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Past Life Regression on 3-11-2018

I had a long and really interesting past life regression done via Zoom with wonderfully supportive Ron Amit of Transformotion.org last Sunday.  Ron lives in southern Oregon and I’m in northern New Mexico, but thanks to technology, he can do hypnotic regressions for people located anywhere.  I mention this not only because he’s great at what he does, but because I know people in small towns may not have a qualified hypnotherapist where they live.

Initially, the purpose of this session was to try to help me be able to trance channel more smoothly.  Ron interviewed me for a long time before the hypnosis session to find out what things we needed to touch upon.  That part isn’t in the 2 hours and 54 minute long video.  We decided not only to work on trying to get my channeling to be smoother, but also work on my 22+ years long CONSTANT headache and neck pain from neck damage as I already knew I’d been killed by my neck in numerous lives and there was trauma carryover.  We ended up finding out helpful information about a lot of stuff I deal with.  Ron regressed me not only to some past lives (a Native American in the Southwest killed during a battle by a spear or arrow to the neck, a pirate in the Caribbean who starved to death in prison, a young Buddhist monk in Nepal/Tibet, and Sarah Good during the Salem Witch Trials) but we also did a lot in the life-between-lives state with my Council of 7.  Halcyon is my main spirit guide and kind of head of the Council, and then there are 6 other guides.  A new one I “met” during the session is named Tomas.

Now, what was frustrating is that my Council of 7 wasn’t as forthcoming about some important information as I’d hoped.  I seemed to be a bit blocked.  I’m guessing that the reason for that is that if we are still in the learning process regarding major life lessons that are charted for us, we are not allowed to know what is in the Akashic Records regarding the issues.  It’s kind of like “cheating” to see things we’re currently in the midst of experiencing/learning…or in the future planned for us.  We can see stuff that has long since happened already.

Anyway, if you have HOURS to kill, here is my session.  I hesitated to blog this as it’s very personal, but I think it’ll help some people who’ve never had a hypnotic regression session see what it’s like.  I find past life (and life-between-life) therapy to be very beneficial and fascinating.  A simple example is that I used to have this phobia about being killed by my neck while in bed and I couldn’t say or hear the words, “I love you.”  I would literally physically cringe.  I had a life hundreds of years ago where my husband strangled me in bed during a jealous rage (I was pregnant and he mistakenly thought I’d cheated on him and that the baby was another man’s.) while saying…over and over…”I love you.”  I was able to release all of that after seeing and healing that life.

I realized from this that I have a long history of doing what was expected of me…of putting the feeling of responsibility above my true desires, which is honorable, but not good for me in the long run.

In light,



Channeled Session with Halcyon

Triggered by an email someone sent me, my main spirit guide/gatekeeper, Halcyon, came through me today.  From what I’ve witnessed, we each have a “Council of 7” made up of spirit guides that assist us with planning our next incarnation, etc.

What mostly triggered Halcyon to want to speak was a discussion about people other than Jane Roberts channeling the energy known as Seth.  Basically, Halcyon said that no one other than the late Jane Roberts will ever channel Seth…and if people say they are channeling Seth, that claim is to be questioned.  Seth is still very active in another dimension, but does not speak through channels at this point.

My channeling session went a bit smoother than usual, so I am doing better at allowing my unseen friends to channel their energy through me.  It’s a constant learning process for me in terms of letting go, etc.

Anyway, here is the video.  Thank you for watching.

In Light,


Screenwriter Atheria…it’s time!

Filmmaker Desperate Screenwriter YoutuberYes, this is what I look like when trying to write.  LOL!

If you’ve ever noticed, my blog is called “On Angels’ Wings Productions”.  I named it that for a reason.  My unseen friends gave me the “On Angels’ Wings” part LONG ago, but the entertainment industry loving me added the film/TV production company part back in the 1990s.  My dream for a long time has been to own and run a metaphysical/spiritual film production company, but I didn’t do much to make that dream a reality.  Well, it’s time I got off my butt.

I recently joined a group based in Santa Fe, NM called Filmmakers of New Mexico.  I knew I missed Hollywood terribly (lived in Los Angeles for decades and worked at Sony Pictures) but didn’t realize just how much I missed it until even attending script reading meetings infused me with energy and life again.  Being around writers, actors, directors, producers, etc. has reenergized this depleted and wasting away person.  Although I am a SAG-AFTRA member, I’ve not pursued acting in years, and it has been fun to take part in the script readings as an actor.  As much as I do love acting, I really need to start writing…which I’ve done lately.  A new friend is instigating me to do the writing I was supposed to be doing decades ago…including giving me books to read about screenwriting.

But writing is painful…not like childbirth painful…but close.  Ha!  I love this quote as it’s pretty accurate.  “There is nothing to writing.  All you do is sit down at a typewriter and bleed.” ~ Ernest Hemingway I have been a writer my entire life, but when pressured to create, especially when in screenwriting you have to follow a lot of rules for proper formatting, it’s HARD.  The book I’m reading right now about the tons of stuff you have to include in a good screenplay is overwhelming.  I’m stressed just reading about it!

I had started working on a dramedy TV show idea (wrote one scene and now realize it is not usable for an opening scene and much too wordy), but this dramatic film idea that first popped into my head totally out-of-the-blue (spirit?) back around 1992-1994ish is suddenly nagging at my consciousness.  So, I think I need to shift my scattered focus to the film.  (It is possible I have ADHD.)  My neighbor back then was a woman named Rosemary, who had lived for 20 years in Italy and worked for Franco Zeffirelli (or Zeff as she called him).  In the early 1990s she worked for Ronald Shusett and some other respected writers.  (I loved Ron.  He was great.)  Rosemary knew her stuff, so I trusted her opinions and feedback.  She was not one to mince words.  If she thought something was crap, she said it…sometimes in Italian.  Ha!  (I learned to curse in Italian from her.)

Anyway, back then when I mentioned my very spiritually metaphysical film idea to her, Rosemary said to me, “Do you know you just described a perfect something-or-other (blanking on the term)?  You instinctively correctly formatted a film concept.”  Since I’m home sick today, I’ve got time to think, and when the film once again popped into my head while attempting to focus on the TV show, I thought to myself, “I think I need to set the show aside for now and work on the movie.”  In seconds, I clairvoyantly saw Rosemary in spirit walk into view and give me a thumbs up sign with huge grin on her face!  She came to me in spirit years ago unexpectedly too one afternoon, so she seems to be active over there on the Other Side.  So, with Rosemary’s seal of approval…I’m going to write an Academy Award winning film.  I do not aim low. 🙂 It’s time I made “On Angels’ Wings Productions” actually a production company here in Tamalewood.

Writer – Producerly yours,





Relay Channeling from 8-12-1999

I decided to dig up some OLD written channeling from the late 1990s. This session below was back in my channeling youth, so-to-speak, and I hadn’t started full trance work yet. This was relay channeling via a computer keyboard. I just typed what I heard.

August 12, 1999

Well, you survived yesterday. We knew it was not the end of the world, of course, unlike some of you. Not the end, but a new beginning. I believe you call it “The Age of Aquarius”. We prefer to call it “The Age of Enlightenment”. It’s a bit more fitting, don’t you think? If you don’t yet understand this…you soon will. Things are changing and speeding up as we “speak” (a little joke since Atheria is actually typing this and not speaking…we DO have humor). Progress has been pretty slow up until this time, but is gaining momentum. Some already feel this change, this speeding up of energy and growth. Those who cannot handle the change will be choosing to leave their physical bodies in rapid succession. There will be more and more “deaths” (you never really die) as the year 2012 approaches when the alignment will come to completion and you’ll have no choice but to develop as the spiritual beings you are.

Do not panic. We are not saying that there is going to be mass devastation or the like. California is not going to fall into the Pacific making Las Vegas beachfront property. Have we said that already? We’re getting forgetful. We have so much to say and hardly enough time to say it. Oops…We just made a blunder. Got caught in that old time trap nonsense. We simply mean that our vehicle, Atheria, will only be in her current incarnation for so many of your Earth years and she’s gotten a late start already. We’re not blaming, mind you, simply stating facts. We had intended to use her years ago, but she hadn’t completed her initial learning in time. That is okay. She’s working with us now and much can be accomplished. She did agree to do this before birth, though she wasn’t aware of it consciously for most of her life…until now. We are getting side-tracked. What were we discussing? Oh yes, terrible catastrophes and such that some have predicted. Mass devastation is not needed in order for those who cannot handle the speeding up and development of their souls to take leave early. They will leave the physical world by normal means of illness, accidents, etc. We do want to say that these people are in no way “bad” people. It’s just that some of the younger souls who haven’t yet experienced many incarnations and the growth therefrom, aren’t strong enough to handle the powerful surge of energy that is now beginning to envelope the Earth. They will stay in spirit for awhile and then be reborn after the changes have settled in and enlightenment is commonplace. They will continue learning while in spirit instead of being in physical bodies.

Side note and example of a good soul who had to leave early: John Kennedy, Jr. He is continuing his growth in spirit with his mother, who greeted him at the transition point. Jack Kennedy, his father, has already reincarnated and could not be there to escort his son to the other side…but Jackie is very happy to be with her beloved son once again. They will learn and grow together. John Jr. was her father at one time. Roles are always switched in incarnations as you attract the same souls lifetime after lifetime. Albeit, when you meet someone new and instantly form a best-friendship that is stronger than other friendships you’ve had for years. You already knew each other and are comfortable and at peace.

Notice, notice, notice. That is Atheria’s lesson for today and most days for that matter. This applies to you all too. Start to notice more. Those thoughts that just “pop” into your head are not there by accident. Start to pay attention and notice them. They are us. It’s communication, pure and simple. But, sad to say, most of you are so caught up in your day-to-day living that you don’t notice a darn thing! It’s quite frustrating for us, let me tell you. We constantly put little ideas and thoughts into your consciousness…only to be ignored. When one of you actually catches on, we get very excited!!! See? I’m using those exclamation points again!!! We are here to help you. It’s that simple. Accept our help. It is not a sign of weakness or neuroses. Through helping you we are helping ourselves. It’s not all that generous really. We’re not into martyrdom or anything. By helping you we are bringing more like-minds into the fold. The more of us the better. Eventually we’ll be able to lay back and relax…hahaha…(We just thought we’d act a little human with human laziness for a bit.) As we are also always learning too, we continue to grow and develop by helping you help yourselves. One hand washes the other, to borrow one of your phrases.

Oh, she’s tired already. We must work on increasing her reserves of energy. At this rate, this discourse will never get done. Cancel that negativity. We didn’t mean it. We know this material will get finished and out there where it belongs. Patience is a virtue, right?


Lost in Ojo Caliente and WOW!








I got the urge to go back to Ojo Caliente Spa today for the first time since my 1998 life altering spiritual rebirthing experience (read about that here) to go hiking.  I could not believe how much the spa has been built up and gentrified since I was there 19 years ago.  I was too cheap to get any treatments done today, or soak in the powerful waters, but do plan to go back when I feel like pampering myself.  Today, I strictly went there to go hiking despite the very cloudy (rare in NM) day.

After hiking up the big, rocky hillside right behind the spa, I came to a sign that pointed to some ruins to the left and a lookout and mine to the right.  I felt drawn to go see the mine.  Now, the trails are not clearly marked and it’s hard to tell if you are headed in the right direction or not.  I kept hiking and hiking and no mine was to be seen.  I kept telling myself, “Just go another 50-75 yards and turn around if the mine isn’t there because you really shouldn’t be out this far alone with a cell phone with zero service and only some glucose tablets.”  Just as I was about to actually turn around, a bunch of white rocks in a cluster got my attention near my feet.  They were quartz!  I then looked around to see smaller and BIG quartz stones EVERYWHERE.  Some of them are pictured up top and some were really big, as you can see.  Of course, that made me continue on a bit further before I realized I was never going to find this mine that’s supposed to be up there somewhere.  I’ve gotta say, the energy was very strong in this area.  Here’s an Instagram video I took.

Now, in this video you don’t see the really big chunks of quartz.  I recall Shirley MacLaine saying years ago that New Mexico sits on a quartz bed and that is why the state is so powerful energetically and spiritually.  I believe that now!  Back in September I found quartz and other stones scattered on the top of a mountain in Santa Fe too…but modest sized, not huge like some of these today in Ojo Caliente.  The healing spa is in a great location.

I decided to sit amongst the quartz (and other types of stones) for a bit and meditate to see if anything would happen.  Now, keeping in mind that I’m hyperactive and not great at sitting still and/or meditating, I didn’t sit that long, but something did happen.  Not long after I sat down and visualized the powerful image my guides gave me recently to use in my 3rd eye…suddenly everything got bright (closed eyes) despite the cloudy/dark day.  Then I “saw” light being poured into my 3rd eye image.  It kept pouring and pouring light in…like my symbol/image was a bottomless pit.  (I feel I’m not supposed to tell you what symbol my guides gave me…sorry.)  At one point, I peeked and opened my eyes to see if the sun did break through the clouds, but, nope.  I felt very infused with something good.  It’ll be interesting to see if some new things start happening.

After sitting for a short while, I went to head back to the spa…and got totally lost.  I could not recognize unmarked trails and ended up going in the wrong direction.  Relatively soon I realized, “Uh oh.  Atheria, you are alone without water and food and there are wild animals around here and you’re lost.”  But, thankfully, I’ve watched a lot of survival stories.  Ha!  Now, I will admit that from one HIGH point I could see a road far off in the distance and could also hear cars.  I knew trying to get back to the spa would cause me to end up in no man’s land, and felt it was a better idea to head toward the highway.  I came upon a dried up flash flood channel or river and knew to follow that toward the highway.  Along the way, I came upon some more of the rocks people had balanced upon each other so I knew other people had gotten lost too!  I followed the mini “sculptures” until I ended up at a river…which I thought I’d have to wade across…until I saw a blessed bridge!  Not long after crossing the bridge and walking on a dirt road type path, I finally saw a building in the distance and came upon a labyrinth and 2 women drinking wine.  I was safe! 🙂 I told them what happened and one of them had also gotten really lost up there.  Seriously, the spa needs to mark the trails better!  As fate would have it, the dried up river bed I followed for a long way is actually a trail called the Tewa Trail.

Okay, CLEARLY I went in the wrong direction because I did not see what this woman wrote about regarding the mine!  There are also some ruins that are supposed to be pretty cool in the opposite direction from the mine.  I’ll have to look for them next time.  The wine drinking women I ran into had been to the ruins and they said here was ancient broken pottery scattered around and everything.  One of the things I love about New Mexico is the history and Native Peoples that lived here and left behind traces of their existence.  I took a wrong turn years ago in Bernalillo and ended up in 1,000 year old ruins.

If you want to see all of today’s pictures, you can click on my Flickr album below.


If you are ever visiting Santa Fe or Taos, I highly recommend checking out Ojo Caliente Spa and the surrounding area.  The healing waters are VERY powerful.  I mean, they made me see interdimensionally in 1998!

In Light,


What time is it?


(Yes, I have a cat clock.  Are you surprised?  LOL)

Okay, something weird has started happening that is a new weird thing.  There is a task I have to do at work on a daily basis that I usually start around 4:30 p.m.  It’s time sensitive, so I do note the time ongoing-ly during the daily procedure.  On Thursday, I glanced at my watch and CLEARLY saw that it said 4:46 p.m.  I continued on my rounds and went back to my office.  Once back in my office, I glanced at my wall clock and saw that it said 4:40 p.m.  I thought the battery had gone bad in the clock and glanced at my watch.  But my watch also said 4:40 p.m.  I thought to myself, “Okay, Atheria, you’re just tired.” and wrote it off as “nothing”.

But the same thing happened yesterday, Saturday!  I glanced at the time, and looked later, to see that the time was EARLIER!  I’m a horrible clock watcher and should probably let that go, but I do what I do.  Now, I’m not talking about an hour or something of a difference.  It seems to be about 5 minutes, give or take…keeping in mind that there are also minutes that lapse between me glancing at the time.  Whenever it is that I glance, the difference is about 5 minutes but there may have been 10 minutes in between when I looked.  Somehow I’m going forward or backward in time!  I’m going to be paranoid today and look long and hard when I do check the time to make sure I’m not going blind or something.  😉

Does anyone have an idea what this could be?  The first instance happened in Los Alamos but yesterday occurred in Santa Fe.  Maybe I’m slipping into another dimension momentarily?  I’m intrigued.

They say there is no such thing as time!  LOL

Questioning-ly yours,


Messages from Pets in Spirit – Pippin’s Story

20170924_112724Previously I’ve blogged about how my 2 cats, Karma and Bodhi, (who I miss every single day 4 and 5 years later) have found ways to get through to me…going so far as to DEMATERIALIZE cat treats (not kidding) on their altar.  I’ve heard lots of other stories from strangers and friends about how their pets have found ways to break through the veil and let them know they are also spiritual beings and that they will be waiting for us on the Other Side when it’s our time to cross over.  One such event happened to me today as a message for a friend who lost his beloved 7 year old dog named Pippin unexpectedly.


Before going to my astrology group, I decided to venture off in Santa Fe and walk around the wonderful art filled Canyon Road area.  I didn’t have lots of extra time, so I kind of did a fast tour around.  (By the way…there are fabulous artists in Santa Fe and it’s the 3rd largest art market in the USA.)  Just as I was running out of time and needed to head back to my car, I glanced over to see the above sign for Pippin Contemporary Gallery.  I got an instant spirit smack and knew that it was a message from Pippin for his human daddy.  I emailed the picture and my feeling about it to my friend, and he said that he’s felt Pippin around him in spirit today…and that this “coincidence” confirmed that fact.

CoincidenceI was reading a book by a famous psychic years ago where she said that anything we notice during the day is a message.  No 2 people notice the exact same things.  When something “randomly” catches your eye, pay attention to it.  It’s God’s way of getting messages through to us.  It’s also our loved ones in spirit’s way of getting messages through to us…both human and animal.

On a personal note, I am much more connected to animals than humans.  It’ll be 5 years tomorrow that I lost Bodhi.  The grief I felt losing him…and then Karma less than a year later…is still with me.  Animals love unconditionally.  Animals ARE love incarnate.  I hope that Pippin comes to my friend in dreams as my cats have, and allows him to hold his fur child again.

I’ve done a couple of readings lately that have gone super well, and it never ceases to amaze me what our unseen loved ones will bring through to prove that they are who they say they are.  Sometimes it’s specific health stuff (like in a recent case where the woman in spirit passed from lung cancer and I could hear her smoker’s raspy laugh) or something serious.  But other times it’s funny things like the “hot fudge cake” I got years ago from a spirit.  Come to find out, that was the person’s very favorite dessert and even on the Other Side…the soul was thinking of food!  🙂

Before I sign off, I do want to link another artist’s website whose work I discovered today and loooove.  I adore horses, so you’ll see why I love her work:  Siri Hollander

Stay open for signs from your pets in spirit.  They, just like human loved ones, often find ways to let us know that they are still around and that they do love us.  May Pippin be running free on the Other Side and may my friend find a little bit of peace from what happened today.