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Alien Abduction on Feb. 12, 2019

Before what happened in the wee hours of this morning, I’d had one of
my really bad insomnia nights due to chronic head and neck pain…and
general restlessness. I went to bed earlier than normal because I was
so tired from not sleeping well other nights, just after 9 p.m. I did
manage to fall asleep pretty quickly due to total exhaustion, but woke
up around 1-1:30 a.m. and was up most of the rest of the night tossing
and turning. I’m sure the cats got fed up with me moving around so
much. I should also mention that I had a chiropractic session at 5:00
p.m. yesterday. My current doctor does a lot of muscle
testing/kinesiology and he diagnosed another annoying health issue
(besides the brain crushing head pain for 23+ years that was made much
worse last April). During my appointment with him, he finished off by
doing some work on my skull. He worked on a dent on the left side of
my skull, and did a bunch of work on the very top (crown chakra area)
of my skull where the seam is as skull plates merge. I recall him
saying that he could feel energy releasing as he pushed pretty
aggressively on the seam. During a session on February 6th, he was
fiddling with my skull and said something like, “Your skull is
certainly ‘unique’.” You would have heard him said it, but he meant
ODD. So, I jokingly replied, “Well, that’s because I’m an ET hybrid.”
Without hesitation, he responded with, “Oh, do you know from which
planet?”

So, getting back to last night, I recall glancing…yet again…at the
clock and it was around 4:30 a.m. Suddenly, I was out. I don’t
recall drifting off, but all of a sudden I’m having this detailed
dream that seemed random. I can remember being with my parents and
sister at some shopping mall. I was watching this scene from a
distance, kind of, because I was looking at the mall and trying to
figure out which mall it was. It looked very familiar. Finally I
recognized it and thought to myself, “Ah ha! It’s XXXXX!” (I can’t
remember now, which mall it was but I think it was one in Los
Angeles…where I lived for 22 years.) Then, it seemed like I was on
Facebook or something watching one of those “memory” videos that
popped up, of my dad on the ground…in that mall…doing something.
I almost want to say he was break-dancing at 83. LOL! I can’t
remember what exactly, but he was moving around on the ground, then
got partially up, then laid back down. Cut to, a totally different
scene. I was with my sister in my current car, Ruby, at night,
stopped somewhere when this gal in another car drove up and whacked
Ruby’s fender area. I was pissed and yelled at the gal, as she drove
off saying she’d not done any damage to my car. We took off after
her. (Those who know me know how much I love my red Honda Fit.) She
had driven to this party where people were outside around a bonfire.
We got out of Ruby and I got a good look at her fender, and there was
damage! As I was about to confront the jerk woman, she took off and
disappeared. Then, there was another scene change. It’s still
nighttime, but Kelly and I are standing on or near a bridge enjoying a
pretty night sky. That’s when the “dream” shifted…and became
different. It’s hard to explain it, but it just didn’t seem like a
dream. The whole feel was different and I can remember the next parts
better. (Normally I can’t remember a dream more than 60 seconds after
awakening and it’s now hours later but I can still recall it.)

I looked straight up overhead to see a fleet of different types of
UFOs — including huge mother-ships — and immediately thought “UH
OH!” as I found myself flat on my back on a grassy yard. As I’m
laying there, my head starts swirling. I got dizzy and my vision went
woo-woo as the sky lit up and swirled around. I kind of felt like I
was in a vortex. I knew I was about to be taken, and prayed that they
were friendly beings, not the hostile/dangerous type. I looked over
to see this alien being scamper toward me. I say scamper because
he/she/it didn’t walk totally upright. It moved more like an
orangutan using it’s long arms a lot to get around. To be honest, I
expected the stereotype of a grey, but I don’t recall seeing this type
before. I’m curious to find out what beings took me, but I’m not
finding pictures online of what I saw. I know for a fact that I was
abducted from my Albuquerque house years ago (woke up with burn marks
on my wrists and vaguely remember standing in my backyard in my pjs
with my arms overhead as I willingly was lifted up into a UFO) and
this scene that I saw during this early morning’s visit kind of
reminded me of my old backyard, but I’m not 100% sure. A question I
have right now is, did this happen at 4:30 a.m. today, or was I having
spontaneous recall of a prior abduction? Anyway, I saw the being come
up to me, and the next thing I know, I’m naked on a table with long,
thin fingers on my face and head doing something. I think there were
only 3 fingers on each hand, but there may have been 4. I lean toward
saying 3. The hands were gentle as they worked to put some device
around my head. It was definitely uncomfortable at the very top part
of my head, which is where they seemed the most focused. (Where my
doctor had been working yesterday.) I can still kind of see the
helmet thing. Where my crown chakra is, there was a circular
electronic thing, and then there were metal branches that came down
around the sides and back of my head to support it and keep it
tethered to my skull. My face seemed to be exposed because I can
STILL feel the fingers on my face! It was SO vivid in terms of the
feeling of touch and other senses. For some reason, I don’t remember
getting a good look at their faces. I do think I saw them, but it
seems my memory has been erased. There is a vague feeling of seeing
eyes…but I can only really see their hands clearly in my mind now.
This is kind of funny, but it seemed that they were concerned I not be
afraid of them. They wanted me to know they weren’t there to hurt me,
despite the thing on my head hurting a bit. So, they tickled me to
make me giggle…which I did! I clearly recall laughing as I’m very
ticklish. But, I was also freezing cold on that table and kept
wishing, “Jeez. I wish they’d turn up the heat in here if I have to
be naked, or at least put a blanket on me.” I can still feel their
really long and thin fingers touching me all over.

This is just a feeling I had while they were doing whatever they were
doing to my painful head (yes…I wish they had done surgery to fix my
neck damage…but my headache SUCKS today, not that it’s ever good),
but at one point when things got brighter inside the ship, and the
gizmo was on my skull, I had this knowing feeling that my psychic
ability would become remarkably stronger. I think, but can’t prove
it, that they were adjusting my pineal gland or crown chakra and kind
of giving me a tune up.

The next thing I know, I woke up about 4 minutes before my 6:00 a.m.
alarm…in bed…wearing what I’d worn to bed last night. That’s why
I’m not sure that what happened wasn’t a memory from years ago. But,
I think it was early this morning because of the coincidence with my
doctor appointment the day before. And, the way I was suddenly just
OUT after tossing and turning most of the night and then boom,
instantly awake again…but about an hour and half later. I should
mention that my friend in Nambe, which isn’t far from where I live,
has been seeing ships near her house on a regular basis. She and her
partner just got a good quality camera and are hoping to get some
footage soon.

If you have any idea what alien race I encountered, please let me
know! I really, really wish they’d repaired my spine/skull damage
though. Maybe next time. Living with a 24/7 horrid headache sucks.

In Light,
Atheria

The Ancient Ones 1-19-2019

I thought I would attempt some channeling today before heading off to a yoga class with the fabulous Jessamyn Stanley, and, thankfully…The Ancient Ones showed up!  They talked about reintegrating ALL aspects of who we are.

I really do need to get a real video camera (am just using a regular Canon camera) and video editing software.  If you want to fast forward to 2:55, you can skip me getting into trance…which isn’t terribly eventful.

In Light,

Atheria

Angel in a White Pick-up

I stupidly decided to drive up to very snowy Los Alamos today to check my PO Box since December 21, 2018 was the last time I was able to get my mail and I knew SAG-AFTRA Awards DVDs were waiting for me…along with a jury questionnaire.  (Yuck regarding the jury summons.)  New Mexico has been slammed with 3 snow storms since Christmas and Los Alamos got 2 feet of snow with just ONE of the storms.

Anyway, along the drive there, I took some videos and stopped at a popular overlook to snap a few pictures of a pretty canyon view.  Now, that pullout spot was snowy but “okay’ and Ruby, my 2015 Honda Fit, handled it decently.  I got back onto Highway 502 and continued up the mountain.  Then I impulsively decided to whip into this smaller scenic overlook pullout area…but the moment I did, I thought, “Uh Oh…This isn’t good.”  The snow was deeper than it looked and Ruby got totally stuck.

(Here are 3 pictures from the bigger, popular scenic overlook spot…before I got stuck a bit further up the mountain.  You can see how pretty it is, which is why I couldn’t resist.)

I hadn’t been there long… trying to dig out Ruby’s wheels, cursing, spinning her wheels helplessly, etc. when this guy showed up in a white pick-up truck to help me get out of the predicament I’d gotten myself into.  He pulled up behind us.  (He was about my age and very attractive, I must say.) The good Samaritan went right to work and between him digging some more, me rocking the car forward and backward, and him pushing Ruby’s butt, we were able to get her front wheels to finally gain traction so that I could get back onto the paved highway.  Because that part of 502 is narrow without much between traffic and falling thousands of feet down a cliff, once Ruby got traction and I could pull out…I had to GO.  I couldn’t sit in the road to ask the guy for his name and address so I could send him a gift to thank him.  I just had to quickly wave and take off as a big truck was coming.  But, once I got to a much wider part of the highway, I pulled over waiting for him to come up 502 in his white truck.  I had planned on waving him down and then getting his info.  Well, there are only two options on that part of Highway 502…up the mountain or down the mountain.  There aren’t side streets or other routes.  I waited and waited and waited but he never showed up!  I’m like, “Where the heck did he go?”  Granted, he COULD have gone down the mountain, but I think he’d been heading up like I was.  He just disappeared!

I’ll never know for sure if he was just a nice guy helping a lady in distress, or if he was an angel in disguise, but I kind of like thinking he was sent by my Unseen Friends. 🙂

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Here’s a video as I headed back down the mountain showing where Ruby had been stuck earlier.  If I had to call a tow truck, it would have been VERY hard to maneuver on that narrow stretch of road…so my angel in a pick-up truly saved the day!

Blessings to you in 2019!

Atheria

Copdar is an awesome psychic ability!

Since I’ve not had the energy to channel due to 24/7 brain crushing pain, I thought I’d at least talk a little about a very helpful skill I have seemingly developed.  I call it COPDAR.  Ha!  I talk about what’s happened below…along with some other ways that spirit has helped me while on the road.  I don’t only channel.  I’m also a “regular” psychic medium.

Chakra makes an appearance too.  I think she’s been feeling left out because Bleu got a role in the Web series I’ve been working as an actor on. 🙂 In fact, his ego is getting huge and he’s wanting a top level agent.  I’m sure Chakra will start demanding only Evian water to drink in an effort to keep up with Bleu’s demands. 😉

In Light,

Atheria

Mother Nature’s challenges bring people together

I’ve been watching the devastating fires in California (where I lived for 22 years) on TV/Web and it’s been so upsetting, I am not shocked that when I attempted to channel today, my unseen friends wanted to talk about natural disasters.  There have been increasing numbers of severe hurricanes, flooding, fires, earthquakes, etc.  The only good that seems to come from these traumas is that people help each other…strangers help strangers.  It is a shame that many, especially in huge urban areas, don’t even know the person next door they’ve lived next to for years.  It’s better in small towns like Taos, where people wave at you as they drive buy.  Where I live here on a Native American reservation, I love witnessing the grocery store cashiers asking customers things like, “How is your mom doing after her knee surgery?”  They know and care about each other.  At that grocery store on Friday, I witnessed customers greeting and hugging each other.  It should be that way everywhere, but sadly, that’s not the case.

It was nice having Chakra help me channel…once she got settled.  LOL!  She really DID help ground me, which was great.  I was holding a big chunk of rose muscovite from the Harding Mine in Taos County and it seemed to help too.

Here is a close-up of the pretty rose muscovite (quartz, feldspar) that my friend gave me.

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With the amount of head crushing 24/7 pain I’m in, not sleeping, and increasing neuro problems in my hands, etc. it’s been close to impossible to do my REAL work (spiritual work)…but I’ve decided I have to muster whatever life force I have left and make myself do it.  Maybe, by doing more mediumship and channeling, it’ll actually help me get better.  At the very least, if there is someone or something trying to stop me from doing channeling and mediumship, I will not let them win!!

Blessed be,

Atheria

Arcturians & Pleiadians – Channeling

 

Well, my pain level WAS down a little this morning (until my 1 p.m. naprapathy session made the pain worse again) so I tried to do some channeling, and succeeded.  Arcturians stopped by first, and then Pleiadians took over.  No worries, as they are friends. 🙂

At the end I talk about the debilitating pain situation and 3 accidents, now, that have made getting through each day a struggle.  I’ve not slept more than an hour since April 11th’s new worsening accident.  Anyway, I am delving into possible hidden reasons as to why the pain won’t release…including the possibility that I’m triggering this suffering to give me a reason to NOT do things that scare me.  I like the s”security” that comes from a stable job (reminder:  no job is safe anymore) with 401K, health insurance, vacation time, etc.  But, I probably need to be free and follow my soul…which scares me.  In so much 24/7 head and neck pain, I have been doing less and less because it is exhausting just getting to 5 p.m. and going home.  It’s a “good” excuse to say I can’t be an entrepreneur because of the pain.  But, it also keeps me safe.  And, despite a couple of opinions, I do not have a spirit attachment that is causing the pain for almost 23 years.  I am NOT possessed.  That would have been discovered eons ago by one of the many knowledgeable healers and shamans I’ve gone to.  I actually did take on an entity from a coworker, briefly, years ago…but that was very evident, and an Apache medicine man dramatically pulled it out of my solar plexus.  So, I know what that’s like.  This is different.  This is karmic and complicated.  I’ve also died by my neck in many past lives, so there is something to heal there too.

I may need to quit my normal, high paying job and move to Taos to start a cult.  Just kidding!  Although, it is in my astrological chart that had I stayed in Portland, OR (lived there from 4/2008 – 12/2009…but…like Denver, CO in 2016…it didn’t want me there) the alignment was such that people would be drawn to me as a cult leader.  HA!  A.R.E. (the Edgar Cayce organization) had that as part of my relocation chart years ago.  I love the gorgeous Pacific Northwest, but it did not love me health-wise and income-wise.  For whatever strange reason, NM wants me here.  This is the 3rd time I’ve lived here.  I will say that I’m being edged north, though, closer to Grandma Taos Mountain.  She doesn’t seem to care that I’m a BIG CITY gal!

Peace,

Atheria

Free Mayan Astrology Readings

I found this free Mayan astrology readings site yesterday and wanted to share it.  You enter your birth date by clicking on the “Dreamspell Calculator” button.  Once you find out what you are, click on the link below in the big list of astrology types to read about yourself.

http://www.astrodreamadvisor.com/free_mayan_readings.html

I’m a Galactic Blue Eagle!  Sounds so exotic.  LOL!  The description below is really interesting though.

http://www.astrodreamadvisor.com/Pages/blue_gal_eagle.html

Blue Eagle is your Conscious Self – who you are and who you are becoming.

Blue Eagle reminds you to step powerfully into your commitment as a planetary server! Your assignment includes whatever furthers your personal evolution and the evolution of global mind. You are an awakener, a transformer, an empowered gloal visionary. In your vision, you have compassion for others, and your decisions are made in the light of global consciousness. Ask yourself how you might experience compassion toward self, the Earth, and others. Be guided towards types of work, relationships, places to live, and projects that will benefit the Earth and her creatures. Allow your spirit to expand. Soar on your spreading wings and planetary perspective. Affirm: “Through your, Gaia, I am also transformed! I am awakening as the return of divine love and light. We are all one. Gaia, as you awaken, I heal myself. As I awaken, you are healed, and together our petals open ecstatically to the new Sun of Flowers.”

You are a member of the one global family, a planetary server and transformer. Blue Eagle asks you to join in lifting the collective mind. It is up to each one of us to hold a positive vision and affirmation, for the means by which this miracle will occur is through changes in the one affecting the greater whole.

Imagine the profound impact your loving thoughts have on planetary mind. You do make a difference! As you connect individually with the larger crystal grid network, your power is multiplied exponentially. This galactic grid is also known as the Mayan cobweb.

The greatest gift you can offer to the planet is to simply be the love. Believe in yourself and your dreams and visions! Remember your special gifts, your path of service on Earth, your promise to serve the light. Everything you are connects to the greater whole. You are starseeded! You have the vision of the eagle. Believe in your dreams. You are the hope and the vision revealed.

Blue Storm is your Higher Self & Guide.

Blue Storm is the initiation by fire, the lightning path, the arrival of the thunderbeings who bring the final transformation. To the Maya, Blue Storm represents the storm, the thundercloud full of purifying rain, and the lightning that shatters any false structuring of reality. Blue Storm is the purification of the ‘body temple’ and the ignition of the light body. In these last years of a twenty-six-thousand-year Mayan grand cycle, Blue Storm comes to help you in the disintegration process that moves you from separation to ascension. This initiation by fire breaks any false containers of self that cannot withstand the flame of transmutation. Only your true identity will live through these fires, for you will be reborn in the heart of All That Is.

Blue Storm provides the water that purifies and quenches your spiritual thirst. In this state of consciousness, you stand willing to surrender everything. You give up what you seem to be in order to become fully what you are. You step into the fires of the unknown, and you are changed forever.

Allow Blue Storm’s storm to purify and cleanse you.

Blue Storm catalyzes and prepares your nervous system and circuitry for complete transformation. It is the electromagnetic storm of transmutation, the clearing and quickening of your physical, mental, emotional, and etheric bodies. As you become aligned with the descending energies, and evolve in consciousness, you body’s vibration is raised, becoming less ‘dense’. Your new alignment ignites the quickening process that transmutes the shadows of the past, including experiences, judgements, thoughtforms, and old patterns that have held you back.

As you move into this new vibration, you may feel off balance. In this transformational shift, you will feel unusual quickenings on every level of your being. You will sense emotional and physical ‘imbalances’ and restructuring. Your issues will be catalyzed and brought out for you to address. By being present with your old patterns you have a unique opportunity to access the energy of Blue Storm, which is experienced as an inner transformational ‘storm’, a natural part of the process of vibrational shift and quickening.

Whether you are experiencing these changes consciously or unconsicously, the vibrational change is adjusting your energy pattern to accomodate the flow of the language of light. These new frequencies feed you on every level of your being. As your transformation progresses, you quickly become aware of the unconscious material you still need to process. No longer can you escape the effects of your belief systems. Fears and negative images can all be felt very quickly. The transformation is experienced as if it were happening ‘from the inside out’. Things seem to ‘cook’ inside you.

Remember that you have chosen to take part in this rebirth, both on a planetary and a personal level – the planetary dream, the miracle on Earth, is what brought you here! You are becoming the living model of the new reality. As an emissary of the great change, you are a transformer of the collective myth. Riding the crest of the wave, you are travelling both outward and inward on your journey home – for yourself and for all those who will follow after you.

A simple catalyst for this catapulting force is the integration of duality within. The personal integration of shadow is what will create the miracle! Personal shadow is simply that which is separated from the full light of consciousness. By integrating shadow, you are freed from delusions of right or wrong, good and evil. Shadow provides an opportunity for you to bring in all of your expanded essence.

Consciousness is a structural metaphor that is calling for transformation. As your consciousness becomes crystallized, narrow, and complex, it invites the process of dissipaton to ‘unravel’ and break it free. As you travel the spiral vortex of light, expanding into ever-widening realms of truth, your crystallized energy breaks down and trasncends form. This process can be very intense, but if you embrace it, you can be transformed into a freed adventurer – a divine actor who can play any part without becoming attached to it.

White World-Bridger is your Subconscious Self and Hidden Helper.

In this life-time you are being asked to release and surrender. Surrender is the opposite of giving up. It is freeing yourself from the desire to be in control, letting go of how you think things should be. Surrender is freedom. You are being invited to release yourself from the bondage of preconceived action, to let everything be all right as it is, so that you can live a more inspired life in the moment!

You are being asked to take action in the process of surrender and release. You are requested to die a symbolic death, to surrender your limiting beliefs. Symbolic death unveils the self by cutting away the outgrown parts of yourself that no longer serve you. In such death, ego structures fall away to reveal the garden of the true self. Look for new ways of being, new people, new ideas, and new directions that will move into the vacuum created through surrender and release. Like yeast, surrender enlivens and empowers you to experience more of life’s fullness.

Holding on to past patterns and grievances only limits the possibilities. Forgive yourself. Forgive others. Let go. Surrender whatever limits you. Face whatever you are resisting. In the experience of any loss, it is never too late to complete. Through your willingness to walk in the dark forest, insights and revelations will naturally emerge.

Red Serpent represents your Challenge and Gift. With maturity and awareness this challenge will turn into a Focus. This is what you desire to learn in this lifetime.

Red Serpent represents the reptilian brain. This part of the brain thrives on routine, pattern and predictability. If you are in the shadow of Red Serpent, you may be living your life on “automatic pilot,” appearing to be separated from choices motivated by your Essence Self. Utilitze the power of Red Serpent to create spontaneity and novelty, freeing the predictability of the routine and habitual.

The shadow of Red Serpent can also be seen as adherence to cultural beliefs. One example of this is having the “right” diet, car, house, meditation practice, and so on. Another is wanting others to fit your picture of desirability or fulfill your desires, in order to create a feeling of security and self-worth. Transform these patterns. Discover your own intrinsic motives. Sense the novel choices available to you. Practice making decisions intuitively and spontaneously. You are being asked to connect instinct with essence.

Another shadow of Red Serpent is being attached to the physical body or being enmeshed in sensual desires. Perhaps you identify so much with your body and how it looks that you think your body is you. This can support the illusion of separation from your Essence Self. Work with the issues and physical desires held within your body. Step aside from your self-judgements and issues of sexual expression. Utiltize Red Serpent to fully experience sexuality in alignment with love. See the body as a sacred tool for transformation. Step aside from judging the sexual preferences and expressions of yourself and others.

Hidden in the dark recesses of this shadow are issues of sexual dysfunction, sexual harassment, rape, sexual abuse, and the fear around AIDS and sexually transmitted diseases. Red Serpent offers transformation and healing. Revealed in these shadow issues of sexuality is a desire for deeper union, love, and intimacy. Some people feel intimacy only during infatuation or romantic interludes and lovemaking; however, intimacy is the mutual connection between essences. It is the ability to acknowledge the depths of another person, and it can be fostered through many kinds of sharing, including that of feelings and vulnerabilities, warmth and affection, and hopes and fears. Explore what it means to be intimate with another, remembering that intimacy is an open door to higher state of consciousness.

The transformation offered in this shadow is found in learning to love yourself and others unconditionally.

Yellow Seed is your Compliment – something that comes naturally to you.

Yellow Seed is the ordered pattern of growth. You and your life are the fertile soil, and the mystery blooms within you through the power of your intention or seed thoughts. Just as a seed contains the hologram of its completion, the process of manifestation follows a natural order. In this gestation process, your intention is quickened by Spirit. The charged seed, your true desire or vision, becomes the focus for germination.

What can you open that will support receptivity and assist the germination of your seed intentions? Envision the seed receiving the invitation to grow in the openness of your world. Viscerally feel the possibility of your heart’s dream emerging. Your true desires and dreams contain an innate intelligence that can break through even the rigidity of fixed expectations. Planting a new seed, even in the hard soil of old belief systems, can bring unexpected magic and growth.

Be willing to break open the constraining shells of past patterns, the shackles of belief structures. Call forth your creative involvement with life. This involvement frees and awakens the powerful energy of the life force, shifting your perceptions and experience, catalyzing the manifestation of your dreams. Participate spontaneously in your growth, unrestricted by the illusion of old structures that once provided safety. Move forward into the light of new possibilities.

Offer your dream-seed to the universe. In the ordered patterning of the light, align with your heart’s greater purpose. In gratitude, surrender and release the seed to the benefit of your growth and its own pattern of perfection.

The number for Yellow Seed is four, the vibration of measure. This is the number of cycles and seasons. It represents the ordered patterning of the light wherein, as Jose Arguelles says, “form learns to generate its own seed.” The number four represents the freed pattern of form, the germination of specific seeds co-created with Spirit. If you are in the process of seeding something, meditate with the number four and the energy of Yellow Seed to assist you.

Your Tone is Tone 8 – Galactic

Empowerment, galactic grid, path of the one heart.

Eight is the ray of harmonic resonance, the foundation of self combined with the current of the trinity. It is love made visible. Create the flow of harmony in your life. Enter the spiral frequencies of the greater galactic grid. You are being offered empowerment through your innate resonance with this grid. Be aware of where you are drawn, for there you will find unique opportunities. Discover the harmony of being in this natural resonance with others. Be receptive. You are the diviner of harmony, the meeting ground of physical reality and the infinite.

Bring a deeper harmony to the practical circumstances in which you find yourself. Free the ego from its self-centeredness. Embrace the potent energies that are raising the harmonic frequencies of the planet. Breathe easily; you are the song being sun by the new golden octave. Sound the resonant tone of the one heart!

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These excerpts were taken from the book, “The Mayan Oracle – Return Path to the Stars” by Ariel Spilsbury & Michael Bryner