Well, my pain level WAS down a little this morning (until my 1 p.m. naprapathy session made the pain worse again) so I tried to do some channeling, and succeeded. Arcturians stopped by first, and then Pleiadians took over. No worries, as they are friends. 🙂
At the end I talk about the debilitating pain situation and 3 accidents, now, that have made getting through each day a struggle. I’ve not slept more than an hour since April 11th’s new worsening accident. Anyway, I am delving into possible hidden reasons as to why the pain won’t release…including the possibility that I’m triggering this suffering to give me a reason to NOT do things that scare me. I like the s”security” that comes from a stable job (reminder: no job is safe anymore) with 401K, health insurance, vacation time, etc. But, I probably need to be free and follow my soul…which scares me. In so much 24/7 head and neck pain, I have been doing less and less because it is exhausting just getting to 5 p.m. and going home. It’s a “good” excuse to say I can’t be an entrepreneur because of the pain. But, it also keeps me safe. And, despite a couple of opinions, I do not have a spirit attachment that is causing the pain for almost 23 years. I am NOT possessed. That would have been discovered eons ago by one of the many knowledgeable healers and shamans I’ve gone to. I actually did take on an entity from a coworker, briefly, years ago…but that was very evident, and an Apache medicine man dramatically pulled it out of my solar plexus. So, I know what that’s like. This is different. This is karmic and complicated. I’ve also died by my neck in many past lives, so there is something to heal there too.
I may need to quit my normal, high paying job and move to Taos to start a cult. Just kidding! Although, it is in my astrological chart that had I stayed in Portland, OR (lived there from 4/2008 – 12/2009…but…like Denver, CO in 2016…it didn’t want me there) the alignment was such that people would be drawn to me as a cult leader. HA! A.R.E. (the Edgar Cayce organization) had that as part of my relocation chart years ago. I love the gorgeous Pacific Northwest, but it did not love me health-wise and income-wise. For whatever strange reason, NM wants me here. This is the 3rd time I’ve lived here. I will say that I’m being edged north, though, closer to Grandma Taos Mountain. She doesn’t seem to care that I’m a BIG CITY gal!