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Past Life Regression on 3-11-2018

I had a long and really interesting past life regression done via Zoom with wonderfully supportive Ron Amit of Transformotion.org last Sunday.  Ron lives in southern Oregon and I’m in northern New Mexico, but thanks to technology, he can do hypnotic regressions for people located anywhere.  I mention this not only because he’s great at what he does, but because I know people in small towns may not have a qualified hypnotherapist where they live.

Initially, the purpose of this session was to try to help me be able to trance channel more smoothly.  Ron interviewed me for a long time before the hypnosis session to find out what things we needed to touch upon.  That part isn’t in the 2 hours and 54 minute long video.  We decided not only to work on trying to get my channeling to be smoother, but also work on my 22+ years long CONSTANT headache and neck pain from neck damage as I already knew I’d been killed by my neck in numerous lives and there was trauma carryover.  We ended up finding out helpful information about a lot of stuff I deal with.  Ron regressed me not only to some past lives (a Native American in the Southwest killed during a battle by a spear or arrow to the neck, a pirate in the Caribbean who starved to death in prison, a young Buddhist monk in Nepal/Tibet, and Sarah Good during the Salem Witch Trials) but we also did a lot in the life-between-lives state with my Council of 7.  Halcyon is my main spirit guide and kind of head of the Council, and then there are 6 other guides.  A new one I “met” during the session is named Tomas.

Now, what was frustrating is that my Council of 7 wasn’t as forthcoming about some important information as I’d hoped.  I seemed to be a bit blocked.  I’m guessing that the reason for that is that if we are still in the learning process regarding major life lessons that are charted for us, we are not allowed to know what is in the Akashic Records regarding the issues.  It’s kind of like “cheating” to see things we’re currently in the midst of experiencing/learning…or in the future planned for us.  We can see stuff that has long since happened already.

Anyway, if you have HOURS to kill, here is my session.  I hesitated to blog this as it’s very personal, but I think it’ll help some people who’ve never had a hypnotic regression session see what it’s like.  I find past life (and life-between-life) therapy to be very beneficial and fascinating.  A simple example is that I used to have this phobia about being killed by my neck while in bed and I couldn’t say or hear the words, “I love you.”  I would literally physically cringe.  I had a life hundreds of years ago where my husband strangled me in bed during a jealous rage (I was pregnant and he mistakenly thought I’d cheated on him and that the baby was another man’s.) while saying…over and over…”I love you.”  I was able to release all of that after seeing and healing that life.

I realized from this that I have a long history of doing what was expected of me…of putting the feeling of responsibility above my true desires, which is honorable, but not good for me in the long run.

In light,



Channeled Session with Halcyon

Triggered by an email someone sent me, my main spirit guide/gatekeeper, Halcyon, came through me today.  From what I’ve witnessed, we each have a “Council of 7” made up of spirit guides that assist us with planning our next incarnation, etc.

What mostly triggered Halcyon to want to speak was a discussion about people other than Jane Roberts channeling the energy known as Seth.  Basically, Halcyon said that no one other than the late Jane Roberts will ever channel Seth…and if people say they are channeling Seth, that claim is to be questioned.  Seth is still very active in another dimension, but does not speak through channels at this point.

My channeling session went a bit smoother than usual, so I am doing better at allowing my unseen friends to channel their energy through me.  It’s a constant learning process for me in terms of letting go, etc.

Anyway, here is the video.  Thank you for watching.

In Light,


Screenwriter Atheria…it’s time!

Filmmaker Desperate Screenwriter YoutuberYes, this is what I look like when trying to write.  LOL!

If you’ve ever noticed, my blog is called “On Angels’ Wings Productions”.  I named it that for a reason.  My unseen friends gave me the “On Angels’ Wings” part LONG ago, but the entertainment industry loving me added the film/TV production company part back in the 1990s.  My dream for a long time has been to own and run a metaphysical/spiritual film production company, but I didn’t do much to make that dream a reality.  Well, it’s time I got off my butt.

I recently joined a group based in Santa Fe, NM called Filmmakers of New Mexico.  I knew I missed Hollywood terribly (lived in Los Angeles for decades and worked at Sony Pictures) but didn’t realize just how much I missed it until even attending script reading meetings infused me with energy and life again.  Being around writers, actors, directors, producers, etc. has reenergized this depleted and wasting away person.  Although I am a SAG-AFTRA member, I’ve not pursued acting in years, and it has been fun to take part in the script readings as an actor.  As much as I do love acting, I really need to start writing…which I’ve done lately.  A new friend is instigating me to do the writing I was supposed to be doing decades ago…including giving me books to read about screenwriting.

But writing is painful…not like childbirth painful…but close.  Ha!  I love this quote as it’s pretty accurate.  “There is nothing to writing.  All you do is sit down at a typewriter and bleed.” ~ Ernest Hemingway I have been a writer my entire life, but when pressured to create, especially when in screenwriting you have to follow a lot of rules for proper formatting, it’s HARD.  The book I’m reading right now about the tons of stuff you have to include in a good screenplay is overwhelming.  I’m stressed just reading about it!

I had started working on a dramedy TV show idea (wrote one scene and now realize it is not usable for an opening scene and much too wordy), but this dramatic film idea that first popped into my head totally out-of-the-blue (spirit?) back around 1992-1994ish is suddenly nagging at my consciousness.  So, I think I need to shift my scattered focus to the film.  (It is possible I have ADHD.)  My neighbor back then was a woman named Rosemary, who had lived for 20 years in Italy and worked for Franco Zeffirelli (or Zeff as she called him).  In the early 1990s she worked for Ronald Shusett and some other respected writers.  (I loved Ron.  He was great.)  Rosemary knew her stuff, so I trusted her opinions and feedback.  She was not one to mince words.  If she thought something was crap, she said it…sometimes in Italian.  Ha!  (I learned to curse in Italian from her.)

Anyway, back then when I mentioned my very spiritually metaphysical film idea to her, Rosemary said to me, “Do you know you just described a perfect something-or-other (blanking on the term)?  You instinctively correctly formatted a film concept.”  Since I’m home sick today, I’ve got time to think, and when the film once again popped into my head while attempting to focus on the TV show, I thought to myself, “I think I need to set the show aside for now and work on the movie.”  In seconds, I clairvoyantly saw Rosemary in spirit walk into view and give me a thumbs up sign with huge grin on her face!  She came to me in spirit years ago unexpectedly too one afternoon, so she seems to be active over there on the Other Side.  So, with Rosemary’s seal of approval…I’m going to write an Academy Award winning film.  I do not aim low. 🙂 It’s time I made “On Angels’ Wings Productions” actually a production company here in Tamalewood.

Writer – Producerly yours,





Relay Channeling from 8-12-1999

I decided to dig up some OLD written channeling from the late 1990s. This session below was back in my channeling youth, so-to-speak, and I hadn’t started full trance work yet. This was relay channeling via a computer keyboard. I just typed what I heard.

August 12, 1999

Well, you survived yesterday. We knew it was not the end of the world, of course, unlike some of you. Not the end, but a new beginning. I believe you call it “The Age of Aquarius”. We prefer to call it “The Age of Enlightenment”. It’s a bit more fitting, don’t you think? If you don’t yet understand this…you soon will. Things are changing and speeding up as we “speak” (a little joke since Atheria is actually typing this and not speaking…we DO have humor). Progress has been pretty slow up until this time, but is gaining momentum. Some already feel this change, this speeding up of energy and growth. Those who cannot handle the change will be choosing to leave their physical bodies in rapid succession. There will be more and more “deaths” (you never really die) as the year 2012 approaches when the alignment will come to completion and you’ll have no choice but to develop as the spiritual beings you are.

Do not panic. We are not saying that there is going to be mass devastation or the like. California is not going to fall into the Pacific making Las Vegas beachfront property. Have we said that already? We’re getting forgetful. We have so much to say and hardly enough time to say it. Oops…We just made a blunder. Got caught in that old time trap nonsense. We simply mean that our vehicle, Atheria, will only be in her current incarnation for so many of your Earth years and she’s gotten a late start already. We’re not blaming, mind you, simply stating facts. We had intended to use her years ago, but she hadn’t completed her initial learning in time. That is okay. She’s working with us now and much can be accomplished. She did agree to do this before birth, though she wasn’t aware of it consciously for most of her life…until now. We are getting side-tracked. What were we discussing? Oh yes, terrible catastrophes and such that some have predicted. Mass devastation is not needed in order for those who cannot handle the speeding up and development of their souls to take leave early. They will leave the physical world by normal means of illness, accidents, etc. We do want to say that these people are in no way “bad” people. It’s just that some of the younger souls who haven’t yet experienced many incarnations and the growth therefrom, aren’t strong enough to handle the powerful surge of energy that is now beginning to envelope the Earth. They will stay in spirit for awhile and then be reborn after the changes have settled in and enlightenment is commonplace. They will continue learning while in spirit instead of being in physical bodies.

Side note and example of a good soul who had to leave early: John Kennedy, Jr. He is continuing his growth in spirit with his mother, who greeted him at the transition point. Jack Kennedy, his father, has already reincarnated and could not be there to escort his son to the other side…but Jackie is very happy to be with her beloved son once again. They will learn and grow together. John Jr. was her father at one time. Roles are always switched in incarnations as you attract the same souls lifetime after lifetime. Albeit, when you meet someone new and instantly form a best-friendship that is stronger than other friendships you’ve had for years. You already knew each other and are comfortable and at peace.

Notice, notice, notice. That is Atheria’s lesson for today and most days for that matter. This applies to you all too. Start to notice more. Those thoughts that just “pop” into your head are not there by accident. Start to pay attention and notice them. They are us. It’s communication, pure and simple. But, sad to say, most of you are so caught up in your day-to-day living that you don’t notice a darn thing! It’s quite frustrating for us, let me tell you. We constantly put little ideas and thoughts into your consciousness…only to be ignored. When one of you actually catches on, we get very excited!!! See? I’m using those exclamation points again!!! We are here to help you. It’s that simple. Accept our help. It is not a sign of weakness or neuroses. Through helping you we are helping ourselves. It’s not all that generous really. We’re not into martyrdom or anything. By helping you we are bringing more like-minds into the fold. The more of us the better. Eventually we’ll be able to lay back and relax…hahaha…(We just thought we’d act a little human with human laziness for a bit.) As we are also always learning too, we continue to grow and develop by helping you help yourselves. One hand washes the other, to borrow one of your phrases.

Oh, she’s tired already. We must work on increasing her reserves of energy. At this rate, this discourse will never get done. Cancel that negativity. We didn’t mean it. We know this material will get finished and out there where it belongs. Patience is a virtue, right?


What time is it?


(Yes, I have a cat clock.  Are you surprised?  LOL)

Okay, something weird has started happening that is a new weird thing.  There is a task I have to do at work on a daily basis that I usually start around 4:30 p.m.  It’s time sensitive, so I do note the time ongoing-ly during the daily procedure.  On Thursday, I glanced at my watch and CLEARLY saw that it said 4:46 p.m.  I continued on my rounds and went back to my office.  Once back in my office, I glanced at my wall clock and saw that it said 4:40 p.m.  I thought the battery had gone bad in the clock and glanced at my watch.  But my watch also said 4:40 p.m.  I thought to myself, “Okay, Atheria, you’re just tired.” and wrote it off as “nothing”.

But the same thing happened yesterday, Saturday!  I glanced at the time, and looked later, to see that the time was EARLIER!  I’m a horrible clock watcher and should probably let that go, but I do what I do.  Now, I’m not talking about an hour or something of a difference.  It seems to be about 5 minutes, give or take…keeping in mind that there are also minutes that lapse between me glancing at the time.  Whenever it is that I glance, the difference is about 5 minutes but there may have been 10 minutes in between when I looked.  Somehow I’m going forward or backward in time!  I’m going to be paranoid today and look long and hard when I do check the time to make sure I’m not going blind or something.  😉

Does anyone have an idea what this could be?  The first instance happened in Los Alamos but yesterday occurred in Santa Fe.  Maybe I’m slipping into another dimension momentarily?  I’m intrigued.

They say there is no such thing as time!  LOL

Questioning-ly yours,


Mark Macy’s (who I know) Post about Spirit Photos by William Mumler!

Happy Halloween-time, everyone! William Mumler is credited with some of the best spirit photos ever taken. He was an amateur photographer in the late 1800s, after the Civil War, when so many Americans were grieving for so many lost loved ones. Mumler filled a void with his work, especially his most famous photo (top left) […]

via Spirit Photos Are Sometimes Crafted By Covert Collaborators — Macy Afterlife: The Beacon

Raw Food and Ghosts

A huge thanks to my psychic medium friend in Denver for turning me onto Dr. Robert Morse!  I can’t believe I’ve never heard of him before.  Not only is he a huge raw fruit and veggie fan from a health standpoint, but he also addresses the energetic, spiritual, and soul aspect of food.  Dr. Morse is a wonderful mixture of awesome nutritional/health info combined with the spiritual importance of food as we ARE vibrational beings.  He’s got truckloads of videos to watch.  I started off with this one that mentions hypoglycemia, since I am hypoglycemic.  I recently had major improvement in a few health issues by cutting out grains, beans (except peanuts), and potatoes…but have also cut way back in carbohydrates…which is starting to backfire and I don’t see a low carb diet as sustainable long term.  After watching some of Dr. Morse’s videos, I think the improvements I’ve noticed with my edema, digestion, and blood sugar are from cutting out grains, beans, and taters….NOT the low carb/high fat aspect.  I will increase my fruit intake and cut back on tons of nut/seed butters tomorrow to see how I feel.

As a follow-up to an earlier post about the suspected vortex in my kitchen…well…yep…something is definitely going on in my apartment.  I tried to find a neighbor this evening to ask if they’ve been having weird things happen, but, oddly, no one was around!  I will ask whenever I do see someone though and post in the comments section.  Anyway, last week I had this BOOM/BANG happen so freaking loud in my left ear during the night after a very vivid dream that I literally jumped a foot off the bed.  Okay, I’m exaggerating, but I JUMPED.  Now, my right ear is normally my clairaudient ear, so that made it even weirder.  I wrote it off as just some new “adjustment” of my energy system, but last night just before 1 a.m. and after another very vivid dream (normally I don’t dream much), there was loud banging in what sounded like the bathroom.  Now this I heard externally…like with my regular ears…where the left ear boom last week felt more internal/clairaudient.  I was too tired to get up and look and found the noise in the bathroom just annoying, not scary by any means.  Then, two minutes later, there is banging and cabinet door slamming going on in the kitchen.  At that point, I just assumed it was Bleu being a pain in the butt.  My male lynx point Siamese has an aggravating habit of trying to get into cabinets by pulling the doors and slamming them numerous times before he can fling them open far enough to actually climb into the cabinet.  Just as I was about to get up and stagger into the kitchen to tell him to stop it, I saw him sleeping…or at least laying…underneath the bedroom window.  UH OH.  Unless he was having an OBE and was in the kitchen that way, it wasn’t him.

One person suggested that I might be causing the poltergeist/ghost activity, but I always think of that as what happens with kids around puberty age.  Granted, I’m now at the other end of the hormone spectrum and major estrogen/progesterone shifts are happening, but I am not convinced it’s me causing it.  I do live on tribal land, but from what I know, this property was never a burial ground or anything like that.

I will say that since my guides gave me a very specific image to meditate on (not that I’m disciplined enough to actually meditate DAILY like I should) 2-3 weeks ago, some really cool stuff has been happening.  It’s definitely activating something.  My clairvoyance has never been my strongest gift, but lately it’s been opening up dramatically.  I’m seeing movies in my head of stuff happening, for example.  And  I can clearly feel energy swirling around my head when I focus on the image.  Also, I’ve been feeling like both of my ears are being tuned or something lately.  That is hard to explain in words.

After the visit with Alora and friends at Chaco Canyon, I have clearly felt my Pleiadian friends around A LOT.  I still don’t know why they feel the need to pull on my 3rd eye while driving though.  That’s been happening for many years (started in Los Angeles) but is increasing.  Now I just say out loud (thank God I have tinted windows so fellow drivers can’t see me talking to myself…haha), “I know you’re there.  Do you really need to do this now?!”  They then back off.  In Los Angeles long ago, one morning while driving on Beverly Blvd. it was so annoying…the sensation of my consciousness being pulled out of my forehead…that I yelled, “I know you’re there!  Let me see you!”  And, sure enough, BLIP!  There was a 1 second flash of a UFO right ahead of me.

And speaking of Los Angeles, I’ve been remotely considering moving back to the L.A. area but after what happened in much smaller Albuquerque last weekend, I’m not sure I can handle a HUGE city like Los Angeles now.  Granted, ABQ has major crime and other problems, but the way the energy of the city affected me was not good.  At first I got distracted with real shopping malls and distractions like that, which I do miss up here where I live…but quickly the joy of Victoria’s Secret and Forever 21 wore off.  Once I stepped outside Coronado Center, I felt almost attacked with hostile, stressful, angry energy.  I couldn’t take it.  I forced myself to quickly go to Old Town ABQ because I love that area, but rushed through it as fast as I could (taking lots of pictures for Instagram).  I literally said to myself, “Get me the heck out of here and back to the rez!”  I couldn’t get out of Albuquerque fast enough.  The shift in energy once I got about 20 miles from Santa Fe was dramatically better.  I’m concerned that my system has gotten used to much less populated places where there is a lot more nature and that I may never be able to handle an exciting major city again.  Okay, I just read that and can’t help but think, “And that’s a BAD thing WHY?  Don’t forget, when you used to live in Los Angeles, a holistic doctor in Tesuque diagnosed you with NATURE DEFICIENCY.”  I’m not kidding.  Through kinesiology my body told him I was nature deficient.  For months and months I had been saying to my sister that I felt starved for nature…and…yep.

This post has been all over the place, but the Cliff Notes version is:  Eat lots of fruit, live in a small town surrounded my nature, and do energetic protection daily while letting ghosts and/or ETs know who’s boss. 🙂

In light,