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Alien Abduction on Feb. 12, 2019

Before what happened in the wee hours of this morning, I’d had one of
my really bad insomnia nights due to chronic head and neck pain…and
general restlessness. I went to bed earlier than normal because I was
so tired from not sleeping well other nights, just after 9 p.m. I did
manage to fall asleep pretty quickly due to total exhaustion, but woke
up around 1-1:30 a.m. and was up most of the rest of the night tossing
and turning. I’m sure the cats got fed up with me moving around so
much. I should also mention that I had a chiropractic session at 5:00
p.m. yesterday. My current doctor does a lot of muscle
testing/kinesiology and he diagnosed another annoying health issue
(besides the brain crushing head pain for 23+ years that was made much
worse last April). During my appointment with him, he finished off by
doing some work on my skull. He worked on a dent on the left side of
my skull, and did a bunch of work on the very top (crown chakra area)
of my skull where the seam is as skull plates merge. I recall him
saying that he could feel energy releasing as he pushed pretty
aggressively on the seam. During a session on February 6th, he was
fiddling with my skull and said something like, “Your skull is
certainly ‘unique’.” You would have heard him said it, but he meant
ODD. So, I jokingly replied, “Well, that’s because I’m an ET hybrid.”
Without hesitation, he responded with, “Oh, do you know from which

So, getting back to last night, I recall glancing…yet again…at the
clock and it was around 4:30 a.m. Suddenly, I was out. I don’t
recall drifting off, but all of a sudden I’m having this detailed
dream that seemed random. I can remember being with my parents and
sister at some shopping mall. I was watching this scene from a
distance, kind of, because I was looking at the mall and trying to
figure out which mall it was. It looked very familiar. Finally I
recognized it and thought to myself, “Ah ha! It’s XXXXX!” (I can’t
remember now, which mall it was but I think it was one in Los
Angeles…where I lived for 22 years.) Then, it seemed like I was on
Facebook or something watching one of those “memory” videos that
popped up, of my dad on the ground…in that mall…doing something.
I almost want to say he was break-dancing at 83. LOL! I can’t
remember what exactly, but he was moving around on the ground, then
got partially up, then laid back down. Cut to, a totally different
scene. I was with my sister in my current car, Ruby, at night,
stopped somewhere when this gal in another car drove up and whacked
Ruby’s fender area. I was pissed and yelled at the gal, as she drove
off saying she’d not done any damage to my car. We took off after
her. (Those who know me know how much I love my red Honda Fit.) She
had driven to this party where people were outside around a bonfire.
We got out of Ruby and I got a good look at her fender, and there was
damage! As I was about to confront the jerk woman, she took off and
disappeared. Then, there was another scene change. It’s still
nighttime, but Kelly and I are standing on or near a bridge enjoying a
pretty night sky. That’s when the “dream” shifted…and became
different. It’s hard to explain it, but it just didn’t seem like a
dream. The whole feel was different and I can remember the next parts
better. (Normally I can’t remember a dream more than 60 seconds after
awakening and it’s now hours later but I can still recall it.)

I looked straight up overhead to see a fleet of different types of
UFOs — including huge mother-ships — and immediately thought “UH
OH!” as I found myself flat on my back on a grassy yard. As I’m
laying there, my head starts swirling. I got dizzy and my vision went
woo-woo as the sky lit up and swirled around. I kind of felt like I
was in a vortex. I knew I was about to be taken, and prayed that they
were friendly beings, not the hostile/dangerous type. I looked over
to see this alien being scamper toward me. I say scamper because
he/she/it didn’t walk totally upright. It moved more like an
orangutan using it’s long arms a lot to get around. To be honest, I
expected the stereotype of a grey, but I don’t recall seeing this type
before. I’m curious to find out what beings took me, but I’m not
finding pictures online of what I saw. I know for a fact that I was
abducted from my Albuquerque house years ago (woke up with burn marks
on my wrists and vaguely remember standing in my backyard in my pjs
with my arms overhead as I willingly was lifted up into a UFO) and
this scene that I saw during this early morning’s visit kind of
reminded me of my old backyard, but I’m not 100% sure. A question I
have right now is, did this happen at 4:30 a.m. today, or was I having
spontaneous recall of a prior abduction? Anyway, I saw the being come
up to me, and the next thing I know, I’m naked on a table with long,
thin fingers on my face and head doing something. I think there were
only 3 fingers on each hand, but there may have been 4. I lean toward
saying 3. The hands were gentle as they worked to put some device
around my head. It was definitely uncomfortable at the very top part
of my head, which is where they seemed the most focused. (Where my
doctor had been working yesterday.) I can still kind of see the
helmet thing. Where my crown chakra is, there was a circular
electronic thing, and then there were metal branches that came down
around the sides and back of my head to support it and keep it
tethered to my skull. My face seemed to be exposed because I can
STILL feel the fingers on my face! It was SO vivid in terms of the
feeling of touch and other senses. For some reason, I don’t remember
getting a good look at their faces. I do think I saw them, but it
seems my memory has been erased. There is a vague feeling of seeing
eyes…but I can only really see their hands clearly in my mind now.
This is kind of funny, but it seemed that they were concerned I not be
afraid of them. They wanted me to know they weren’t there to hurt me,
despite the thing on my head hurting a bit. So, they tickled me to
make me giggle…which I did! I clearly recall laughing as I’m very
ticklish. But, I was also freezing cold on that table and kept
wishing, “Jeez. I wish they’d turn up the heat in here if I have to
be naked, or at least put a blanket on me.” I can still feel their
really long and thin fingers touching me all over.

This is just a feeling I had while they were doing whatever they were
doing to my painful head (yes…I wish they had done surgery to fix my
neck damage…but my headache SUCKS today, not that it’s ever good),
but at one point when things got brighter inside the ship, and the
gizmo was on my skull, I had this knowing feeling that my psychic
ability would become remarkably stronger. I think, but can’t prove
it, that they were adjusting my pineal gland or crown chakra and kind
of giving me a tune up.

The next thing I know, I woke up about 4 minutes before my 6:00 a.m.
alarm…in bed…wearing what I’d worn to bed last night. That’s why
I’m not sure that what happened wasn’t a memory from years ago. But,
I think it was early this morning because of the coincidence with my
doctor appointment the day before. And, the way I was suddenly just
OUT after tossing and turning most of the night and then boom,
instantly awake again…but about an hour and half later. I should
mention that my friend in Nambe, which isn’t far from where I live,
has been seeing ships near her house on a regular basis. She and her
partner just got a good quality camera and are hoping to get some
footage soon.

If you have any idea what alien race I encountered, please let me
know! I really, really wish they’d repaired my spine/skull damage
though. Maybe next time. Living with a 24/7 horrid headache sucks.

In Light,

Copdar is an awesome psychic ability!

Since I’ve not had the energy to channel due to 24/7 brain crushing pain, I thought I’d at least talk a little about a very helpful skill I have seemingly developed.  I call it COPDAR.  Ha!  I talk about what’s happened below…along with some other ways that spirit has helped me while on the road.  I don’t only channel.  I’m also a “regular” psychic medium.

Chakra makes an appearance too.  I think she’s been feeling left out because Bleu got a role in the Web series I’ve been working as an actor on. 🙂 In fact, his ego is getting huge and he’s wanting a top level agent.  I’m sure Chakra will start demanding only Evian water to drink in an effort to keep up with Bleu’s demands. 😉

In Light,


Mother Nature’s challenges bring people together

I’ve been watching the devastating fires in California (where I lived for 22 years) on TV/Web and it’s been so upsetting, I am not shocked that when I attempted to channel today, my unseen friends wanted to talk about natural disasters.  There have been increasing numbers of severe hurricanes, flooding, fires, earthquakes, etc.  The only good that seems to come from these traumas is that people help each other…strangers help strangers.  It is a shame that many, especially in huge urban areas, don’t even know the person next door they’ve lived next to for years.  It’s better in small towns like Taos, where people wave at you as they drive buy.  Where I live here on a Native American reservation, I love witnessing the grocery store cashiers asking customers things like, “How is your mom doing after her knee surgery?”  They know and care about each other.  At that grocery store on Friday, I witnessed customers greeting and hugging each other.  It should be that way everywhere, but sadly, that’s not the case.

It was nice having Chakra help me channel…once she got settled.  LOL!  She really DID help ground me, which was great.  I was holding a big chunk of rose muscovite from the Harding Mine in Taos County and it seemed to help too.

Here is a close-up of the pretty rose muscovite (quartz, feldspar) that my friend gave me.


With the amount of head crushing 24/7 pain I’m in, not sleeping, and increasing neuro problems in my hands, etc. it’s been close to impossible to do my REAL work (spiritual work)…but I’ve decided I have to muster whatever life force I have left and make myself do it.  Maybe, by doing more mediumship and channeling, it’ll actually help me get better.  At the very least, if there is someone or something trying to stop me from doing channeling and mediumship, I will not let them win!!

Blessed be,


Arcturians & Pleiadians – Channeling


Well, my pain level WAS down a little this morning (until my 1 p.m. naprapathy session made the pain worse again) so I tried to do some channeling, and succeeded.  Arcturians stopped by first, and then Pleiadians took over.  No worries, as they are friends. 🙂

At the end I talk about the debilitating pain situation and 3 accidents, now, that have made getting through each day a struggle.  I’ve not slept more than an hour since April 11th’s new worsening accident.  Anyway, I am delving into possible hidden reasons as to why the pain won’t release…including the possibility that I’m triggering this suffering to give me a reason to NOT do things that scare me.  I like the s”security” that comes from a stable job (reminder:  no job is safe anymore) with 401K, health insurance, vacation time, etc.  But, I probably need to be free and follow my soul…which scares me.  In so much 24/7 head and neck pain, I have been doing less and less because it is exhausting just getting to 5 p.m. and going home.  It’s a “good” excuse to say I can’t be an entrepreneur because of the pain.  But, it also keeps me safe.  And, despite a couple of opinions, I do not have a spirit attachment that is causing the pain for almost 23 years.  I am NOT possessed.  That would have been discovered eons ago by one of the many knowledgeable healers and shamans I’ve gone to.  I actually did take on an entity from a coworker, briefly, years ago…but that was very evident, and an Apache medicine man dramatically pulled it out of my solar plexus.  So, I know what that’s like.  This is different.  This is karmic and complicated.  I’ve also died by my neck in many past lives, so there is something to heal there too.

I may need to quit my normal, high paying job and move to Taos to start a cult.  Just kidding!  Although, it is in my astrological chart that had I stayed in Portland, OR (lived there from 4/2008 – 12/2009…but…like Denver, CO in 2016…it didn’t want me there) the alignment was such that people would be drawn to me as a cult leader.  HA!  A.R.E. (the Edgar Cayce organization) had that as part of my relocation chart years ago.  I love the gorgeous Pacific Northwest, but it did not love me health-wise and income-wise.  For whatever strange reason, NM wants me here.  This is the 3rd time I’ve lived here.  I will say that I’m being edged north, though, closer to Grandma Taos Mountain.  She doesn’t seem to care that I’m a BIG CITY gal!



David the Star Man

As YouTubed previously, I’ve not been able to do much blogging or video channeling due to my horrible pain issue.  But, despite the 24/7 brain crushing pain, I was blessed to be able to bring some unexpected peace to a new friend from work on Wednesday.  She dragged me out to Rancho de Chimayo (fabulous place) after work.  Not that long after we were seated at our table, her recently deceased ex husband, Greg, showed up.  I’m tempted to say, “So this dead guy walks into a bar and…”  Greg’s passing was very unexpected, and it has hit my friend hard, despite their divorce not long ago.  Up until Wednesday night, she was not a believer regarding psychics.  But, Greg gave me very specific and somewhat obtuse messages for her that amazed her.  By the end of it, she was a psychic medium convert.  I won’t share details of the messages here, but what I will say was that souls do express regret when they did things while in a physical body that weren’t great.

Because of my success giving my friend messages this past week, and a little bit of pain lessening due to yesterday’s naprapathic treatment, I decided to try to channel today.  I was spurred on earlier in the morning when I could have sworn David Bowie showed up briefly…prompted by my listening to the David Bowie channel on Pandora.  (Music called in John Lennon twice to me also in the past.)  I miss David being on Earth so much.  I am grateful that he came back and used me to talk today.  I feel blessed by the immense love he feels for his family.  It was emotional and overwhelming to experience.  I hope I did him justice…

We love and miss you too, Star Man…

Ground control to Major Tom…




Health challenges sidelining me

In this video I explain my health challenge that is preventing me from doing the work I came to Earth to do…with a bit of past life background thrown in.  At the end of the video, I was able to give a quick/brief message via relay channeling from the Other Side.  Relay channeling is not as hard on me physically as full trance work.  (I hear the words in my head and just repeat them as Atheria.)  Sometimes full trance channeling comes on all of a sudden, so there isn’t an opportunity for me to choose which method, but I think I’ve always unconsciously felt that I wouldn’t be taken seriously unless I was 100% in trance.  That could be an incorrect notion of mine.

If you’d like to contact me, my email is 20october@gmail.com.



Arcturians and Ancient Ones 6-23-2018

My Arcturian friends came through this morning, along with a brief appearance of a group that referred to themselves as the Ancient Ones.  I don’t have fancy video editing software, as you can tell.  I shoot these videos with a regular cheap Canon camera set on low rez to not hog up too many gigs.  If you want to skip watching me go into trance, you can fast forward to 2:10.  Incorporation of my unseen friends was much smoother today.  I kept telling myself, “Let go.  Trust.”  Getting me to stay out of the way helps.