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Listening to messages from the universe

I can’t believe this timing. This nice woman responded to my Taos post on Instagram yesterday where I asked people for their interesting stories about how they were drawn to Taos.  In my post (see above) I asked for people to either put their stories in the comments section, or email me their story if they were not comfortable posting it publicly.  But, she direct messaged me this video via Instagram.

( Here is a link to the Blue Sky Retreat at San Geronimo Lodge: https://www.hotels.com/ho266948/?pa=1&tab=description&ZSX=0&SYE=3&q-room-0-children=0&q-room-0-adults=2 )

I don’t really like to chat via direct/private messages on any social media site, so I don’t usually even check private messages on Instagram.  Because she had alerted me that a message would be coming, I went and looked.  Because I checked, I happened to see a message from September 9th that an ex Sony co-worker I’ve not talked to in ages had sent me.  Thank goodness I saw it!  He had written to tell me that a message I had given him from spirit many years ago suddenly made sense to him.  At the time, he had assumed the message was from his departed mother because of the name that I told him I had heard.  (I’m not saying the exact names to protect his identity.)  But, he just assumed I had slightly misunderstood the name and that it was his mom’s name instead of the similar sounding man’s name I gave him at the time.

Anyway, he just found out that his father’s stepdad’s real first name was the name I had given him!  He had always heard the family call the man by a different first name.  This out-of-the-blue validation from my ex co-worker about a spirit message I had given him many years ago, came to me with perfect timing…especially just after seeing this video about letting the universe give you a sign.  I am so incredibly miserable right now and cannot keep doing the unfulfilling work I have been doing for years.  And it is not lost on me that all of this came about because of Taos.

Perhaps the REAL me that needs to be let out is the psychic medium me…not the administrative assistant me.  I am someone who has needed a steady paycheck, etc. to feel “safe” and secure financially, but I’m close to having to make a drastic change in my life in order to be happier and to fulfill my soul’s mission on Earth. In the past week, I’ve had 2 ex Sony Pictures co-workers reach out to me asking for readings. AND, while taping the YouTube video in this post this morning, a hummingbird came from nowhere, flew up next to my balcony, looked at me, and flew off! I’ve been getting SO many hummingbird visitations lately (always quick and they seem to stare at me) that I bought a beaded bracelet from a Native American man last weekend that had a hummingbird in the design. You can see it here:

No coincidences…

Atheria

Lakota style sweat lodge ceremony

I was blessed to be asked to attend a sweat lodge ceremony last evening in Ranchos de Taos done in the authentic Lakota fashion.  I made a video talking about the experience, but I should have written down things I wanted to make sure to mention…which means I forgot stuff like…

  • I brought tobacco as an offering, which was placed on the altar outside the lodge.
  • There is a certain direction you walk (or crawl) in when you enter or exit the lodge.
  • I was offered a sweat lodge dress but opted to stay in a t-shirt and long shorts.  I should have taken Kathy up on the offer.  Since I didn’t bring a spare set of clothes, I had to drive home soaking wet.  LOL
  • There is a “line” between the lodge, altar in front of the doorway, and the fire in front of that.  You are not supposed to walk across it and need to go around it.
  • Because our bodies are the only thing we ever really own, to give of your flesh is the post powerful offering you can make in prayer.
  • Puff hard on the pipe so it doesn’t go out half way around the circle of people!
  • We often used the word “aho” after someone spoke their heart.  Here is a link to what it means:  https://www.facebook.com/NARemediesMedicienandGarden/posts/someone-asked-about-the-word-ahoaho-is-lakotalakhota-dakota-and-has-been-borrowe/1057753627669125/

Here is a video from the sweat lodge location facing Taos.  The storm clouds made it look extra magical.  We had a beautiful view from up in the mountains.

Because I ended up not feeling well at all by the end, I’m not sure I’ll do a sweat lodge again, but I’m glad I did do it.  It was a powerful evening of prayer and connection to not only other human beings, but also the Great Spirit.

Blessings,

Atheria

 

 

My fairy, Lisette, showed up with ANGELS.

Driving back to the pueblo I live on (in the middle of nowhere) from Santa Fe today, I suddenly got that feeling I get when someone wants to come through and speak.  Thankfully, my unseen friends waited until I got home. 😉 A group of angelic beings showed up first, but then Lisette…my fairy/faerie friend…showed up.  I just ADORE her energy!  She is lightness and fun!  My other unseen friends tend to be much more serious.  At one point during the channeling session, my head kept moving in the infinity symbol and I could not stop it.  In my mind, I had to tell them, “Okay, enough already.  People are going to get bored!”

Oddly, no cats intervened today.  Ha!  And, yes, I still have no REAL furniture and I’ve lived here since 11/2016.  I have commitment issues. 😉 I am NOT committing to New Mexico again!  Heck, I can’t even commit to a 2 year cell phone contract.  Anyway, please excuse the lack of decent decor and my dirty/stringy hair.  I really do need to pull it back out of the way when I channel.  As usual, this is clearly not some high end production here.  😀

In Light,

Atheria

Andy Gibb in spirit just showed up again!

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I am frantically writing this post!  I’m half incoherent right now!  Breathe Atheria…breathe…

Okay, going back in time, I met Andy Gibb in 1977-1978 when he was first becoming very famous.  He came to Rochester, NY to autograph his first hit album, back when there were still record stores.  I think he was 19 at the time and I will NEVER forget how sweet and kind of a soul he was.  Decades later, I still remember is fragile sweetness and it makes me cry.

I am still devastated by his untimely passing in 1988.

Andy Gibb grave

Those who know me know that I love cemeteries.  I love to sit in them and when I used to work next to one in Westwood, CA, I’d eat my lunch next to Marilyn Monroe, Natalie Wood, Dean Martin, Truman Capote, and Eva Gabor.  I feel peace there.  I don’t often feel peace.  I am a very restless soul.  Anyway, YEARS ago (and I can’t believe I never blogged about this) I went to the Hollywood Hills Forest Lawn Cemetery to walk around and commune with departed souls.  I’ve gotta say, Liberace’s crypt is beautiful!  But, I was drawn to Andy, not only because I’d met him when I was around 11 years old, but because I somehow understood him.  I FELT his soul and its struggles here in 3D Earth.  I put my hand on his wall burial site and was flooded with emotion.  I felt his soul.  I asked him if he had any advice for those of us down here (like what I did with Dennis Hopper in 2012) and…this makes me want to cry again in 2019…he said, “Love with all your heart, and you will be healed.”  I stood there, totally overwhelmed with love and sorrow for I don’t know how long.  I finally pulled myself away from his “An Everlasting Love” marker (perfect choice) and walked around the large and pretty cemetery.  I thought that was the end of it, but I was wrong.

That night I had a “dream” (i.e. visitation) where I could hear Andy singing to me, “You are…this dreamer’s only dream….heaven’s angel…devil’s daughter….”  Now, I choose to ignore the “devil’s daughter” part.  🙂  I know what he was trying to convey.  Here are the lyrics to his song, “(Love Is) Thicker Than Water”.

Love is higher than a mountain
Love is thicker than water
You are this dreamer’s only dream
Heaven’s angel, devil’s daughter

Say, my mind, should I go with her on silent nights
She’ll drive me crazy in the end
And I should leave this paradise
But I can’t leave her
While I need her more than she needs you
That’s what I’m living for

Love is higher than a mountain
Love is thicker than water
You are this dreamer’s only dream
Heaven’s angel, devil’s daughter

Say, my thought, should I find out she don’t care at all
She’ll leave me crying in the end
Wandering through the afterglow
But I can’t leave her
While I need her more than she needs you
That’s what I’m praying for

Love is higher than a mountain
Love is thicker than water
You are this dreamer’s only dream
Heaven’s angel, devil’s daughter

Love is higher than a mountain
Love is thicker than water
You are this dreamer’s only dream
Heaven’s angel, devil’s daughter

La, la, la
La, la, la, la, la…

And here is Andy Gibb singing this song.

I have an incredibly hard time watching him even now.  He breaks my heart.  As a teenager, I had him, Elvis, Shaun Cassidy, and Rick Springfield all over my bedroom walls.  But, Andy touched my soul.  I can’t explain it.  We lost him WAY too soon.

Flash forward to July 2, 2019…today.  Fate has caused a blessing of a human being to walk into my life (VERY recently) when I’d given up all hope at age 52.5 years old of ever being able to love and be loved in return  (I’m really good at loving with NO return).  Driving home from work tonight, a radio station started playing Andy’s “Shadow Dancing” (which I’d not heard in ages) and it got me thinking about what happened at his grave site years ago.

Well (keeping in mind I’m driving at a zippy speed) I started tingling REALLY strongly.  My friend would say I was feeling GSRs.  I’m not even sure what GSR stands for, but it means MAJOR SPIRIT TINGLNG.  I knew, without question, it was Andy!

You got me looking at that heaven in your eyes
I was chasing your direction, I was telling you no lies
And I was loving you
When the words are said, baby, I lose my head

And in a world of people, there’s only you and I
There ain’t nothing come between us in the end
How can I hold you when you ain’t even mine?
Only you can see me through
I leave it up to you

Do it light, taking me through the night
Shadow dancing, baby you do it right, uh-huh
Give me more, drag me across the floor
Shadow dancing, all this and nothing more

All that I need is just one moment in your arms
I was chasing your affection, I was doing you no harm
And I was loving you
Make it shine, make it rain, baby I know my way

I need that sweet sensation of living in your love
I can’t breath when you’re away, it pulls me down
You are the question and the answer am I
Only you can see me through
I leave it up to you

Do it light, taking me through the night
Shadow dancing, baby you do it right
Give me more, drag me across the floor
Shadow dancing, all this and nothing more

And in this world of people, there’s only you and I
There ain’t nothing come between us in the end
How can I hold you when you ain’t even mine?
Only you can see me through
I leave it up to you, oh

Do it light, taking me through the night
Shadow dancing, baby you do it right
Give me more, drag me across the floor
Shadow dancing, all this and nothing more

Do it light, taking me through the night
Shadow dancing, baby you do it right
Give me more, drag me across the floor
Shadow dancing, all this and nothing more

Do it light, taking me through the night
Shadow dancing, baby you do it right
Give me more, drag me across the floor
Shadow dancing, all this and nothing more

Do it light, taking me through the night
Shadow dancing, baby you do it right
Give me more, drag me across the floor
Shadow dancing, all this and nothing more

I felt that Andy, in spirit, was confirming something regarding my life right now.  I know that people are going to say, “Why would he come to YOU?  You aren’t anyone he ever knew or cared about.”  But, I’ve also been visited by John Lennon TWICE (where he told me he tried to protect George Harrison during the famous home break-in and when called me “mate” the first time….super cool) and David Bowie.  So, I don’t question what happens anymore.  Keep in mind, they are WAY expanded up there.  I feel that if they can find an open receiver, they latch onto the chance to talk.

ANYWAY…I rushed home to blog about all of this.  When I was looking for unrestricted pictures of Andy Gibb to use in this post, I was drawn to one that is at the top of this post…his album cover.  As I was downloading it, I noticed this 444!

Andy 444

For those who don’t know, spirit talks to me via numbers A LOT.  The number 444 means that angels are with you.  Look it up. 🙂

What happened tonight during my drive home was not nothing.  It was a spirit message, and I fully know that Andy had his hand in it.  Love with all your heart, and you will be healed.  That has extra significance for me as I’ve been living with severe physical pain.  But physical pain is not my only pain.  I think that is all too common in our world now…sadly.

Peace,

Atheria with Andy

Alien Abduction on Feb. 12, 2019

Before what happened in the wee hours of this morning, I’d had one of my really bad insomnia nights due to chronic head and neck pain…and general restlessness. I went to bed earlier than normal because I was so tired from not sleeping well other nights, just after 9 p.m. I did manage to fall asleep pretty quickly due to total exhaustion, but woke up around 1-1:30 a.m. and was up most of the rest of the night tossing and turning. I’m sure the cats got fed up with me moving around so much. I should also mention that I had a chiropractic session at 5:00 p.m. yesterday. My current doctor does a lot of muscle testing/kinesiology and he diagnosed another annoying health issue (besides the brain crushing head pain for 23+ years that was made much worse last April). During my appointment with him, he finished off by doing some work on my skull. He worked on a dent on the left side of my skull, and did a bunch of work on the very top (crown chakra area) of my skull where the seam is as skull plates merge. I recall him saying that he could feel energy releasing as he pushed pretty aggressively on the seam. During a session on February 6th, he was fiddling with my skull and said something like, “Your skull is certainly ‘unique’.” You would have heard him said it, but he meant ODD. So, I jokingly replied, “Well, that’s because I’m an ET hybrid.” Without hesitation, he responded with, “Oh, do you know from which planet?”

So, getting back to last night, I recall glancing…yet again…at the clock and it was around 4:30 a.m. Suddenly, I was out. I don’t recall drifting off, but all of a sudden I’m having this detailed dream that seemed random. I can remember being with my parents and sister at some shopping mall. I was watching this scene from a distance, kind of, because I was looking at the mall and trying to figure out which mall it was. It looked very familiar. Finally I recognized it and thought to myself, “Ah ha! It’s XXXXX!” (I can’t remember now, which mall it was but I think it was one in Los Angeles…where I lived for 22 years.) Then, it seemed like I was on Facebook or something watching one of those “memory” videos that popped up, of my dad on the ground…in that mall…doing something. I almost want to say he was break-dancing at 83. LOL! I can’t remember what exactly, but he was moving around on the ground, then got partially up, then laid back down. Cut to, a totally different scene. I was with my sister in my current car, Ruby, at night, stopped somewhere when this gal in another car drove up and whacked Ruby’s fender area. I was pissed and yelled at the gal, as she drove off saying she’d not done any damage to my car. We took off after her. (Those who know me know how much I love my red Honda Fit.) She had driven to this party where people were outside around a bonfire. We got out of Ruby and I got a good look at her fender, and there was damage! As I was about to confront the jerk woman, she took off and disappeared. Then, there was another scene change. It’s still nighttime, but Kelly and I are standing on or near a bridge enjoying a pretty night sky. That’s when the “dream” shifted…and became different. It’s hard to explain it, but it just didn’t seem like a dream. The whole feel was different and I can remember the next parts better. (Normally I can’t remember a dream more than 60 seconds after awakening and it’s now hours later but I can still recall it.)

I looked straight up overhead to see a fleet of different types of UFOs — including huge mother-ships — and immediately thought “UH OH!” as I found myself flat on my back on a grassy yard. As I’m laying there, my head starts swirling. I got dizzy and my vision went woo-woo as the sky lit up and swirled around. I kind of felt like I was in a vortex. I knew I was about to be taken, and prayed that they were friendly beings, not the hostile/dangerous type. I looked over to see this alien being scamper toward me. I say scamper because he/she/it didn’t walk totally upright. It moved more like an orangutan using it’s long arms a lot to get around. To be honest, I expected the stereotype of a grey, but I don’t recall seeing this type before. I’m curious to find out what beings took me, but I’m not finding pictures online of what I saw. I know for a fact that I was abducted from my Albuquerque house years ago (woke up with burn marks on my wrists and vaguely remember standing in my backyard in my pjs with my arms overhead as I willingly was lifted up into a UFO) and this scene that I saw during this early morning’s visit kind of reminded me of my old backyard, but I’m not 100% sure. A question I have right now is, did this happen at 4:30 a.m. today, or was I having spontaneous recall of a prior abduction? Anyway, I saw the being come up to me, and the next thing I know, I’m naked on a table with long, thin fingers on my face and head doing something. I think there were only 3 fingers on each hand, but there may have been 4. I lean toward saying 3. The hands were gentle as they worked to put some device around my head. It was definitely uncomfortable at the very top part of my head, which is where they seemed the most focused. (Where my doctor had been working yesterday.) I can still kind of see the helmet thing. Where my crown chakra is, there was a circular electronic thing, and then there were metal branches that came down around the sides and back of my head to support it and keep it tethered to my skull. My face seemed to be exposed because I can STILL feel the fingers on my face! It was SO vivid in terms of the feeling of touch and other senses. For some reason, I don’t remember getting a good look at their faces. I do think I saw them, but it seems my memory has been erased. There is a vague feeling of seeing eyes…but I can only really see their hands clearly in my mind now. This is kind of funny, but it seemed that they were concerned I not be afraid of them. They wanted me to know they weren’t there to hurt me, despite the thing on my head hurting a bit. So, they tickled me to make me giggle…which I did! I clearly recall laughing as I’m very ticklish. But, I was also freezing cold on that table and kept wishing, “Jeez. I wish they’d turn up the heat in here if I have to be naked, or at least put a blanket on me.” I can still feel their really long and thin fingers touching me all over.

This is just a feeling I had while they were doing whatever they were doing to my painful head (yes…I wish they had done surgery to fix my neck damage…but my headache SUCKS today, not that it’s ever good), but at one point when things got brighter inside the ship, and the gizmo was on my skull, I had this knowing feeling that my psychic ability would become remarkably stronger. I think, but can’t prove it, that they were adjusting my pineal gland or crown chakra and kind of giving me a tune up.

The next thing I know, I woke up about 4 minutes before my 6:00 a.m. alarm…in bed…wearing what I’d worn to bed last night. That’s why I’m not sure that what happened wasn’t a memory from years ago. But, I think it was early this morning because of the coincidence with my doctor appointment the day before. And, the way I was suddenly just OUT after tossing and turning most of the night and then boom, instantly awake again…but about an hour and half later. I should mention that my friend in Nambe, which isn’t far from where I live, has been seeing ships near her house on a regular basis. She and her partner just got a good quality camera and are hoping to get some footage soon.

If you have any idea what alien race I encountered, please let me know! I really, really wish they’d repaired my spine/skull damage though. Maybe next time. Living with a 24/7 horrid headache sucks.

In Light,
Atheria

The Ancient Ones 1-19-2019

I thought I would attempt some channeling today before heading off to a yoga class with the fabulous Jessamyn Stanley, and, thankfully…The Ancient Ones showed up!  They talked about reintegrating ALL aspects of who we are.

I really do need to get a real video camera (am just using a regular Canon camera) and video editing software.  If you want to fast forward to 2:55, you can skip me getting into trance…which isn’t terribly eventful.

In Light,

Atheria