Archive | March 2016

The place of the red willows!

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Because my day job has become unbearable, and the 24/7 headache and neck pain that I’ve dealt with since Oct. 1, 1995 that all doctors and healers have given up on has gotten increasingly horrid since last July…I decided a couple of days ago to move to my beloved Taos, New Mexico to heal and redo my life.  I’ve been trying to move to a bigger city than Albuquerque, but no doors have been opening.  In fact, they pretty much have slammed in my face.  So, instead of bigger, I’m going SMALL…think 5,716 people small.  Keep in mind I used to live in Los Angeles, so Taos is going to be an adjustment, but whenever I need to feel better emotionally, I go to Taos.  It’s my refuge.  But after a realization, I’m wondering if it is indeed the place I’ve been told about that will physically heal me.

I think I’ve blogged before about the telepathic communication I had with a wild dolphin off the coast of the Big Island of Hawaii in 2002.  Above is a bad drawing of the symbol the dolphin plopped into my head with the words, “This will  heal you.”  A year or two ago it suddenly dawned on me that maybe the image was supposed to represent Taos Mountain…specifically Blue Lake way up high in the mountains there, which is sacred to the Taos Pueblo.  While Googling Taos in bed in the wee hours of this morning due to insomnia (because the pain is so bad and I started to worry about quitting my job in this economy to move to a little town) I came upon the image of the town of Taos official seal and my reaction was, “Oh my God!  It’s what the dolphin sent me!”  Take a look and let me know if you see the similarity I see.

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Then, while reading more about Taos online, I saw where it said it’s known as “the place of the red willows”.  I immediately flashed back to what this man in Portland in 2008-2009 said to me.  He said that for healing I needed to go to the “land of the red willows”.  I don’t even think he knew about Taos and had casually mentioned it while we were drinking coffee in a Starbucks!  I am both freaking out and in awe!  Now, more than ever, I KNOW I’m doing what needs to be done to help myself…job or no job.  Taos or Bust!

Packing for a move in April…

Atheria

Past lives, current pain, and forgiveness

There is a great weekly meeting here in Albuquerque called “Spirit Presents ABQ” where there is either a speaker/presenter each week, or an open forum where channels, psychics, etc. can practice their gifts in a supportive environment.  (Email Barbara at spiritpresentsabq@gmail.com if you want to be added to her weekly emailed newsletter.)  Due to my schedule, I don’t go very often, but felt a strong pull to go to tonight’s practice session.  Earlier in the day I felt that I wouldn’t do any channeling, but may just give some mini psychic readings.  I was wrong.

There were 6 of us who showed up tonight, with me being the last arrival.  I sat in between a guy and gal and really didn’t expect to do much because my 20+ year long constant head and neck pain has been really, really bad lately and exhausting (don’t know why I got so much worse last July, but I did).  Barbara led an  opening meditation and both she and another channel gave channeled messages.  When she asked if anyone else needed to channel, I didn’t say anything because I wasn’t feeling it.  But then the empath to my right felt spirit with me and spoke up and said that I had major energies wanting to come through, which triggered me to go into trance pretty quickly.  (Later on, the man to my left said that the moment I walked into the room and sat down, he felt MAJOR energy with me.)  Because Barbara, when she first greeted me tonight, asked if I could ask my guides to be more gentle with me during channeling than they normally are, my session tonight was “better” than normal and a bit more gentle.  (You can see some old videos of me on my Atheria PsychicMedium YouTube channel in trance and it can be pretty scary to watch as I look like I’ve got cerebral palsy or that I’m having a stroke or something.)  That being said, the first channeling I did was very painful due to the tension in my body and the movement/positions my head and neck were put into (have a neck injury) and I couldn’t do on too long due to the extra pain.  I do wish I’d been tape recorded though, as some important political stuff was said by a group that referred to themselves as “The Golden Dawn but not The Golden Dawn known for magick”.  This group said they were connected to Sirius.

Because I was wiped out afterward, and complaining about how bad my head and neck hurt, the kind man to my left asked if he could do some energy work on me and, of course, I said yes.  He took my left hand and I could feel some gentle flowing/shifting…it’s hard to explain.  After a few minutes he said that a LONG time ago, pre Middle Ages, I had been beheaded and the chopping off of my head didn’t go smoothly…so it was a horrible execution gone wrong.  (I have been killed by my neck  in numerous past lives, but this one I wasn’t familiar with, although I was beheaded in another life too.)  He said that I needed to forgive the people who killed me in that life and my other lives.  (My hanging on July 19, 1692 during the Salem Witch Trials is another biggie.)  It was also mentioned that I needed to forgive myself because there were things I did wrong too.  He said that I had been killed because of my beliefs, which confirmed what a fellow channel friend in Los Angeles said to me years ago, “You’ve been killed many times because you had beliefs that were ahead of your time and not the norm.  But, this is finally the life where you can speak your truth and not be punished/killed.”  I can’t remember now exactly what he said, but when he mentioned something about there being a bridge between the past life he saw and now, I was hit with emotion and started to cry.  The word BRIDGE is major for me.  Many years ago at the start of my journey, I had a “dream” with James Van Praagh in it where he walked up to me and said, “You are a bridge for spirit.”  That’s why my old email address was spiritbridge@yahoo.com (deleted now) and that’s why this blog’s address is what it is.

In honesty, I said that I carry A LOT of anger with me regarding being hung during the Salem Witch Trials, for example, so it would not surprise me if I’m also carrying anger from other brutal deaths in my past…that are “bridged” to my current neck and head pain.  I was told I’ve really got to work on forgiving all involved, and myself.  Then the people in the circle addressed the issue of WHY my channeling is always so physically stressful, difficult, and dramatic.  They made me aware that instead of just letting the energies I’m channeling flow through me, I seemed to be pushing them out or something.  They pointed out that perhaps I felt FEAR of being persecuted for my channeling and was kind of blocking the energies instead of TRUSTING and LETTING GO OF CONTROL to allow a smoother flow.  I will admit that (1) I am a control freak, so totally letting go is an issue and (2) I have major trust issues in general, and do question what comes through and debate with “them” in my head before any words come out.  I carry on full fledged arguments behind the scenes in my head.  I’m so afraid of not being believed or that my unseen friends will be wrong, I totally jam up the energy…which causes the contorting, gasping, locked up muscles, etc.  After coaching me a bit on how to just ALLOW…I tried to channel again to see if I could get it to be easier/smoother.  Sure enough, it was easier.  It wasn’t perfect and Barbara had to remind me to breathe when she could see that I was starting to hold back/control, but it was definitely better than my usual sessions.

Doing this work, it’s so hard to trust what is happening!  You keep asking yourself, “Is this just me making up stuff?”  But, during my second try, my unseen friends (a different group from the Pleiades that knew the first group) gave 100% accurate spirit messages to 3 people in the room!  Add to that, the wonderful note I got today on Instagram about a prediction I made a year ago or so that just came true…and…my confidence is building!  I question all the time, “Can I really do this?”  So, it’s nice to get confirmation that I’m not talking out my butt.  Ha!

The interesting thing is that afterward, my 20+ year long migraine shifted.  My “normal” pain is a constant really bad pressure sensation deep inside my brain pushing out in all directions, with it being worse in my occipital region.  Add to that the burning at the base of my skull and in certain parts of my neck and the occasional stabbing in my neck/traps, and things are just lovely…not.  Anyway, my head still felt pressure pain, but it was a little lower and there was a throbbing more concentrated pain on the left side of my head.  Any change in the type of head pain is a good sign in my book, after 20 years.  I think I’m clearly onto something.  I need to buckle down and work on forgiving those who killed me, forgive myself, and stop fearing my gift and letting it flow.  I must continue to speak my truth and another guy tonight suggested pulling the blue flame into my throat chakra.  When I’m starting to channel, I often start coughing and that is not a coincidence.

It’s late and I think I’m forgetting other important stuff that happened tonight.  But, I left with some important things to think about and work on.  I’m so glad I went to the practice session!  Of course, now I’m questioning if I should be leaving Albuquerque next month as planned.  But, as a couple of them said, if Colorado doesn’t work out, I can always come back.  True!  I have this weird feeling that this job in my beloved Taos that I’ve written off as not going to come through, will come through just as I’m about to move do the Denver/Boulder area.  Now that could just be me worrying though, and not a message.  LOL!  I have a strong connection to the Rocky Mountains from Colorado down into New Mexico and said under hypnosis last August that eventually I wouldn’t live in just one place, that I’d travel a lot for my spiritual work…especially between Colorado and New Mexico.  My gut does feel that is going to happen.  I would like to mention that when John Denver wrote “Rocky Mountain High”…he was actually in mountains near Taos, New Mexico, not Colorado! 🙂 My magical Taos!

The moral of this long post is:  Do not hold onto anger as it causes many health problems.  Speak your truth.  Trust in your higher self and guides.  And being a control freak just causes stress.

In light,

Atheria

P.S.  Oh, when I got into my car to head home after the meeting tonight, I looked at my car’s odometer to see a 444!  Angel sign! 🙂

 

To Thine Own Self Be True (Channeled)

To Thine Own Self Be True

We come here today as there is a desperate need for each and every one of you to go within…to tune into your heart and soul and be true to them. For too long, too many of you have done what society and dogma says you “should” do in order to be responsible adults. “Should” SHOULD be a dirty 4 letter word. There are no “shoulds” in our realm. Everything is learning. Everything is growth. Even if a soul makes choices that are counter to what it had agreed to before it came into being, all is not lost. Nothing is wasted.

There is much unrest and unhappiness on your planet because people have cut themselves off from what their souls want to express. We say to you, it is better to be a “starving artist” living in a VW Bus than be a drone who is only going through the motions of life while climbing the corporate ladder, to the detriment of one’s health. For bad health is a major barometer. Listen to your body. It speaks. Sometimes it screams. Pay attention to what comes out of your mouth SEEMINGLY inconsequentially. Nothing you say on a whim is unimportant. Language is like a canary in a coal mine. It warns of danger. Lines such as “I feel suffocated.” “I just want to scream and run away.” “What a pain in the neck.” All of these types of sayings actually mean something! Listen!

We can guarantee each and every one of you that you did not go through the trouble of being born, only to spend your entire incarnation miserable and in physical, mental, and emotional pain. But, sometimes you must do something very scary to find the happiness that is meant for you. You must be fearless. Sure, you can do research and put a safety net in place for yourself just in case, but sometimes a safety net turns out to be a crutch. Sometimes you can only succeed by walking on a tight rope without a net. The most important thing is to tune into what your stomach feels/says when making a life altering decision. There was a story our channel heard about a very successful businessman who said that whenever he had to make a business decision, he’d chew on the various options and swallow them. If an answer made his stomach feel sick, he didn’t do it. He only said yes to the options that felt good in his gut.

Now more than ever the universe needs you NOT to hide your light under a bushel. Now more than ever every single soul on planet Earth needs to shine. By shining, not only do you thrive, but you illuminate those around you and it becomes infectious. That is how you can save the planet…one light at a time.

Blessings,
The Illumined Ones

UFO Watchtower and ET Experiences

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(I am cutting and pasting all of this from Facebook, so it’s in Mary Muñoz’s words, not mine.)

UFO Watchtower presents Under the Stars 2016:
Visit:  www.ufowatchtowerevents.com
Below is an experience that occurred at this location.
Experience at the Ufo Watchtower September 3, 2000
Abe Munoz’s (my husband) Experience
I was camping with my family at the UFO Watchtower in Hooper, CO on September 3, 2000.  It was sometime during the night that I woke up and found myself out of the tent we were sleeping in.  I looked to my left. There was a space craft (cigar shape) hovering off the ground about ten feet of so.  I looked over at one of the outhouses and I saw some grey looking aliens that were actually white (not grey) with emerald green eyes looking my way walking around.  About five to ten I would say.  They were coming my way.  Then I saw one tall one that was skinny.  I said to myself, “What in the world is going on.”  Meantime I saw more jumping out of the space ship.  I didn’t know if it was a carrier or troop ship.  At the end there must have been at least 20 or so.  I heard no noise, there was no smell and I couldn’t say if it was hot or cold temperature.
Note to the Reader:  There were five individuals who experienced this sighting.  Each person had their own memory.  My husband, Abe Muñoz, was the only one who saw the beings.
1. A young relative that saw the light of the ship come through the tent (roulette wheel) and noticed that my husband was in fact not in there while the tent doorway was closed.
2. My daughter, Hannah Messoline, heard the chattering outside the tent.
3. I heard the ship come over the location.
4. The owner’s son saw a light over the area close to where we were camped.

You will find a shortened entry in the book, “That Crazy Lady Down the Road,” by Judy Messoline.  http://www.amazon.com/That-Crazy-Lady-Down-Road/dp/0944851142/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1457188263&sr=8-2&keywords=crazy+lady+down+the+road

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Three days later:  (Abe Muñoz’s experience)
I felt like I was in the Pacific NW.  I was underwater.  As I looked up there was a waterfall in front of me.  Above the waterfall (cloudy skies) there were three space craft.  They were dropping big huge eggs that glowed.  The eggs fell over the waterfall and landed in the sand.  There was a brown wooden ring that had black lettering on it, which they were put into.  Then there was a white alien with the green eyes who was approximately four foot who was picking up the eggs and taking them to a different location in the sand.

In the end:

I am not saying this experience could occur, but what I do know is that every year that we have been there we have seen or experienced something in the realm of the unknown.
And the stars are so close it is as if you could reach out and grab one!
Mary Muñoz

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