charged the ex husband in a NM woman’s murder who drove a red pick-up truck with her murder and I’d picked up that the killer had a red truck).  I am gifted and it’s high time I stopped being a victim of circumstance, and started creating my “fate”.  And, I’ve got a huge band of unseen friends around to help me…from fairies to spirits to extraterrestrials!

Since I was wrongly murdered on July 19, 1692 in Salem for being a witch, it’s time I actually became a witch.  I think that’s fitting payback.  I’m accepting my inner witch.  I’ve always said that nature is my church.  As much as I am drawn to Buddhism, right now I feel it’s too passive.  I want power.  Now, the thing that does cause issues is my belief/knowing that major events in our lives are charted before incarnation.  You know, the traumas we stupidly agree to while setting up our next lives “up there” with our spirit guides…when we are blissful and clueless about what we are getting ourselves into down here on 3D Earth.  Maybe, just maybe, although major events/lessons are charted…we can indeed control how they turn out.  It’s a thought.  And maybe all of the hell I’ve been through physically and emotionally happened to push me to the point where I reclaim my inner witch.  It’s possible.  I’ve always been a bit of a control freak yet late bloomer. 🙂

Happy 2019 and may you reclaim any power given away!


Copdar is an awesome psychic ability!

Since I’ve not had the energy to channel due to 24/7 brain crushing pain, I thought I’d at least talk a little about a very helpful skill I have seemingly developed.  I call it COPDAR.  Ha!  I talk about what’s happened below…along with some other ways that spirit has helped me while on the road.  I don’t only channel.  I’m also a “regular” psychic medium.

Chakra makes an appearance too.  I think she’s been feeling left out because Bleu got a role in the Web series I’ve been working as an actor on. 🙂 In fact, his ego is getting huge and he’s wanting a top level agent.  I’m sure Chakra will start demanding only Evian water to drink in an effort to keep up with Bleu’s demands. 😉

In Light,


Mother Nature’s challenges bring people together

I’ve been watching the devastating fires in California (where I lived for 22 years) on TV/Web and it’s been so upsetting, I am not shocked that when I attempted to channel today, my unseen friends wanted to talk about natural disasters.  There have been increasing numbers of severe hurricanes, flooding, fires, earthquakes, etc.  The only good that seems to come from these traumas is that people help each other…strangers help strangers.  It is a shame that many, especially in huge urban areas, don’t even know the person next door they’ve lived next to for years.  It’s better in small towns like Taos, where people wave at you as they drive buy.  Where I live here on a Native American reservation, I love witnessing the grocery store cashiers asking customers things like, “How is your mom doing after her knee surgery?”  They know and care about each other.  At that grocery store on Friday, I witnessed customers greeting and hugging each other.  It should be that way everywhere, but sadly, that’s not the case.

It was nice having Chakra help me channel…once she got settled.  LOL!  She really DID help ground me, which was great.  I was holding a big chunk of rose muscovite from the Harding Mine in Taos County and it seemed to help too.

Here is a close-up of the pretty rose muscovite (quartz, feldspar) that my friend gave me.


With the amount of head crushing 24/7 pain I’m in, not sleeping, and increasing neuro problems in my hands, etc. it’s been close to impossible to do my REAL work (spiritual work)…but I’ve decided I have to muster whatever life force I have left and make myself do it.  Maybe, by doing more mediumship and channeling, it’ll actually help me get better.  At the very least, if there is someone or something trying to stop me from doing channeling and mediumship, I will not let them win!!

Blessed be,


Native America: From Caves to Cosmos

My friend sent me this wonderful PBS documentary called “Native America: From Caves to Cosmos” because it features Chaco Canyon in New Mexico, one of my favorite magical places to visit.  The last time I slept overnight there in August 2017, I had a visitation by an extraterrestrial friend during the night…Alora.  I blogged about that here and here.

This 53 minutes and 31 seconds documentary is very worth your time.  I am fascinated by all things Native American, and I’ve had at least 2 lives as a Native American.

I didn’t know that Chaco Canyon was a main gathering place for goods and animals, from as far away as Central America and the West Coast of the USA.  It was clearly an epicenter for trade.  And, the way the structures align with the SIX directions is intriguing.  (east, west, north, south, up, down)

The documentary, coincidentally enough, also features awesome Teotihuacan, which I was blessed to visit during my Christmas vacation last year.  Here is me standing in front of the smaller of two main pyramids.

The “From Caves to Cosmos” documentary mentions that they recently discovered a secret tunnel underneath Teotihuacan, and here are some current articles about that.

I really like the story about how the native people were sent out to find “the center” and walked the Earth.

Hope you enjoy this PBS documentary as much as I did.