Archive | June 2015

Buddhism is truly the spiritual path of love…


Yesterday the 14th Dalai Lama tweeted: "We all want to be happy and avoid suffering, and we all have a right to be happy. That’s why I say we are all the same." That was his response to the Supreme Court’s decision to make gay marriage legal in all of the 50 United States. As opposed to other religious leaders, who condemned the verdict and immediately went into attack mode (fear/hate/judgment), he responded with loving compassion…a truly spiritual attitude. I don’t know about you, but I choose to believe that God is a LOVING God. In my heart and soul I know that whenever love is what’s happening, it cannot be bad.

I have had at least two past lives in Tibet/Nepal that I know of. I actually saw a glimpse of one during a "dream" one night that was clearly a past life recall. I saw myself (I was both the character in the vision and the watcher) as a robed boy in a cave with my older teacher. I seemed to be a young monk. I had this huge book on my lap that I was studying. The watcher "me" thought to myself, "Wait, how am I reading and understanding Tibetan?!" Right after that, I awoke from the so-called dream. A fellow psychic also told me once that I lived in Tibet and was very handicapped/crippled in another life.

Another time (this wasn’t a past life thing) during a "dream" I astrally flew to some old, huge, ornate church in Europe to listen to the Dalai Lama speak. The place was packed full of followers and I was in the far back. I patiently waited in a long line to be able to get darshan (a blessing) from him. When I finally got up to him, all at once really quickly, he looked into my eyes and saw my soul, I knew he saw my soul, something was plunked into my head via my 3rd eye, and I heard, "You have been chosen." Immediately after that quick experience, I vwooshed back into my body and woke up.

Years ago while chatting with this man who imports art from Nepal, he casually said the words "Ganesh Himal" and I burst into unexpected tears of emotion that came from nowhere. Well, they came from SOMEWHERE. I went home and Googled "Ganesh Himal" and when I saw pictures of that mountainous region in Nepal, I began to cry again. The only other place that has done that for me is Taos, New Mexico. Clearly I have some soul connection to Nepal’s Ganesh Himal region. Maybe that is where the cave was that I was in as a young monk?

I’m telling you all of this to demonstrate that there are always reasons why you are drawn to certain things. I’ve always been drawn to Buddhism, specifically Tibetan Buddhism (although minimalistic Zen is appealing too) and Witchcraft/Wicca. I know I’ve had lives where Witchcraft also came into play. Now, the odd part about that is that I was killed on July 19, 1692 during the Salem Witch Trials…so you’d THINK I’d have a horrid fear of Witchcraft, but, nope. It just feels good to me. But, Buddhism is what REALLY calls to my soul. I know that Buddhism, technically, doesn’t teach that there is a God/Great Spirit (love that Native American name) but I do believe in some type of creative force…that is loving. I’ve had direct experience with angels (to say that was awesome is a gross understatement) and Jesus even showed up once. I do think that Jesus, the Buddha, etc. were all Master Teachers.

As I’m at a point in my life where I feel I really need some healthier way to deal with life (and all its challenges) and need to become more compassionate to my fellow human instead of just getting angry and upset, I’m going to throw myself into Tibetan Buddhism. I have NO problem being compassionate toward animals, but humans I’ve had issues with. Now, can I ever be as 100% loving as the delightful and cute (I know that’s probably inappropriate, but I’m sorry, he’s cute!) Dalai Lama? Probably not. But even if I can get 1/10th as lovingly compassionate as he is, I will have greatly grown as a human being in this lifetime. Now, I may need to stop watching the news for a while as it just riles me up, but I’ll do what I have to do.

In light,

On Angels’ Wings Prods.
Hypoglycemic Journey

ETs are even for gay marriage!

I attended the monthly Ancient Aliens Meetup group meeting today and ended up doing trance work.  Arcturians were very pushy and started making my heart race and I got very shaky right from the start of the meeting.  I even checked my blood sugar it was so bad, but it was great at 117.  I held them back until I couldn’t take it anymore.  They only talked briefly, and I probably am not remembering everything they said (since I’m out of it when I channel), but they were thrilled about gay marriage and said “love is the law” and that the planet IS moving into a higher vibration where it’ll make it harder for dark ET groups to be able to abduct humans  for experimentation.  They said that to these groups we are simply animals to test on just like we experiment on animals (cruelly ).

They also said that Native Americans are right about there being signs in the stars from ETs.  The Arcturians said that it’s easiest to see ET signs in the stars/sky in September and October (fall)…and that we should look near Orion.

Darn it!  I can’t remember the rest of what they said!  I do know they said they’d be coming to all the meetings now…but may just be silent witnesses much of the time.  Somehow, I doubt that!

In light,

Taos is at it again! What does it want from me?!

I had this strong desire to go to Taos this weekend, kind of like a heroin addict in need of a fix…so I drove up and car camped for the first time in my new awesome Honda Fit (named Ruby…cars really DO tell me their name…I’m not kidding).  The whole time I was there odd synchronicities happened (typical for Taos), including running into a coworker in the middle of the woods!  I joked that I wasn’t going to go home to Albuquerque because I loved being up there so much.  Taos is not only beautiful, it’s magical.  Here are pictures from my quick trip.

Anyway, I did begrudgingly head home to Albuquerque.  The moment I put my key in my apartment door lock, my “I Heart/Love Taos” key chain decoration that I’ve had for years fell off onto the ground!  It’s never done that!

"I Heart/Love Taos"

“I Heart/Love Taos”

So THAT weirded me out!  But yes, it gets weirder….welcome to my solstice today world….

I tethered my phone to my laptop to move the million pictures (I exaggerate, but not much) and a video off the phone and onto my computer.  Well, I was trying to rename this one picture (not of Taos….just a jerk driver that i want to turn into the cops) when all of a sudden my laptop freaked out and froze.  I couldn’t get it to do anything, so I touched the screen and swiped to see if I could unfreeze it somehow.  All of a sudden, my pictures folder was gone and I was staring at my desktop…that somehow had changed to be A PICTURE OF TAOS!  I was nowhere near the area where you change background/wallpaper images!!  What the heck is going on?!

Taos wallpaper

Taos wallpaper

Well, I’m saying right now to my unseen prankster/pushy friends…if you want me to move to Taos instead of Denver, Portland, or Seattle, then you’d better come up with a GOOD job with high pay and benefits!!!  None of which is Taos known for!!!

I need a glass of wine.  Oh wait, I’m already drinking one!



P.S. If you don’t know my whole Taos weirdness….so a search on my site for “Taos”.

Healing Tones

Go to to download healing tones for free!  I was talking to a new friend on Sunday about sound/tonal healing as I suffer with chronic pain and she sent me this link.  If you’ve ever been lucky enough to be in the same room with Tibetan monks as they do that powerful 5 tone chanting, you know sound is a powerful healer!