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Dolores Cannon…who I wish I’d met!

I am suddenly OBSESSED with the late Dolores Cannon.  I’d heard her name years ago but didn’t pay much attention.  But, she appeared somewhere this past week and now I’m freaking obsessed with her!  I’m watching old interviews/talks with her and cannot get enough.  This is the one I’m watching right now.

I am getting afraid as I’m wowed watching this.  She mentions that many ETs don’t eat food, they eat light.  I channeled YEARS ago that humans would eventually progress to where our food was color/light and that we wouldn’t need fruits, veggies, grains, etc. anymore.

Billy Meier just came up in this video, and back in 2002 in my channeling class, when it was my turn to use a Ouija Board with my teacher to find out who my spirit guide was, a Plejaran/Plejaren/Pleiadian named Alora showed up.  Alora not only reprimanded me for thinking being abducted was funny, but also told me that I was from where she was from and told me to look up Billy.  I’d never heard of him back then.  She said that her people wanted to work with me, but needed permission to do so.  I’m like “YES!  Work with me!”  But, since then, I’ve struggled horribly and not known what I’m supposed to do.  That being said, I feel I’m close to making a dramatic life change in terms of work.  Things are getting weirder and weirder.  Most recently, all my clocks are dying.

Time will tell.

Atheria

I met a grey in Beverly Hills

Back in the early to mid 2000s (had to be before I moved to New Mexico the first time of 3 — so far — in early December 2005) I met this very gifted sculptor one day at Beverly Hills’ yearly “Affair in the Gardens” art show in the park along Santa Monica Blvd.  There were lots of very gifted artists there that I chatted with, but this one artist drew me into some interesting conversation that I now can’t recall the details of.  I was fascinated by D.E.’s energy.  You know how you just mesh with some people and get into these magical conversations?  Well, that was it.  We ended up becoming friends and would talk on the phone for hours.  He was psychic, like me, and was very versed in things that I didn’t know much about at the time like the Illuminati, the World Bank, conspiracy theories, and Earth changes.  We talked about ETs in an off-handed kind of way.  He warned me about California and said that his connections had told him that it was NOT safe to stay there much longer and he had been told to go to the Colorado area due to it’s elevation and not being near coasts.  He was very serious about it.

Sometimes I can be clueless, and I really should have caught on sooner than I did.  Anyway, when we’d talk on the phone, 4 hours would seem like 15-20 minutes.  Time got warped.  It was weird, but I didn’t catch on…as I said.  Then, one day he offered to do some healing work on me for my chronic head and neck pain.  Well, I’ve had a lot of healers work on me, but the energy work he did on me was the oddest thing I’ve ever had done to me.  At one point, I was on my back while he worked on my solar plexus area.  His hands did frenetic, weird, SUPER FAST movements pushing into my gut while his breathing was very exhausting sounding.  It was like he was doing a very vigorous workout with weights.  I think his eyes were closed, but it’s hard to remember now.  When I flipped over and he went to put his hands on my damaged neck, I think (if I’m recalling it correctly), he quickly pulled them off with an, “Ouch!”  He said that when he went to touch my neck, he felt burned…it was super duper hot.  So, he had to work around the periphery of it.

Whenever I’d look at him, something seemed off about his energy and body, but I could never quite put my finger on it.  It was almost like, although he looked like a human guy to the average person, something wasn’t quite right.  It was as if he was wearing a human suit that didn’t fit perfectly…but not so off that people who weren’t psychic would notice.  His neck always seemed slightly too long and his head too small…but really slightly.

His sculptures were FABULOUS.  The man was very talented.  But, it wasn’t until I was at his place looking at some of his newer works that I noticed a penis.  Then I noticed a breast, and butt, and vagina, etc.  He had sexual body parts hidden as part of his sculptures.  Ha!  A turtle’s head and neck was a penis, for example.  I hadn’t noticed that earlier.  Now, all that I was fine with, and rather amused, but something that came out later I was NOT okay with and is why I ended up distancing myself.

While talking to a friend about him, she suddenly started asking me questions about him like, “Do you lose time when you talk to him?”  Yep.  I can’t recall all the questions now, but I answered yes to all of them.  Then she said that she had dated a grey years before and that D.E. was a grey alien.  I responded with something like, “Oh, come on…”  But then…

“Coincidentally” during our next phone call of 4 hours that felt like 15 minutes, D.E. told me this event that had recently happened that he thought was so funny.  This couple that had purchased some of his art invited him to their home for dinner.  When he showed up, their 4 year old daughter answered the door, took one look at him, pointed at him, and started screaming, “Mommy!  Daddy!  He’s a grey!”  I was silent as he really eerily chuckled on the phone.  I was thinking, “Oh shit.”  But, as much as that kind of scared me, it also was intriguing.  Gotta say, though, his laugh was eerie.

What finally caused me to not want to interact anymore with him (and I think he psychically picked up on it as he stopped calling) was this one conversation that somehow led into talk about pedophiles.  Needless to say, I’m horrified by pedophilia.  But, he defended it.  He went on to talk about history and how it’s just our modern day prudishness that thinks it’s not normal for people to have sex with 12 year olds…that long ago you had to start having babies young because people didn’t live that long, etc. etc.  He creeped me out and I suddenly worried that I was friends with a sicko.  That was our last contact.

Now, what’s extra suspicious about him probably not being human is that there is almost NO sign of him anywhere when I Google.  The only thing I found was some info about a lawsuit he filed where the website was dated 2008.  It’s like he totally vanished off the face of the planet.  He probably DID vanish off the face of the planet!  I mean, with the type of work he did, as an artist, he should be somewhere on the Web, but, nope.

I’m wondering now, if he reacted the way he did when he was doing healing/energy work on me was because I’m not human either…but I’m a different ET group?  There was some reason he felt the need to tell me all these world secrets and such.  But, me maybe not being human is for my next post.

Toodles,

Atheria

Labyrinth…not the movie with David Bowie. :-)

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While in DeVargas Center in Santa Fe on Saturday I ran into a friend who not only is a great astrologer and search dog trainer, but also does Reiki.  She could see on my face how bad my constant headache was and kindly offered to work on me in the mall.  Of course I said “Yes please!”  Her hands immediately got warm and I felt the tingling of energy flowing when she placed them on my neck.  She explained that she also incorporates another form of healing with Reiki that involves working with a square/rectangular grid that always appeared on the patient.  Well, “always” except in my case.  She said that instead of the usual square or rectangular boxed grid, my neck showed her a circle.  Then the circle morphed into a spiral, and then into a labyrinth.  She didn’t know what to make of it, but just went with the flow so-to-speak.  My gut reaction to the labyrinth image was that it was depicting the complexity of my 22.5+ years of pain hell that over 100 MDs, healers, etc. cannot figure out.  I know for a fact that I’ve died by neck injuries in numerous lives, so there’s THAT.  Plus I have a real (actually…3 now) neck traumas in this life, with the most recent being last month.  I can’t help but feel that there is something I’m not getting, so my guides are getting increasingly aggressive about “whacking me in the head”…maybe until I get to the point where I simply cannot survive in this much pain anymore.  It’s not that I’ve not tried to help myself, believe me.  I’m not a lazy person by any means.  I just can’t figure out the damn message.

Regarding my neck damage, my body has continually either not responded to what doctors have done at all, or had really weird reactions to their attempts to get me out of pain…including sometimes getting worse.  I’ll never forget the look of total fear (thinking LAWSUIT) on the face of the head of neurosurgery at UNM a few years ago.  He injected a nerve in my head with something…expecting that I’d say, “OMG!  The headache and neck pain is gone!”  But, nope.  Instead, I developed extreme vertigo he could not explain.  He shook my hand after one visit with, “I can’t help you.  Good luck.”  I had a top guy at Cedars Sinai in Los Angeles tell me that they knew I wasn’t faking the pain and signs of nerve damage in my face, but, “We can’t figure out what is causing your symptoms.  What we see in MRIs don’t explain the headache and face droop.  Try hypnosis.”  Gee…thanks a lot, doc.  Another top neuro in Santa Monica said I should have symptoms I didn’t display but had symptoms he couldn’t make sense of.  He mentioned removing part of my skull but couldn’t promise it would work.  Ummm…no thanks!

Then there’s my endocrine system that is SO weird, I had a very experienced endocrinologist in Santa Monica keep sending me back to Cedars Sinai for more blood tests because he thought the results could not be mine.  Each time, my hormone values came back weirder and weirder.  He finally got so exasperated he said, “I think you’re an alien.”  BINGO!  Supposedly, it was “impossible” to have my numbers yet have my body do what it was doing.  Well…not in Atheria’s world!

When I became severely hypoglycemic in 2010 MDs couldn’t explain it either.  Once again, blood test results didn’t match my severe low blood sugar attacks.  Only one guy mustered a guess and warned me that I’d probably become diabetic years later.  And, yes, my body is trying to become diabetic now…but I’m fighting it.  I am not overweight by any means, so even THAT is odd for Type 2.

Then there’s the IBS with idiopathic constipation life-long issue (since birth) where eating tons of fiber does not help at all.  I actually do better with less fiber I think.  As a kid I’d have to put spoonfuls of wheat bran on all my food and take mineral oil with Senokot, and I’d still struggle.  By the way, Aloelax by Nature’s Way is a freaking godsend!

Why I’m even mentioning all of my personal health issues is to talk about how opposite normal I am.  When doctor/healer after doctor/healer can’t make sense of how your body behaves, you start to really wonder…”Am I not human?  Am I just wearing a human suit?”  When a holistic doctor a few years ago muscle tested me for foods, it annoyed him to no end that my body actually LOVED coffee.  (I say that with much glee!)  His attitude was that coffee was not good for anyone, especially someone with hypoglycemia (at the time) so he begrudgingly said, “Well, don’t increase your consumption.”  LOL

As you know, I am a psychic medium and trance medium…often of ETs.  Perhaps there’s more to my connection to ETs than I thought.  Maybe I am an alien.  Years ago while walking around Hollywood, this thought popped into my head, “You don’t belong here.  This is not your home.  You are not one of these people.”  Then there’s the very dramatic reaction I had during a session with Eric Pearl in 1996 where I left my body, traveled through a tunnel, and was plopped out into the universe somewhere.  Beings were standing behind me and we were “talking” telepathically.  They showed me this star cluster WAY far away and I was hit with indescribably strong, overwhelming homesickness.  I started hysterically crying.  Eric was asking, “What’s happening?!”  But, I was crying so hard I couldn’t speak.  I’ll never forget that feeling.  The beings with me said, “We know you don’t like it where you are, but we want you to know that we’ll be with you from now on and you will be brought home when you’re done with what you need to do.”  I then zoomed back through the tunnel.  No wonder I have issues really connecting with places (except Taos) on Earth.  This planet just doesn’t feel like home.

If any of my ET friends are reading this, I’m ready to go home now.  I’m “over” this place and suffering in pain.  Beam me up, Scotty!

Tired in No Man’s Land,

Atheria

Atheria channeling ETs from Sirius

I was innocently watching a Facebook video a friend posted when there was this loud POP in my ears…and then tingling…and then this happened.  I only had time for Facebook Live.  Notice the orbs that flew by my ceiling.  One of my kitties, Bleu, cried the entire time.  I live on a Native American pueblo in northern New Mexico, FYI.

Please disregard my truck driver cursing language. 🙂 And if anyone knows what Vector 5 is, please let me know!  If you can’t hear sound via the link above (Facebook is being stupid) go to my https://www.facebook.com/Atheria page and I’ve made the video public so you can see it.

UPDATE:  I just found out (I swear I did not know this.) that the woman who owns the radio show I was interviewed on last Saturday runs these tours!  http://vector5tours.com/

Welcome to Atheria-land…

Atheria

Radio Show Interview 1/6/2018

Hi everyone!  I am going to be interviewed on Jan. 6, 2018 at 12 p.m. Pacific Time / 3 p.m. Eastern via online radio.  I am really looking forward to talking with Miesha (in Las Vegas, NV).  We will be chatting about my ET abductions and contacts, along with lots of other things that pop up.  If you are interested in tuning in, here is the info:

Starseed Awakening Radio; with co-host Miesha Johnston, Mary Munoz & Hannah Thoresen, January 6, 12:00 PM PST to 2:00 PM. our guest:  Atheria, ET Experiencer & Psychic Channel!  Listen live at http://tunein.com/radio/KCOR-Digital-Radio-Network-s249857/  For questions go to Twitter KCOR Digital Network @KC or call in 702-425-9230 you can also listen on your phones at 605-475-1680.

As a child in Rochester, NY, Atheria was fascinated with all things paranormal and would hold séances in the basement with neighbor kids. “In Search Of” was one of her favorite shows.  She would occasionally have dreams come true, but because they were minor, didn’t consider herself to be psychic.  It wasn’t until after powerful healing sessions with Dr. Eric Pearl in 1996 that something changed.  She began to hear voices, have visions, and know things she shouldn’t be able to know.

Then, while under hypnosis in 2000 for past life regression, she was suddenly pushed out of her body while 2 groups of beings spoke through her about the Mayan Calendar and Lemuria.  She began channeling regularly after that.  In 2007 she was chosen (after heavy duty testing) by Warner Bros. to be in a pilot for a new TV series about psychics titled “Gifted”.  Atheria has lived in New Mexico 3 times now, and currently lives north of Santa Fe.  Her special place is Taos and she is a vegan and mom to 2 cats.  You can find her at http://www.bridge4spirit.wordpress.com.

Chaco Canyon

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I just got back from ancient Chaco Canyon, where I spent the night HOPING to see the Milky Way (Chaco Culture National Hisoric Park is an official “dark sky” location) and meteor shower…but…the weather did not cooperate at all.  It was cloudy and rainy all day and night.  Finally, this morning when I was leaving, it got sunny.  Pffffft!

IMG_2465Now, I’ve been to Chaco twice before during daytime…but this time was different.  Granted, after hearing that a Santa Fe friend knows a gal who had a spirit visitation not long ago at Chaco that turned her instantly psychic, I did have a bit of spiritual experience envy.  I did hope that something cool would happen.  (Be careful what you ask for.)  During the drive to Chaco, I got an 11:11 on my car’s clock.  That was a sign.  Then, when I glanced at the map, it showed that the turn off Highway 550 was across from a convenience store at mile marker 112.5.  I happened to glance at my odometer that had been reset when I stopped for gas in Espanola, and it read EXACTLY 112.5 miles.  Then I KNEW something was going on.  I also got a 555 (changes are coming) and when I arrived back home today, this car in front of me (I took a picture to prove it) had the vanity plate 7777777!

Anyway, upon arriving at Chaco Canyon and the campground, I clearly felt strong energy like I’ve never noticed before.  I almost felt like I was vibrating.  Granted, everything DOES vibrate, but this was palpable.  Despite the cruddy weather, I enjoyed exploring all the ancient ruins from people who lived there from around 850 – 1,250 AD…and then mysteriously vanished.  There was this powerful silence at one point, and I could almost feel the people who used to live there.  At one point, I thought I heard something in the wind…but then dismissed it as “nothing”…which I probably shouldn’t have done.  You are not allowed inside the kivas, but I really wished I could have gone inside one and meditated for a while.  Years ago, standing atop the Sandia Mountains overlooking Albuquerque, I suddenly realized I was listening to a pow-wow.  Then I thought, “Wait a minute.  How am I hearing a pow-wow up here at 10,678 feet?!”  I had literally heard history.  Sylvia Browne used to call this type of thing an “imprint”.

I met great people at the campground, including quite a few Californians.  People who camp are just cool people, in general.  One really nice retired couple showed me around their cute teardrop trailer ( I want one!) and told me how tons of people are fleeing California again due to how expensive it is, etc., and that they are planning on moving to Cortez, Colorado.  We then talked about how Northern NM through Southern CO is a magical zone.  You can see their cute camper here:  Teardrop

IMG_2383This was me inside Ruby, my red Honda Fit.  I’m too lazy to deal with tents, so I just sleep in my car.  She has “magic seats” and is an awesome car…got 43.7 mpg on this trip.  Now, I was in a safe, official campground, but when I’m just out in the woods on my own, I also feel safer in a car as opposed to tent.  I had trouble sleeping because I didn’t make the back end squishy enough, so it took me HOURS to actually fall asleep.  Plus, I kept glancing outside hoping there’d be a miracle and the clouds would go away so I could see planets and stars by the gazillions.  At one point, I did have a glimmer of hope, as the moon did move between clouds enough that I could see it.  But, nope, couldn’t see any stars or meteors.  This one other Californian woman traveling alone said this morning that she did see a couple of shooting stars at one point during the night.  Quite frankly, after what happened to me, they may NOT have been shooting stars!

I had a VERY detailed, VERY vivid dream last night when I did finally fall asleep that I’m 99% sure was not a dream.  Either I was abducted again last night, or at the least, suddenly recalled a past event.  But, I think it happened last night because of physical symptoms I’ve had today.  I don’t remember most of the “dream” now, but can recall fragments of me being face to face with a female extraterrestrial, who I think was Alora.  At least, that name was instantly in my head.  (Alora came through a Ouija Board back in 2002 when I used it with my channeling teacher to try to find out who my main spirit guide was.  Everyone else in the class got normal spirit guides, but of course I had an ET show up.  Ha!)  I remember she was solid yet see-through like she wasn’t solid.  It’s really hard to explain.  I could see things inside her…and she was almost gelatinous.  I think she realized her rather unusual (to a human) appearance was distracting me, and morphed into a more human looking being.  Actually, she morphed into Charlize Theron.  Good choice!  She was tall, slim, and blonde and really looked like Charlize.  She let it be known that now is the time.  (When she came through the Ouija Board in 2002…speaking on the behalf of a group…she had said that they wanted to work with me, and that I needed to research them and let them know if I was willing to help.  She had said they were Plejarans i.e. Pleiadians.) It’s time for me to work with her people.  Then all I can remember is that they did medical work on my digestive system (which is awful) and my female system (which, at 50, is having its own annoying issues) like they were trying to get me in better shape for the work I am to do.  I remember saying, “But what about my neck?!” (I’ve had a 24/7 headache and neck pain with nerve damage in my face since severe whiplash on Oct. 1, 1995 that 100+ doctors and healers have not been able to figure out or fix.) For some reason, they didn’t want to work on that.  Hmmm….and that’s the WORST of my issues. :-/ I wish I could recall more of what happened as the event lasted for quite a while and was very intricate, but it’s gone from my memory.  What I will say is that when I woke up this morning, I had to go doo-doo BAD.  Is that TMI?  I barely made it to the bathroom.  Plus, my mouth tasted horribly metallic.  In fact, right now, many hours later, it is still grossly metallic tasting.  I am not enjoying my afternoon coffee because it tastes gross due to the fact my mouth tastes like I’ve been sucking on the fender of a Buick.  Blech.  Not to jinx myself, but my daily digestive woes are seemingly better today.  I hope they did fix that!

We’ll see what happens next.  I have to admit that at one point during the night I had this STRONG feeling that there were extraterrestrials around and had to force myself to look out my car windows.  I was sure, because the feeling was so strong, that I’d see faces looking into my car…and felt scared.  I know, I know.  I channel ETs so why would I be afraid?  But, channeling them is one thing.  Being taken up in a UFO is something else when you don’t know what is going to happen to you.

For those who have a lot of time to kill, I’ve uploaded 204 photos that I took while driving to, at, and driving from Chaco Canyon yesterday and today.  You can view them here:  Abiquiu, Chaco Canyon, and Highway 96 Photos

And here are three Instagram videos I took today while heading home.

Pretty Highway 96:  https://www.instagram.com/p/BXs6_0CHs2T/

Abiquiu Lake:  https://www.instagram.com/p/BXs6ky5nTJV/

Abiquiu Gorgeous View:  https://www.instagram.com/p/BXs9zQiH4Wy/

Past lives, current pain, and forgiveness

There is a great weekly meeting here in Albuquerque called “Spirit Presents ABQ” where there is either a speaker/presenter each week, or an open forum where channels, psychics, etc. can practice their gifts in a supportive environment.  (Email Barbara at spiritpresentsabq@gmail.com if you want to be added to her weekly emailed newsletter.)  Due to my schedule, I don’t go very often, but felt a strong pull to go to tonight’s practice session.  Earlier in the day I felt that I wouldn’t do any channeling, but may just give some mini psychic readings.  I was wrong.

There were 6 of us who showed up tonight, with me being the last arrival.  I sat in between a guy and gal and really didn’t expect to do much because my 20+ year long constant head and neck pain has been really, really bad lately and exhausting (don’t know why I got so much worse last July, but I did).  Barbara led an  opening meditation and both she and another channel gave channeled messages.  When she asked if anyone else needed to channel, I didn’t say anything because I wasn’t feeling it.  But then the empath to my right felt spirit with me and spoke up and said that I had major energies wanting to come through, which triggered me to go into trance pretty quickly.  (Later on, the man to my left said that the moment I walked into the room and sat down, he felt MAJOR energy with me.)  Because Barbara, when she first greeted me tonight, asked if I could ask my guides to be more gentle with me during channeling than they normally are, my session tonight was “better” than normal and a bit more gentle.  (You can see some old videos of me on my Atheria PsychicMedium YouTube channel in trance and it can be pretty scary to watch as I look like I’ve got cerebral palsy or that I’m having a stroke or something.)  That being said, the first channeling I did was very painful due to the tension in my body and the movement/positions my head and neck were put into (have a neck injury) and I couldn’t do on too long due to the extra pain.  I do wish I’d been tape recorded though, as some important political stuff was said by a group that referred to themselves as “The Golden Dawn but not The Golden Dawn known for magick”.  This group said they were connected to Sirius.

Because I was wiped out afterward, and complaining about how bad my head and neck hurt, the kind man to my left asked if he could do some energy work on me and, of course, I said yes.  He took my left hand and I could feel some gentle flowing/shifting…it’s hard to explain.  After a few minutes he said that a LONG time ago, pre Middle Ages, I had been beheaded and the chopping off of my head didn’t go smoothly…so it was a horrible execution gone wrong.  (I have been killed by my neck  in numerous past lives, but this one I wasn’t familiar with, although I was beheaded in another life too.)  He said that I needed to forgive the people who killed me in that life and my other lives.  (My hanging on July 19, 1692 during the Salem Witch Trials is another biggie.)  It was also mentioned that I needed to forgive myself because there were things I did wrong too.  He said that I had been killed because of my beliefs, which confirmed what a fellow channel friend in Los Angeles said to me years ago, “You’ve been killed many times because you had beliefs that were ahead of your time and not the norm.  But, this is finally the life where you can speak your truth and not be punished/killed.”  I can’t remember now exactly what he said, but when he mentioned something about there being a bridge between the past life he saw and now, I was hit with emotion and started to cry.  The word BRIDGE is major for me.  Many years ago at the start of my journey, I had a “dream” with James Van Praagh in it where he walked up to me and said, “You are a bridge for spirit.”  That’s why my old email address was spiritbridge@yahoo.com (deleted now) and that’s why this blog’s address is what it is.

In honesty, I said that I carry A LOT of anger with me regarding being hung during the Salem Witch Trials, for example, so it would not surprise me if I’m also carrying anger from other brutal deaths in my past…that are “bridged” to my current neck and head pain.  I was told I’ve really got to work on forgiving all involved, and myself.  Then the people in the circle addressed the issue of WHY my channeling is always so physically stressful, difficult, and dramatic.  They made me aware that instead of just letting the energies I’m channeling flow through me, I seemed to be pushing them out or something.  They pointed out that perhaps I felt FEAR of being persecuted for my channeling and was kind of blocking the energies instead of TRUSTING and LETTING GO OF CONTROL to allow a smoother flow.  I will admit that (1) I am a control freak, so totally letting go is an issue and (2) I have major trust issues in general, and do question what comes through and debate with “them” in my head before any words come out.  I carry on full fledged arguments behind the scenes in my head.  I’m so afraid of not being believed or that my unseen friends will be wrong, I totally jam up the energy…which causes the contorting, gasping, locked up muscles, etc.  After coaching me a bit on how to just ALLOW…I tried to channel again to see if I could get it to be easier/smoother.  Sure enough, it was easier.  It wasn’t perfect and Barbara had to remind me to breathe when she could see that I was starting to hold back/control, but it was definitely better than my usual sessions.

Doing this work, it’s so hard to trust what is happening!  You keep asking yourself, “Is this just me making up stuff?”  But, during my second try, my unseen friends (a different group from the Pleiades that knew the first group) gave 100% accurate spirit messages to 3 people in the room!  Add to that, the wonderful note I got today on Instagram about a prediction I made a year ago or so that just came true…and…my confidence is building!  I question all the time, “Can I really do this?”  So, it’s nice to get confirmation that I’m not talking out my butt.  Ha!

The interesting thing is that afterward, my 20+ year long migraine shifted.  My “normal” pain is a constant really bad pressure sensation deep inside my brain pushing out in all directions, with it being worse in my occipital region.  Add to that the burning at the base of my skull and in certain parts of my neck and the occasional stabbing in my neck/traps, and things are just lovely…not.  Anyway, my head still felt pressure pain, but it was a little lower and there was a throbbing more concentrated pain on the left side of my head.  Any change in the type of head pain is a good sign in my book, after 20 years.  I think I’m clearly onto something.  I need to buckle down and work on forgiving those who killed me, forgive myself, and stop fearing my gift and letting it flow.  I must continue to speak my truth and another guy tonight suggested pulling the blue flame into my throat chakra.  When I’m starting to channel, I often start coughing and that is not a coincidence.

It’s late and I think I’m forgetting other important stuff that happened tonight.  But, I left with some important things to think about and work on.  I’m so glad I went to the practice session!  Of course, now I’m questioning if I should be leaving Albuquerque next month as planned.  But, as a couple of them said, if Colorado doesn’t work out, I can always come back.  True!  I have this weird feeling that this job in my beloved Taos that I’ve written off as not going to come through, will come through just as I’m about to move do the Denver/Boulder area.  Now that could just be me worrying though, and not a message.  LOL!  I have a strong connection to the Rocky Mountains from Colorado down into New Mexico and said under hypnosis last August that eventually I wouldn’t live in just one place, that I’d travel a lot for my spiritual work…especially between Colorado and New Mexico.  My gut does feel that is going to happen.  I would like to mention that when John Denver wrote “Rocky Mountain High”…he was actually in mountains near Taos, New Mexico, not Colorado! 🙂 My magical Taos!

The moral of this long post is:  Do not hold onto anger as it causes many health problems.  Speak your truth.  Trust in your higher self and guides.  And being a control freak just causes stress.

In light,

Atheria

P.S.  Oh, when I got into my car to head home after the meeting tonight, I looked at my car’s odometer to see a 444!  Angel sign! 🙂