I’m on my lunch break and was going to post an 1111 (angel number) story triggered by something I read in Jane Roberts’ book “How to Develop your ESP Power” that I have downloaded onto my Kindle. (I’ll still post the story.) That caused me to go to Google Jane Roberts, and I landed on this video of her channeling Seth. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AMRYkgBjCoA
What struck me is that she rocked back and forth as I do when I’m in trance. It’s like the energy coming through while channeling moves around so much your body needs to move. Looking back on my childhood, I looooooved to swing. I would swing and sing on our backyard swing set for hours a day. There is a super 8 movie of me as a baby where I’m sitting on the living room carpeting, swaying forward and backward. From childhood into my 20s, the only way I could fall asleep each night was to rock my head left and right. It was super odd, but now it’s all starting to make sense. I think spirit energies were starting to come through even back then. I am convinced more than ever that our lives are charted before we incarnate.
“Coincidental” side story: In the 1980s in Rochester, NY both Shirley MacLaine’s “Out on a Limb” and Jane Roberts’ “Seth Speaks” books somehow appeared in our Catholic house. I’ll guess that mom brought them home for some reason, but really can’t recall now. I will admit that my family watched “In Search of…” weekly and my parents were a little interested in woo-woo topics like the Loch Ness Monster and ghosts. As a kid, some of us neighborhood kids would have seances in my home’s basement…with me leading, of course. It’s funny how there are signs about what is planned for you as a soul. Anyway, I was totally fascinated with Shirley MacLaine’s book and what she’d experienced and could not put down the Seth book. I had NO idea what channeling even was, but I was addicted to the book. Jane Roberts lived in Elmira, NY, by the way…not all that far from Rochester. Sadly, she died young…as many mediums and channels do. My theory is that doing mediumship and trance mediumship/channeling takes A LOT of your life force. It’s hard work and draining. I suspect that is why so many of us die younger than typical old age. I also think it’s why a lot have diabetes or hypoglycemia as it stresses the endocrine system. I have a history of weird blood sugar control issues and an endocrinologist in Los Angeles long ago said my hormones were so bizarre he thought I was an alien. Technically, my hormone levels were “impossible” according to him. He kept sending me back to Cedars Sinai Hospital for more blood tests. HA!
Anyway, to get back to the cool 1111 angel number story. Many years ago I was attempting to close out an online investment account. I thought I knew exactly how much to cut a check for to bring the balance to zero to close the account. But, some random fee hit for a few dollars that would have caused me to accidentally overdraw the account…leading to a bad situation. As my guardian angels and divine intervention would have it, this dividend hit at exactly the same time for $11.11 that saved my butt! Note the 1111! What are the freaking odds? 😀
All of a suddenly, I’m feeling a change of my name again. It’s been a series of subtle thoughts…like what my unseen friends do when they are nudging me to do something. I really don’t resonate with my birth name anymore, but I feel like I’m supposed to merge Atheria with it or something. I’m also not feeling like Atheria anymore, so there’s THAT. Just to complicate matters, I “accidentally” found this woman online in the late 1990s or early 2000s who channeled a being named Atheria! When I read some of the channeled messages, the verbiage was extremely similar (often exact) to stuff that I’d channeled but not posted. So, then I thought, “OMG, I misunderstood the 1998 voice that told me I wasn’t really XXX XXX XXX…I was Atheria, A-T-H-E-R-I-A!” What if I changed my name for nothing because it’s not ME who is Atheria, I’m just in contact with a being/soul named Atheria! HA! I was legally one name for 8 years, so I did go all in on that until the summer of 2007. (I had legally changed it in late spring 1999.)
So, there’s this thing the past week where my name is feeling wrong…and I got bored one night and turned on my Kindle, which I’ve not used in a long time, and had (courtesy of Hoopla and Santa Fe library) Jane Roberts’ book on ESP pop up along with a book about Seth by another author. Ummm…helloooooooo. I can’t make out what is going on yet, but something is going on. Add to that the woman’s voice in my bedroom a few weeks ago that nicely said, “Hello” as I was close to getting up. Gee, maybe it was Jane! 🙂 Now, because Seth is a famous being, I won’t even THINK of assuming Seth may show up to me. That’s too fame seeking, which means ego, which = not my goal. But, I’m being nudged in some direction that is not yet clear. Time will tell. My curiosity is piqued though!
Nature of reality yours,
Atheria