Archive | July 2018

Lions and tigers and BEARS…oh my!

Bear Necklace

I attended the wonderful Unity Church in Santa Fe for the first time last Sunday and not only knew immediately that I would return, but also had it lead me to things and people I needed to be led to already.  For example, there is a fellow medium there named Tom Newman who Rev. Brendalyn wanted to introduce me to last Sunday, but I was late for another meeting and needed to rush off.  I’ve emailed him and we hope to chat this coming Sunday.  His bio is super appealing on his site.

Then I found out that Unity was hosting a visit from Rama Inacio (who mentioned tonight he’s changed his name to Joshua after spirit’s urging following a bad car crash in January…something I could relate to).  When I saw his offering tonight titled “Sound, Alchemy & Your Divine Blueprint” … and that it was only $25 …. I felt a strong urge to go.  Many years ago at the Spiritualist Chapel of the Flowers in Van Nuys, CA, a British medium friend of mine named Eveliani Gilbert (Evelyn Chaneske) gave me the message that “you will be healed by sound”.  I still clearly recall how hearing Tibetan monks in Taos in 1998 do throat singing made my whole body vibrate and tingle.  Because I’ve been in a health crisis since April 11, 2018 with the horrendous worsening of my already bad head and neck pain, I wanted to see what Joshua’s sound healing evening would do.

Anyway, the session with Joshua tonight was LOVELY.  He used a gong and didgeridoo to clear us of negative energy, then he had us do toning, and then he used crystal bowls mixed with his own voice to reconnect us to Source.  I tingled almost nonstop, especially in my painful head and neck.  At times, it got really strong.  In fact, now back at home, I’m still having intermittent tingling in my head.  The sounds I was exposed to tonight clearly did something to my entire body and energy field.  It was palpable.  And I got REALLY tired.  I recall exhaling dramatically about 3 times like I was releasing something.

But what prompted this post was the BEAR.

Earlier today I hiked the Rio en Medio trail up to the pretty waterfalls in one of my favorite areas, Tesuque.  (Posted pictures and videos on Instagram.  Do a search for #rioenmedio and you should find my stuff.)  About 1/2-2/3 of the way to the waterfalls, this woman with 3 dogs told me that someone had spotted a black bear today, so I should be on the alert.  Now, that affected me during the hike, but I wasn’t consciously thinking of it tonight at Unity.

Anyway, when Joshua was toning the didgeridoo around my head tonight, I got this quick clairvoyant flash of the face of a bear.  It felt significant but I didn’t really know what it could mean.  Now, during my first trip to Taos in 1998, while talking to a Taos Pueblo woman about how I’d lost a beloved dreamcatcher earring in the Taos Ski Valley and was upset, but had this feeling I’d exchanged with the mountain and that now my dreams were planted and would come true (I’d taken a rock from the mountain beforehand)…she told me to stay put while she went into a back room.  She came out with a turquoise bear pendant.  She gave it to me saying that although I was white on the outside, I was her people on the inside.  She specifically gave me a bear because she knew I lived in California at the time and bears are protectors of the West.  That was seriously the best compliment I’ve ever received.  I was crushed when, during my home’s 2012 burglary by 2 loser sisters, my bear pendant was taken.  It seems that everything I love gets taken away by burglaries, muggings, etc. 😦

Thankfully, the bears necklace pictured above was somehow NOT stolen during the burglary.  When I moved away from Los Angeles in 2005 or 2008, a friend named Sherye gave me this necklace as a going away present…not knowing about my prior bear gift.  She was drawn to the bears for me.  In fact, as I took the necklace out to photograph it tonight, she showed up quickly in spirit to say hello…signalling me with a dolphin.  (Her guide was a dolphin named Namu.)

I decided to Google bears tonight to learn more about what they stand for in Native American tradition and others…and…WOW.  Reading this site gave me the chills.  It’s so eerily spot on I’m speechless.

http://www.spiritanimal.info/bear-spirit-animal/

Then I found more information that makes sense for my life here.

https://whatismyspiritanimal.com/spirit-totem-power-animal-meanings/mammals/bear-symbolism-meaning/

All I can say is that changes are happening and I’m being called to move in a different direction with my life.  That bears represent women shamans and healing is not an accident.

Bear medicine-ly yours,

Atheria

P.S. Joshua is taking a group to see John of God in Brazil in November.  I want to go SO bad!  But, it’s too pricey for me with all my medical bills.  I have wanted to visit John of God for healing for years.

I met a grey in Beverly Hills

Back in the early to mid 2000s (had to be before I moved to New Mexico the first time of 3 — so far — in early December 2005) I met this very gifted sculptor one day at Beverly Hills’ yearly “Affair in the Gardens” art show in the park along Santa Monica Blvd.  There were lots of very gifted artists there that I chatted with, but this one artist drew me into some interesting conversation that I now can’t recall the details of.  I was fascinated by D.E.’s energy.  You know how you just mesh with some people and get into these magical conversations?  Well, that was it.  We ended up becoming friends and would talk on the phone for hours.  He was psychic, like me, and was very versed in things that I didn’t know much about at the time like the Illuminati, the World Bank, conspiracy theories, and Earth changes.  We talked about ETs in an off-handed kind of way.  He warned me about California and said that his connections had told him that it was NOT safe to stay there much longer and he had been told to go to the Colorado area due to it’s elevation and not being near coasts.  He was very serious about it.

Sometimes I can be clueless, and I really should have caught on sooner than I did.  Anyway, when we’d talk on the phone, 4 hours would seem like 15-20 minutes.  Time got warped.  It was weird, but I didn’t catch on…as I said.  Then, one day he offered to do some healing work on me for my chronic head and neck pain.  Well, I’ve had a lot of healers work on me, but the energy work he did on me was the oddest thing I’ve ever had done to me.  At one point, I was on my back while he worked on my solar plexus area.  His hands did frenetic, weird, SUPER FAST movements pushing into my gut while his breathing was very exhausting sounding.  It was like he was doing a very vigorous workout with weights.  I think his eyes were closed, but it’s hard to remember now.  When I flipped over and he went to put his hands on my damaged neck, I think (if I’m recalling it correctly), he quickly pulled them off with an, “Ouch!”  He said that when he went to touch my neck, he felt burned…it was super duper hot.  So, he had to work around the periphery of it.

Whenever I’d look at him, something seemed off about his energy and body, but I could never quite put my finger on it.  It was almost like, although he looked like a human guy to the average person, something wasn’t quite right.  It was as if he was wearing a human suit that didn’t fit perfectly…but not so off that people who weren’t psychic would notice.  His neck always seemed slightly too long and his head too small…but really slightly.

His sculptures were FABULOUS.  The man was very talented.  But, it wasn’t until I was at his place looking at some of his newer works that I noticed a penis.  Then I noticed a breast, and butt, and vagina, etc.  He had sexual body parts hidden as part of his sculptures.  Ha!  A turtle’s head and neck was a penis, for example.  I hadn’t noticed that earlier.  Now, all that I was fine with, and rather amused, but something that came out later I was NOT okay with and is why I ended up distancing myself.

While talking to a friend about him, she suddenly started asking me questions about him like, “Do you lose time when you talk to him?”  Yep.  I can’t recall all the questions now, but I answered yes to all of them.  Then she said that she had dated a grey years before and that D.E. was a grey alien.  I responded with something like, “Oh, come on…”  But then…

“Coincidentally” during our next phone call of 4 hours that felt like 15 minutes, D.E. told me this event that had recently happened that he thought was so funny.  This couple that had purchased some of his art invited him to their home for dinner.  When he showed up, their 4 year old daughter answered the door, took one look at him, pointed at him, and started screaming, “Mommy!  Daddy!  He’s a grey!”  I was silent as he really eerily chuckled on the phone.  I was thinking, “Oh shit.”  But, as much as that kind of scared me, it also was intriguing.  Gotta say, though, his laugh was eerie.

What finally caused me to not want to interact anymore with him (and I think he psychically picked up on it as he stopped calling) was this one conversation that somehow led into talk about pedophiles.  Needless to say, I’m horrified by pedophilia.  But, he defended it.  He went on to talk about history and how it’s just our modern day prudishness that thinks it’s not normal for people to have sex with 12 year olds…that long ago you had to start having babies young because people didn’t live that long, etc. etc.  He creeped me out and I suddenly worried that I was friends with a sicko.  That was our last contact.

Now, what’s extra suspicious about him probably not being human is that there is almost NO sign of him anywhere when I Google.  The only thing I found was some info about a lawsuit he filed where the website was dated 2008.  It’s like he totally vanished off the face of the planet.  He probably DID vanish off the face of the planet!  I mean, with the type of work he did, as an artist, he should be somewhere on the Web, but, nope.

I’m wondering now, if he reacted the way he did when he was doing healing/energy work on me was because I’m not human either…but I’m a different ET group?  There was some reason he felt the need to tell me all these world secrets and such.  But, me maybe not being human is for my next post.

Toodles,

Atheria