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Relay Channeling from 8-12-1999

I decided to dig up some OLD written channeling from the late 1990s. This session below was back in my channeling youth, so-to-speak, and I hadn’t started full trance work yet. This was relay channeling via a computer keyboard. I just typed what I heard.

August 12, 1999

Well, you survived yesterday. We knew it was not the end of the world, of course, unlike some of you. Not the end, but a new beginning. I believe you call it “The Age of Aquarius”. We prefer to call it “The Age of Enlightenment”. It’s a bit more fitting, don’t you think? If you don’t yet understand this…you soon will. Things are changing and speeding up as we “speak” (a little joke since Atheria is actually typing this and not speaking…we DO have humor). Progress has been pretty slow up until this time, but is gaining momentum. Some already feel this change, this speeding up of energy and growth. Those who cannot handle the change will be choosing to leave their physical bodies in rapid succession. There will be more and more “deaths” (you never really die) as the year 2012 approaches when the alignment will come to completion and you’ll have no choice but to develop as the spiritual beings you are.

Do not panic. We are not saying that there is going to be mass devastation or the like. California is not going to fall into the Pacific making Las Vegas beachfront property. Have we said that already? We’re getting forgetful. We have so much to say and hardly enough time to say it. Oops…We just made a blunder. Got caught in that old time trap nonsense. We simply mean that our vehicle, Atheria, will only be in her current incarnation for so many of your Earth years and she’s gotten a late start already. We’re not blaming, mind you, simply stating facts. We had intended to use her years ago, but she hadn’t completed her initial learning in time. That is okay. She’s working with us now and much can be accomplished. She did agree to do this before birth, though she wasn’t aware of it consciously for most of her life…until now. We are getting side-tracked. What were we discussing? Oh yes, terrible catastrophes and such that some have predicted. Mass devastation is not needed in order for those who cannot handle the speeding up and development of their souls to take leave early. They will leave the physical world by normal means of illness, accidents, etc. We do want to say that these people are in no way “bad” people. It’s just that some of the younger souls who haven’t yet experienced many incarnations and the growth therefrom, aren’t strong enough to handle the powerful surge of energy that is now beginning to envelope the Earth. They will stay in spirit for awhile and then be reborn after the changes have settled in and enlightenment is commonplace. They will continue learning while in spirit instead of being in physical bodies.

Side note and example of a good soul who had to leave early: John Kennedy, Jr. He is continuing his growth in spirit with his mother, who greeted him at the transition point. Jack Kennedy, his father, has already reincarnated and could not be there to escort his son to the other side…but Jackie is very happy to be with her beloved son once again. They will learn and grow together. John Jr. was her father at one time. Roles are always switched in incarnations as you attract the same souls lifetime after lifetime. Albeit, when you meet someone new and instantly form a best-friendship that is stronger than other friendships you’ve had for years. You already knew each other and are comfortable and at peace.

Notice, notice, notice. That is Atheria’s lesson for today and most days for that matter. This applies to you all too. Start to notice more. Those thoughts that just “pop” into your head are not there by accident. Start to pay attention and notice them. They are us. It’s communication, pure and simple. But, sad to say, most of you are so caught up in your day-to-day living that you don’t notice a darn thing! It’s quite frustrating for us, let me tell you. We constantly put little ideas and thoughts into your consciousness…only to be ignored. When one of you actually catches on, we get very excited!!! See? I’m using those exclamation points again!!! We are here to help you. It’s that simple. Accept our help. It is not a sign of weakness or neuroses. Through helping you we are helping ourselves. It’s not all that generous really. We’re not into martyrdom or anything. By helping you we are bringing more like-minds into the fold. The more of us the better. Eventually we’ll be able to lay back and relax…hahaha…(We just thought we’d act a little human with human laziness for a bit.) As we are also always learning too, we continue to grow and develop by helping you help yourselves. One hand washes the other, to borrow one of your phrases.

Oh, she’s tired already. We must work on increasing her reserves of energy. At this rate, this discourse will never get done. Cancel that negativity. We didn’t mean it. We know this material will get finished and out there where it belongs. Patience is a virtue, right?

 

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Lost in Ojo Caliente and WOW!

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I got the urge to go back to Ojo Caliente Spa today for the first time since my 1998 life altering spiritual rebirthing experience (read about that here) to go hiking.  I could not believe how much the spa has been built up and gentrified since I was there 19 years ago.  I was too cheap to get any treatments done today, or soak in the powerful waters, but do plan to go back when I feel like pampering myself.  Today, I strictly went there to go hiking despite the very cloudy (rare in NM) day.

After hiking up the big, rocky hillside right behind the spa, I came to a sign that pointed to some ruins to the left and a lookout and mine to the right.  I felt drawn to go see the mine.  Now, the trails are not clearly marked and it’s hard to tell if you are headed in the right direction or not.  I kept hiking and hiking and no mine was to be seen.  I kept telling myself, “Just go another 50-75 yards and turn around if the mine isn’t there because you really shouldn’t be out this far alone with a cell phone with zero service and only some glucose tablets.”  Just as I was about to actually turn around, a bunch of white rocks in a cluster got my attention near my feet.  They were quartz!  I then looked around to see smaller and BIG quartz stones EVERYWHERE.  Some of them are pictured up top and some were really big, as you can see.  Of course, that made me continue on a bit further before I realized I was never going to find this mine that’s supposed to be up there somewhere.  I’ve gotta say, the energy was very strong in this area.  Here’s an Instagram video I took.

Now, in this video you don’t see the really big chunks of quartz.  I recall Shirley MacLaine saying years ago that New Mexico sits on a quartz bed and that is why the state is so powerful energetically and spiritually.  I believe that now!  Back in September I found quartz and other stones scattered on the top of a mountain in Santa Fe too…but modest sized, not huge like some of these today in Ojo Caliente.  The healing spa is in a great location.

I decided to sit amongst the quartz (and other types of stones) for a bit and meditate to see if anything would happen.  Now, keeping in mind that I’m hyperactive and not great at sitting still and/or meditating, I didn’t sit that long, but something did happen.  Not long after I sat down and visualized the powerful image my guides gave me recently to use in my 3rd eye…suddenly everything got bright (closed eyes) despite the cloudy/dark day.  Then I “saw” light being poured into my 3rd eye image.  It kept pouring and pouring light in…like my symbol/image was a bottomless pit.  (I feel I’m not supposed to tell you what symbol my guides gave me…sorry.)  At one point, I peeked and opened my eyes to see if the sun did break through the clouds, but, nope.  I felt very infused with something good.  It’ll be interesting to see if some new things start happening.

After sitting for a short while, I went to head back to the spa…and got totally lost.  I could not recognize unmarked trails and ended up going in the wrong direction.  Relatively soon I realized, “Uh oh.  Atheria, you are alone without water and food and there are wild animals around here and you’re lost.”  But, thankfully, I’ve watched a lot of survival stories.  Ha!  Now, I will admit that from one HIGH point I could see a road far off in the distance and could also hear cars.  I knew trying to get back to the spa would cause me to end up in no man’s land, and felt it was a better idea to head toward the highway.  I came upon a dried up flash flood channel or river and knew to follow that toward the highway.  Along the way, I came upon some more of the rocks people had balanced upon each other so I knew other people had gotten lost too!  I followed the mini “sculptures” until I ended up at a river…which I thought I’d have to wade across…until I saw a blessed bridge!  Not long after crossing the bridge and walking on a dirt road type path, I finally saw a building in the distance and came upon a labyrinth and 2 women drinking wine.  I was safe! 🙂 I told them what happened and one of them had also gotten really lost up there.  Seriously, the spa needs to mark the trails better!  As fate would have it, the dried up river bed I followed for a long way is actually a trail called the Tewa Trail.

Okay, CLEARLY I went in the wrong direction because I did not see what this woman wrote about regarding the mine!  There are also some ruins that are supposed to be pretty cool in the opposite direction from the mine.  I’ll have to look for them next time.  The wine drinking women I ran into had been to the ruins and they said here was ancient broken pottery scattered around and everything.  One of the things I love about New Mexico is the history and Native Peoples that lived here and left behind traces of their existence.  I took a wrong turn years ago in Bernalillo and ended up in 1,000 year old ruins.

If you want to see all of today’s pictures, you can click on my Flickr album below.

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If you are ever visiting Santa Fe or Taos, I highly recommend checking out Ojo Caliente Spa and the surrounding area.  The healing waters are VERY powerful.  I mean, they made me see interdimensionally in 1998!

In Light,

Atheria

What time is it?

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(Yes, I have a cat clock.  Are you surprised?  LOL)

Okay, something weird has started happening that is a new weird thing.  There is a task I have to do at work on a daily basis that I usually start around 4:30 p.m.  It’s time sensitive, so I do note the time ongoing-ly during the daily procedure.  On Thursday, I glanced at my watch and CLEARLY saw that it said 4:46 p.m.  I continued on my rounds and went back to my office.  Once back in my office, I glanced at my wall clock and saw that it said 4:40 p.m.  I thought the battery had gone bad in the clock and glanced at my watch.  But my watch also said 4:40 p.m.  I thought to myself, “Okay, Atheria, you’re just tired.” and wrote it off as “nothing”.

But the same thing happened yesterday, Saturday!  I glanced at the time, and looked later, to see that the time was EARLIER!  I’m a horrible clock watcher and should probably let that go, but I do what I do.  Now, I’m not talking about an hour or something of a difference.  It seems to be about 5 minutes, give or take…keeping in mind that there are also minutes that lapse between me glancing at the time.  Whenever it is that I glance, the difference is about 5 minutes but there may have been 10 minutes in between when I looked.  Somehow I’m going forward or backward in time!  I’m going to be paranoid today and look long and hard when I do check the time to make sure I’m not going blind or something.  😉

Does anyone have an idea what this could be?  The first instance happened in Los Alamos but yesterday occurred in Santa Fe.  Maybe I’m slipping into another dimension momentarily?  I’m intrigued.

They say there is no such thing as time!  LOL

Questioning-ly yours,

Atheria

Messages from Pets in Spirit – Pippin’s Story

20170924_112724Previously I’ve blogged about how my 2 cats, Karma and Bodhi, (who I miss every single day 4 and 5 years later) have found ways to get through to me…going so far as to DEMATERIALIZE cat treats (not kidding) on their altar.  I’ve heard lots of other stories from strangers and friends about how their pets have found ways to break through the veil and let them know they are also spiritual beings and that they will be waiting for us on the Other Side when it’s our time to cross over.  One such event happened to me today as a message for a friend who lost his beloved 7 year old dog named Pippin unexpectedly.

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Before going to my astrology group, I decided to venture off in Santa Fe and walk around the wonderful art filled Canyon Road area.  I didn’t have lots of extra time, so I kind of did a fast tour around.  (By the way…there are fabulous artists in Santa Fe and it’s the 3rd largest art market in the USA.)  Just as I was running out of time and needed to head back to my car, I glanced over to see the above sign for Pippin Contemporary Gallery.  I got an instant spirit smack and knew that it was a message from Pippin for his human daddy.  I emailed the picture and my feeling about it to my friend, and he said that he’s felt Pippin around him in spirit today…and that this “coincidence” confirmed that fact.

CoincidenceI was reading a book by a famous psychic years ago where she said that anything we notice during the day is a message.  No 2 people notice the exact same things.  When something “randomly” catches your eye, pay attention to it.  It’s God’s way of getting messages through to us.  It’s also our loved ones in spirit’s way of getting messages through to us…both human and animal.

On a personal note, I am much more connected to animals than humans.  It’ll be 5 years tomorrow that I lost Bodhi.  The grief I felt losing him…and then Karma less than a year later…is still with me.  Animals love unconditionally.  Animals ARE love incarnate.  I hope that Pippin comes to my friend in dreams as my cats have, and allows him to hold his fur child again.

I’ve done a couple of readings lately that have gone super well, and it never ceases to amaze me what our unseen loved ones will bring through to prove that they are who they say they are.  Sometimes it’s specific health stuff (like in a recent case where the woman in spirit passed from lung cancer and I could hear her smoker’s raspy laugh) or something serious.  But other times it’s funny things like the “hot fudge cake” I got years ago from a spirit.  Come to find out, that was the person’s very favorite dessert and even on the Other Side…the soul was thinking of food!  🙂

Before I sign off, I do want to link another artist’s website whose work I discovered today and loooove.  I adore horses, so you’ll see why I love her work:  Siri Hollander

Stay open for signs from your pets in spirit.  They, just like human loved ones, often find ways to let us know that they are still around and that they do love us.  May Pippin be running free on the Other Side and may my friend find a little bit of peace from what happened today.

Blessings,

Atheria

Relay Channeling Today: Love is a Noun

As the river of time does not flow in one direction only, but in all directions simultaneously, so too does the energy that is love.  For love cannot be constrained by limits the human mind puts on it.  Love is energy.  Love is a vibration, as are all things.  It’s not simply an emotion.  There are beings who do not experience emotional love, yet live love.  They are love.  We understand that this difference may be confusing for some to understand.  Logic won’t be useful in this case either.  How is that for a test?  We are asking you to look beyond both your emotional side and your logical side.  But, it is possible to do.  It is a knowing that resides within your soul.  This is not connected to your brain.  And it’s not colored by feelings in your heart.  It is as pure as anything can possibly be that is from the Light.

Someone once said that love is a verb, as in “to love someone”.  We would argue that love is a noun, to put it in English language terms.  It’s a living, breathing being.  As all things are connected through the vibration that is Light, and breathes in unison, love glows with spirit and is a part of the Light that links everyone and everything.  When our channel had her spontaneous rebirthing experience years ago at Ojo Caliente, she got a glimpse of what we speak of.  For a few seconds she saw that all was alive and connected.  She could see walls, chairs, people, air…yes…she could see the air…were all breathing Light in unison and were connected as One.  We needed to trigger that event in her life to open her up to what is possible when you release all preconceived ideas about what is real and what isn’t.  Reality is only reality until you experience different for yourself.  Skeptics only believe in what they can see and touch.  But, take a skeptic and put him or her into a bent universe where dimensions can be traveled in a fraction of a second, and he or she will never be the same.  The skeptic’s reality has just been blown when a different reality is experienced.  You don’t know what you don’t know until you know it.

When we say “know it”…once again, this is not purely in the brain.  The logical mind is not the best resource to rely on.  You will notice a difference when the cells of your entire being KNOW truth.  It’s almost as if your entire I.Q. has moved out of your head and into your various bodies (physical, astral, etheric, etc.).  There is a clarity and matter-of-fact feeling that will alert you that what you are experiencing is pure potentiality.  There is a limitlessness in pure potentiality.

Do not limit who and what you are.  YOU are limitless potentiality.

In your service,
The Great White Brotherhood

(For those who don’t know, The Great White Brotherhood is a collective of Masters and advanced spiritual teachers.  I feel bad that I always get a twinge of “Oh jeez, I hope people don’t think this is some white supremacy thing.”  It’s not related to race AT ALL.  These are a group of high level beings that come from the Light, so that’s all their name refers to.  Interestingly, they signed off with “In your service”.  That just goes to show that they do not see us as lesser beings.  By the way, you can tell that the relay channeling above is really not from me because I am nowhere near as loving as they are.  I’m working on that fact, but have a long way to go! ~ Atheria

On another note, I have been counting down the days until I can leave New Mexico for the 3rd and final time on November 14th — yeah…riiiiight — “You know, if you leave you’ll come right back.  There are 2 types of people in New Mexico:  those born and raised here with lots of family and those called here…and you were called.” [said to me before I left in April 2016 by a Ph.D. know-it-all friend that annoys me but I adore her and, damn it, she was right] and just today, a possible job showed up in my beloved Taos.  I swear to God, this state…and especially Taos…is freaking aggressive!  I met one native New Mexican in 2004 who had left and returned to New Mexico 11 times!  Recalling our rental car desk conversation, I now feel better about my life.  HA HA!  Anyway, back in 2006 when I lived here the first time, a Santa Fe acquaintance brought me here for dinner one evening.  Now, it was nice back then, but WOW has it grown and gotten even better!  For anyone who thinks New Mexico is just blah desert…ummmm…WRONG!)

Raw Food and Ghosts

A huge thanks to my psychic medium friend in Denver for turning me onto Dr. Robert Morse!  I can’t believe I’ve never heard of him before.  Not only is he a huge raw fruit and veggie fan from a health standpoint, but he also addresses the energetic, spiritual, and soul aspect of food.  Dr. Morse is a wonderful mixture of awesome nutritional/health info combined with the spiritual importance of food as we ARE vibrational beings.  He’s got truckloads of videos to watch.  I started off with this one that mentions hypoglycemia, since I am hypoglycemic.  I recently had major improvement in a few health issues by cutting out grains, beans (except peanuts), and potatoes…but have also cut way back in carbohydrates…which is starting to backfire and I don’t see a low carb diet as sustainable long term.  After watching some of Dr. Morse’s videos, I think the improvements I’ve noticed with my edema, digestion, and blood sugar are from cutting out grains, beans, and taters….NOT the low carb/high fat aspect.  I will increase my fruit intake and cut back on tons of nut/seed butters tomorrow to see how I feel.

As a follow-up to an earlier post about the suspected vortex in my kitchen…well…yep…something is definitely going on in my apartment.  I tried to find a neighbor this evening to ask if they’ve been having weird things happen, but, oddly, no one was around!  I will ask whenever I do see someone though and post in the comments section.  Anyway, last week I had this BOOM/BANG happen so freaking loud in my left ear during the night after a very vivid dream that I literally jumped a foot off the bed.  Okay, I’m exaggerating, but I JUMPED.  Now, my right ear is normally my clairaudient ear, so that made it even weirder.  I wrote it off as just some new “adjustment” of my energy system, but last night just before 1 a.m. and after another very vivid dream (normally I don’t dream much), there was loud banging in what sounded like the bathroom.  Now this I heard externally…like with my regular ears…where the left ear boom last week felt more internal/clairaudient.  I was too tired to get up and look and found the noise in the bathroom just annoying, not scary by any means.  Then, two minutes later, there is banging and cabinet door slamming going on in the kitchen.  At that point, I just assumed it was Bleu being a pain in the butt.  My male lynx point Siamese has an aggravating habit of trying to get into cabinets by pulling the doors and slamming them numerous times before he can fling them open far enough to actually climb into the cabinet.  Just as I was about to get up and stagger into the kitchen to tell him to stop it, I saw him sleeping…or at least laying…underneath the bedroom window.  UH OH.  Unless he was having an OBE and was in the kitchen that way, it wasn’t him.

One person suggested that I might be causing the poltergeist/ghost activity, but I always think of that as what happens with kids around puberty age.  Granted, I’m now at the other end of the hormone spectrum and major estrogen/progesterone shifts are happening, but I am not convinced it’s me causing it.  I do live on tribal land, but from what I know, this property was never a burial ground or anything like that.

I will say that since my guides gave me a very specific image to meditate on (not that I’m disciplined enough to actually meditate DAILY like I should) 2-3 weeks ago, some really cool stuff has been happening.  It’s definitely activating something.  My clairvoyance has never been my strongest gift, but lately it’s been opening up dramatically.  I’m seeing movies in my head of stuff happening, for example.  And  I can clearly feel energy swirling around my head when I focus on the image.  Also, I’ve been feeling like both of my ears are being tuned or something lately.  That is hard to explain in words.

After the visit with Alora and friends at Chaco Canyon, I have clearly felt my Pleiadian friends around A LOT.  I still don’t know why they feel the need to pull on my 3rd eye while driving though.  That’s been happening for many years (started in Los Angeles) but is increasing.  Now I just say out loud (thank God I have tinted windows so fellow drivers can’t see me talking to myself…haha), “I know you’re there.  Do you really need to do this now?!”  They then back off.  In Los Angeles long ago, one morning while driving on Beverly Blvd. it was so annoying…the sensation of my consciousness being pulled out of my forehead…that I yelled, “I know you’re there!  Let me see you!”  And, sure enough, BLIP!  There was a 1 second flash of a UFO right ahead of me.

And speaking of Los Angeles, I’ve been remotely considering moving back to the L.A. area but after what happened in much smaller Albuquerque last weekend, I’m not sure I can handle a HUGE city like Los Angeles now.  Granted, ABQ has major crime and other problems, but the way the energy of the city affected me was not good.  At first I got distracted with real shopping malls and distractions like that, which I do miss up here where I live…but quickly the joy of Victoria’s Secret and Forever 21 wore off.  Once I stepped outside Coronado Center, I felt almost attacked with hostile, stressful, angry energy.  I couldn’t take it.  I forced myself to quickly go to Old Town ABQ because I love that area, but rushed through it as fast as I could (taking lots of pictures for Instagram).  I literally said to myself, “Get me the heck out of here and back to the rez!”  I couldn’t get out of Albuquerque fast enough.  The shift in energy once I got about 20 miles from Santa Fe was dramatically better.  I’m concerned that my system has gotten used to much less populated places where there is a lot more nature and that I may never be able to handle an exciting major city again.  Okay, I just read that and can’t help but think, “And that’s a BAD thing WHY?  Don’t forget, when you used to live in Los Angeles, a holistic doctor in Tesuque diagnosed you with NATURE DEFICIENCY.”  I’m not kidding.  Through kinesiology my body told him I was nature deficient.  For months and months I had been saying to my sister that I felt starved for nature…and…yep.

This post has been all over the place, but the Cliff Notes version is:  Eat lots of fruit, live in a small town surrounded my nature, and do energetic protection daily while letting ghosts and/or ETs know who’s boss. 🙂

In light,

Atheria

Mystical Life Forum of New Mexico

Howdy!  I made the trek down to Albuquerque this morning to attend friends’ of mine’s new-ish monthly group called Mystical Life Forum of New Mexico.  The monthly event is on the 4th Saturday of each month, from 9:30 a.m. – 11:30 a.m. and I highly recommend it to anyone in the Albuquerque area.  Hannah and her mom, Mary, are fellow contactees, and spread as much information as they can about all things metaphysical.  They also have a new book coming out with matching ET tarot cards, which look freaking awesome!  They will be doing a book signing at my friend, Mitch Rubin’s, fabulous metaphysical store named Blue Eagle Metaphysical Emporium on September 30th from 11:00 a.m. – 2:00 p.m.

The guest speaker today at Mystical Life Forum of New Mexico was a lovely soul who goes by the name Bethany Paix in this life.  She is a very knowledgeable and experienced Master Energy Channel who does spiritual clearing and blessing for people, places, and businesses.  Her website is Angels Helping Humans.  As a psychic medium, I feel people’s energy immediately, and I am very comfortable about recommending her services.

Today’s drive down to a major city (in terms of population, not actual city amenities…don’t get me started on the lack of IKEA) was very eye opening…upsettingly so!  I live on a reservation in the middle of nowhere and the biggest city I’ve been going to since last November when I moved back to New Mexico for the 3rd time (yes, I’m one of THOSE people) is Santa Fe…with a population of 83,875 (as of 2016).  As of the year 2000, where I live has a population of 1,261.  Unless someone died, that’s now 1,262.  Anyway, from the moment I hit Albuquerque’s (a.k.a. highest crime in the USA…or close to being #1) city limits, I felt stressful, not good energy.  But, I made it to this morning’s talk and then stopped by Blue Eagle and then Coronado Center, since I truly do miss REAL shopping malls (Santa Fe’s idea of a shopping mall is pretty darn pitiful).  Inside the mall, I Instagrammed my glee about being in a real mall…but that quickly faded the moment I stepped outside.  I exited the mall from the total opposite side from where my car was parked because I started to feel overwhelmed with lots of people’s junk energy.  One of the many reasons I left Los Angeles in 2008 was that, as a very empathic psychic medium, I felt bombarded with 13,000,000 people’s energy and I couldn’t take it anymore.  Anyway, on this hot summer day (it really is cooler where I live…thank goddess) I had to walk all the way around the mall on the outside, which gave me “great” viewing/hearing of Burque people’s lives.  OMG!  It was nonstop fights and screaming and yelling and road rage in the parking lot!  At one point, this Nissan Maxima driver and Ford Mustang driver were so livid, I got scared there’d be a shooting and started to look for a safe place to duck!  I’ll give you a hint…the Nissan driver or passenger got out of his car.  The overall vibe in Albuquerque was VERY angry and scary.  Walking past this woman and a kid, she said to the kid, “Albuquerque is very prickly today.”  I commented to her as she passed, “Yes it is!”  There was overwhelming stress and rage that carried over to Old Town Albuquerque…which normally I enjoy.  I did hang out there for a while and took a lot of Instagram pictures, but was EAGER to get out and get back to the rez!

It was interesting that as I stopped by a nice, new Starbucks on Rio Grande just south of the 40, as I mentioned where I live and big cities vs. small towns…the barista said to me, “I didn’t miss big cities at all when I left.”  At the mall, I literally Intagrammed, “I can’t move to tiny Taos.  I need real shopping malls!”  But, now at PEACEFUL home on he rez, I think I cannot even CONSIDER moving back to insanely priced and congested Los Angeles like I’ve been thinking of doing.  Something deep within me has changed and I need small town life with lots of nature and QUIET.  I’m pissed about this, FYI.  I have known for a while that it’s my EGO that needs glitzy city.  My soul needs Taos…or at least some beautiful place that is full of nature and calm like Taos.  As much as my ego LOVED Denver last year…my guides made sure it didn’t work out.  My guides can be highly annoying.  They are all about the soul instead of ego.  The issue is that they aren’t down here on Earth in this 3D world dealing with what we need to deal with.  They are up there at some higher, more evolved, “big picture” dimension, and it’s not fair!  Pffffft! ;-P

This is annoying.

To be continued,

Atheria