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My fairy, Lisette, showed up with ANGELS.

Driving back to the pueblo I live on (in the middle of nowhere) from Santa Fe today, I suddenly got that feeling I get when someone wants to come through and speak.  Thankfully, my unseen friends waited until I got home. 😉 A group of angelic beings showed up first, but then Lisette…my fairy/faerie friend…showed up.  I just ADORE her energy!  She is lightness and fun!  My other unseen friends tend to be much more serious.  At one point during the channeling session, my head kept moving in the infinity symbol and I could not stop it.  In my mind, I had to tell them, “Okay, enough already.  People are going to get bored!”

Oddly, no cats intervened today.  Ha!  And, yes, I still have no REAL furniture and I’ve lived here since 11/2016.  I have commitment issues. 😉 I am NOT committing to New Mexico again!  Heck, I can’t even commit to a 2 year cell phone contract.  Anyway, please excuse the lack of decent decor and my dirty/stringy hair.  I really do need to pull it back out of the way when I channel.  As usual, this is clearly not some high end production here.  😀

In Light,


Angel in a White Pick-up

I stupidly decided to drive up to very snowy Los Alamos today to check my PO Box since December 21, 2018 was the last time I was able to get my mail and I knew SAG-AFTRA Awards DVDs were waiting for me…along with a jury questionnaire.  (Yuck regarding the jury summons.)  New Mexico has been slammed with 3 snow storms since Christmas and Los Alamos got 2 feet of snow with just ONE of the storms.

Anyway, along the drive there, I took some videos and stopped at a popular overlook to snap a few pictures of a pretty canyon view.  Now, that pullout spot was snowy but “okay’ and Ruby, my 2015 Honda Fit, handled it decently.  I got back onto Highway 502 and continued up the mountain.  Then I impulsively decided to whip into this smaller scenic overlook pullout area…but the moment I did, I thought, “Uh Oh…This isn’t good.”  The snow was deeper than it looked and Ruby got totally stuck.

(Here are 3 pictures from the bigger, popular scenic overlook spot…before I got stuck a bit further up the mountain.  You can see how pretty it is, which is why I couldn’t resist.)

I hadn’t been there long… trying to dig out Ruby’s wheels, cursing, spinning her wheels helplessly, etc. when this guy showed up in a white pick-up truck to help me get out of the predicament I’d gotten myself into.  He pulled up behind us.  (He was about my age and very attractive, I must say.) The good Samaritan went right to work and between him digging some more, me rocking the car forward and backward, and him pushing Ruby’s butt, we were able to get her front wheels to finally gain traction so that I could get back onto the paved highway.  Because that part of 502 is narrow without much between traffic and falling thousands of feet down a cliff, once Ruby got traction and I could pull out…I had to GO.  I couldn’t sit in the road to ask the guy for his name and address so I could send him a gift to thank him.  I just had to quickly wave and take off as a big truck was coming.  But, once I got to a much wider part of the highway, I pulled over waiting for him to come up 502 in his white truck.  I had planned on waving him down and then getting his info.  Well, there are only two options on that part of Highway 502…up the mountain or down the mountain.  There aren’t side streets or other routes.  I waited and waited and waited but he never showed up!  I’m like, “Where the heck did he go?”  Granted, he COULD have gone down the mountain, but I think he’d been heading up like I was.  He just disappeared!

I’ll never know for sure if he was just a nice guy helping a lady in distress, or if he was an angel in disguise, but I kind of like thinking he was sent by my Unseen Friends. 🙂


Here’s a video as I headed back down the mountain showing where Ruby had been stuck earlier.  If I had to call a tow truck, it would have been VERY hard to maneuver on that narrow stretch of road…so my angel in a pick-up truly saved the day!

Blessings to you in 2019!


Attention please!


To all my fellow mediums, I need to ask a question:  How do you know when a thought isn’t just a random thought and actually a warning from spirit?  In retrospect, I had gotten warnings that my car was going to be hit while parked yesterday, but stupid me didn’t catch on.  I had this urge to fold in my driver’s side mirror, which I don’t normally do, and also felt I needed to park as close to (if not up on the sidewalk) the curb as possible.  But, I just thought I was being cautious in general and didn’t realize that hours later I’d come out to find someone had smashed my fender and bumper.  (The mirror was unscathed.)

Last year before my mugging in the parking lot of Santa Fe’s DeVargas Center, twice the thought popped into my head while in different stores…”keep an eye on your purse”.  But, I didn’t realize spirit guides were trying to warn me that I’d be attacked loading up my car.  (I put up a fight and got injured, and lost all my ID and needed to re-key my Honda to the tune of $1,200.)

In Los Angeles years ago I was heading from West Hollywood to Century City and was taking my normal route when, heading south on La Cienega above Santa Monica Blvd., this REALLY quiet voice/thought said, “Take Melrose.”  I dismissed it as nothing, and turned onto Santa Monica Blvd. as usual…well…MISTAKE.  Something had happened and traffic was backed up for decades.

During another sleepless night last night due to horrid pain and worries, I was trying to figure out how the heck to PAY ATTENTION to “the still small voice within” and my spirit friends’ warnings/advice when it’s SO subtle and quiet, almost like a whisper.  Can’t they yell?!  Oh wait, one DID yell once.  A voice loudly yelled “SEAT BELT!” in my ear when in a car with a careless driver just before he ran a stop sign.  But, that was a one time yelling.  I need to be yelled at, clearly, on a constant basis.  As I was trying to figure out an easy way to tell the difference from just one of my random and constant thoughts and an actual spirit message, I heard what sounded like a female voice say “Hi!” in my left ear.  (I had earplugs in too, along with my eye shielding mask and teeth retainers…so attractive.)  Now, I don’t know if that means this voice is going to start being more blatant and was just alerting me to her or what.  Oh wow!  As I typed that, Lisette, my fairy, popped into my head!  I think it was Lisette!  Now that I think about it, she DOES hang out on my left shoulder and plays with my earlobe.  A fellow psychic told me about her years ago and mentioned that I’d been having tickling feelings on my left ear and arm and that Lisette told her to tell me, “I am not a fly, so don’t swat me away.”  Ha!  I had JUST done that the day before!

Okay, Lisette, please STAY AROUND and help out this sometimes dense-headed and struggling gal.  I really need you right now with my current challenges regarding my health and other things.  I would also love to get input from other psychics and mediums, too, about how you recognize spirit messages vs. random, meaningless thoughts.  Do you get specific spirit guide images, etc.?

In Light,

Atheria and Lisette

Angel Visitation in 2005

I don’t think I’ve blogged about this before, but if I have, I’ll blame it on my advancing age…and memory issues. 🙂

Angels are real.

Angels are real.

Back in 2005 I was in the midst of horrendous stress due to being framed by my sister’s creep boyfriend and his slimy friends in a $400,000 out-of-state real estate scam.  It was REALLY, REALLY bad.  (I thought I knew Tony after 9 years, but, nope.)  I was getting threatened by mafia connected people, along with 5 mortgage companies.  I was in total panic and didn’t know what to do.  I shook all the time.  I couldn’t sleep.  I was losing hair and weight.  I was a wreck.  My mind raced all night long trying to figure out how I could get myself out of that mess and prove my innocence.

One night, as I lay in bed with my mind going in circles trying to figure a way out, all of a sudden this vwoosh of wind (kind of felt like wind but it’s hard to accurately describe) went through my body.  As it did, all my tension melted away and I went limp as this unbelievable feeling of peace filled me and this knowing came to me that I was going to be okay.  I laid there for a couple of minutes with this WOW feeling as I asked myself, “Did that really happen?”  Although I was impressed with what happened and tried to go to sleep, within a few minutes after that I unconsciously started to tense up with worry and anxiety again!  As before, this vwoosh of wind went through my body and I was again filled with incredible peace as all my tension disappeared and I knew, without question, that I was going to be okay.  After that, I decided to believe it, and fell asleep.

The next day, my whole attitude changed.  I got more threatening phone calls and letters, but took an attitude of, “You don’t scare me.  I’m protected.”  It made all the difference in the world.  And, since that time, things have happened that have clearly been divine intervention protecting me from the fallout of that horrid real estate scam.  Think impossibly weird events…that I can’t go into details about here.

So when I say I know there are angels and some Master Creator…that is not a belief or something I’ve been taught.  It’s a knowing from direct experience.  You cannot teach that.  It’s experienced.

In Light,


Life Between Lives Hypnotic Regression Session on Aug. 28, 2015

I have been wanting a life-between-lives hypnosis regression session for years, so when my fellow psychic medium friend, Renee Buck (www.whispersfromthelight.com) stayed with me for 2 days while driving across country and offered a session, I said yes.  I am dealing with an almost 20 years long constant pain issue (along with other things) that has gotten much worse since the beginning of July, so I was hoping for some insight about my head/neck hell.  I already knew that I’ve been killed by my neck numerous times, including on July 19, 1692 in Salem during the Witch Trials.

The session was fascinating, emotionally hard at times as realizations came flooding through, physically hard (major aching in my arms and legs), and jaw dropping with WOW moments.  Renee took me back to my childhood, birth experience, and while I was in the womb.  A neck related thing showed up when I was around 4.  I was with my mom (assuming dad and sister too, but don’t know) at a petting zoo type place (may have been Lollipop Farm in the Rochester, NY area) when somehow I fell or got pushed down by a little herd of goats or sheep or something.  I can remember the panic and all I could see was stomachs and legs of the animals as they walked over me.  Mom reached down in and yanked me out to safety.  But, I sustained some damage to my neck at C5-C6.  I’m getting new x-rays and a new MRI tomorrow, but do know that there is a herniated disc at C5-C6 that showed up years ago, and my neck suddenly bends in the wrong direction at that point.

In the womb things were okay except that I could feel my mother’s anxiety.  I knew she wanted me, but was very anxious and nervous about becoming a mother.  Before birth, I was really upset.  I felt abandoned by my guides and felt that they had coerced me into taking on way too may difficulties and challenges in this life.  I did not want to be born.  I wanted desperately to back out of the agreement.  That’s probably why mom was in labor for so many hours.  I was refusing to come out.  She was heavily drugged during it, so when I did finally pop out, I don’t remember interacting with her right away.  The lights were so bright!  The sudden light in my face and loud noises bothered me.  I recalled one male doctor and 3 nurses.

Renee then took me back further and there was this moment when I saw this garden that I described as an English type garden with lots of manicured bushes and such, but not as many flowers, but when Renee said, “Or like France” I suddenly knew I was seeing Versailles’ gardens!  I have LONG felt I lived at the Palace of Versailles long ago due to a life I glimpsed in 1988.  At one point during the session as Renee was leading me to deeper levels, I walked down this glass staircase that was pretty…with wooden railings.

Renee then suggested I go to a past life where I also had psychic gifts, and used them in a beneficial way.  I was suddenly seeing what looked like a monastery in Tibet, but felt Nepal.  I may have been near the border as I have a strong connection to the Ganesh Himal region.  I saw my feet and I was wearing sandals made of yak skin/leather with horse hair twine stuff tying them together.  I was dressed in tan/orange robes.  I was a 14 year old Buddhist monk.  I was on my way to the market to pick up some supplies for the monastery as they requested the younger monks do chores like that.  But, I liked going to the market because there was a girl I loved from afar who worked there.  She had long dark hair.  I pined for her, but knew that we could never be a couple.  I had been chosen to be a monk because of “seer” qualities I had shown when very young.  I had dreams that came true, etc.  I had been considered to be gifted and special.  I had been “chosen” and I respected the responsibility bestowed upon me.  I took it very seriously and put duty and honor before personal desire and knew I was giving up ever having a normal life.  But, I loved her…and it made my heart ache.  I went through a special “ordination” ceremony when I was 16 and then we jumped forward to when I was about 65.  I had become a very respected teacher and taught other young monks about how to attain connection to the divine.  I taught with compassion and not a heavy hand.  There was always a slight glimmer of sadness about the girl, but I accepted the sacrifices I made as I accomplished a lot that was important.  She did end up getting married to someone else and had a nice life.  I died at age 72 in year 1147 after an illness.  On my deathbed I was surrounded by chanting monks and I meditated on the bardo.  There were lit candles around the room.

After I died, I went out into the universe and saw billions of stars.  Two guides then greeted me and led me, one on each side, by my shoulders as we flew to the Other Side.  There was an “Emerald City’ type crystal building that emitted green light and as we floated along the path leading to the huge double doors, I looked down and realized that the path was made of water!  We were “walking on water”!  I was led into this large, all white room with a crescent shaped desk.  I stood facing the table (the arc of the crescent faced me) as the 2 spirit guides stayed with me but stepped slightly behind me.  At the table were 7 beings.  The one in the middle was quite a bit bigger than the 6 others, and felt male.  I say “felt male” because the inner aura was pink.  He had long-ish blonde hair and blue eyes.  They all wore white judge type robes.  His name was Halcyon.  I found out that I have carried something over from that Buddhist life that I shouldn’t have.  I have thought that I needed to go through life alone in order to be successful with my spiritual work.  I subconsciously have felt that a partner would be a distraction and hold me back.  I have felt I’ve needed to sacrifice like the Buddhist monk did…which is incorrect.

It also came up that I knew Renee from another one (at least I think it was a separate life) of my Buddhist past lives.  I knew of 2 before yesterday.  She had been my teacher in one.

Also at the table was Lisette, my fairy guide (her purpose is to lighten me up and make me laugh), and Latho, who is more stern and hits me in the back/right part of my head when I’m being stupid about something.  The soul I know as my Grandpa Slovik was there (in the room, not at the table), Uncle Chuckie, an ex boss named Don Kline, and 2 Spiritualist reverends from my past, Frances Scher and Eveliani (Evelyn) Chaneske (Gilbert).

It came out that my serious health challenges for years DO have a purpose.  Their purpose is to teach me compassion for others so that when I teach, I don’t teach too sternly.  It was made clear that my true work is as a teacher.  I was told that the things I’m doing now to try to help my health are the right things to do.  Whether I’ll ever be totally out of pain was kind of vague, but I will be getting help…and at least will improve.

I was told that it’s true I’m very connected to the entire Rocky Mountains region…Colorado and New Mexico.  I will finally be freed up to leave Albuquerque, energetically, after I get the help I need for my head and neck issue.  I was told that my presentation at the November NM UFO/Paranormal Forum will lead to my real work taking off.  I will be traveling around to speak and teach in upcoming years and will get invitations to appear at various events around the country.  Supposedly, I’ve already been teaching at all of the office jobs I’ve ever had as you can teach without realizing it.

Just very briefly, my Salem Witch Trials life did come up and it seems I was Sarah Good.  Reading about her life is upsetting.  I did NOT kill animals as they said.  Under hypnosis in 2002 I remember doing herbal healing work on animals in the woods.

Sarah Good Grave Marker

Sarah Good Grave Marker


Supposedly, I also knew Renee in that life.  She was a sympathizer in the “audience” and was young.  I got the name Gretchen Winthrop for her.  I do know that being hung in that life is affecting my neck now.  I’ve tried to release it, but it’s been hard.  I was told I need to let go of the anger and hatred toward those who killed me in order to let go of the energetic neck trauma.  THAT will be a challenge.

Supposedly I have indeed 2 past lives in New Mexico.  One as a Colorado Ute where I came down into the Taos area to trade, and one as a Mescalero Apache.  I was told that I was brought to New Mexico to heal.

I am probably forgetting stuff that came up yesterday, but it was very helpful and eye opening.  I gained a lot of clarity.

In light,


That’s what I get for saying, “God use me”…Metatron shows up.

I’m blaming Bob for this…and you know who you are. 🙂 As I was mentioning…or whining…about how I feel my life is being totally wasted, on Thursday Bob told me this simple little “prayer” he says that has changed his life…”God use me.”  He told me it triggered major changes in him, funky dreams, and opened his life up.  So, since it’s simple and I’m all about simple, I said “God use me” before i went to bed Thursday night.  Ask, and ye shall receive!

On Friday as I was making my Starbucks pilgrimage, my phone rang and it was a new friend wanting to get together to show me something.  When I mentioned where I was walking, the location was perfect for her and she came to Starbucks when her car was done being worked on a little while later.  We had a great chat and she said she was going to two documentaries at The Guild Cinema here in Nob Hill (across from my Starbucks) – one about Paramahansa Yogananda called “Awake” and then later, one about the Dalai Lama called “Awakening“.  I couldn’t make the Yogananda one, but felt I really needed to get to the 7:30 p.m. showing of “Awakening”.  (Now I really DO want to see the “Awake” too and will need to find some way to see it as the run is over here.)  I have this thing about the Dalai Lama.  I just adore him.  I think he’s so darn cute!  Now, that is probably NOT the right thing to say about His Holiness, but I can’t help myself and I bet he’d just giggle. 🙂 Many years ago I had a dream that clearly was not a dream but instead an OBE that he appeared in.  I flew over to some church type place in Europe (I think it was in Europe) where he was speaking in front of a large crowd.  At the end, you could get darshan (that’s the only term I can think of…blessing kind of thing) from him.  The line was long, but I patiently awaited my turn.  Finally he was standing right in front of me and as he looked at me, all at once in one massive happening, he saw my soul, I knew he could see my soul, something was plunked into my 3rd eye chakra, and I was told “You’ve been chosen.”  Immediately, I wooshed back into my body in Los Angeles and woke up with a jolt.  I’ve had at least two past lives in Tibet/Nepal and in one of them, I clearly remember being a young male monk.  I was in a cave with my older teacher.  There was this massive book in Tibetan on my lap that I was studying.  As I witnessed the scene outside myself, I thought, “How am I reading Tibetan?”  Ha!

Anyway, I have a very strong connection to all things Asian, but especially Tibetan Buddhism (although Zen also fascinates me), Tibet, and Nepal related.  The documentary was great, although not what I expected.  I assumed it was more about the story of his life, but it was about a visit by a group of philosophers, scientists, etc. who made a pilgrimage to meet with him in Dharamsala and their dynamic as they struggled to be spiritual as human beings with weaknesses and egos.  I loved the film and was so glad I saw it.  He is so wonderful and the timing of me seeing this film was very fitting.  There is one part where the Dalai Lama is asked for his approval of a proposed boycott of everything from China as a way to hurt the country economically so that it would finally give Tibet back its freedom.  His overwhelming concern was for the innocent people of China who would be hurt by such a boycott.  The people who had nothing to do with China’s aggressive government would be financially hurt and many of them are not wealthy people.  Hearing him be so unbelievably compassionate/caring when the Chinese government has harmed his homeland and his people so severely REALLY hit me.  I needed to be reminded that the higher road is the right road.  It’s not always the road I want to take when I’m angry about something.  The whole film truly affected me and I really feel it was a nudge from God.

So that was one thing that happened immediately after saying “God use me” the first time.  Since then, Taos has been popping up again and I have this weird feeling it’s going to be involved with me being used by God.  My new friend also has a lovely home up there.  Time will tell.

I should also mention that before my friend showed up at Starbucks on Friday, I got talking to this college student studying next to me because she had the Bhagavad Gita sitting on the table.  I have always wanted to read it but have been too lazy and too overwhelmed at the thought of it to actually sit down and read it.  But, after our talk, now I know I HAVE to read it.  We also talked about Taosim a bit.  It was one of those brief conversations where I could feel it was not an accident and i was being led.  Basically, Friday was a day of Eastern Thought for me.  I’m being led.

Today was the monthly meeting of Albuquerque/Placitas Metaphysical and Spiritual Lyceum and I went thinking I was just going to a regular meeting where I’d mostly just listen.  Wrong!  Almost immediately upon taking my seat around the circle, I started to feel “funny”…heart started to race, etc. like I was about to go into trance.  I kept hearing METATRON and although I’ve never channeled Metatron, I knew that was about to change.  I kept trying to hold Metatron back, but have you ever tried to hold back an archangel?!  Not easy!  In my head I was saying, “Not now, go away” but that was out of the question.  LOL!  I started twitching and such as I normally do when “they” show up.  I signaled Kathy to my right and Tammy to my left that I was about to “leave” and I couldn’t stop it.  They’re used to my little episodes and let the group leader, William, know that I had unseen friends with me who wanted to talk.  I felt really bad about interrupting the meeting!  When the meeting was paused, my normal contorting, gasping, coughing, arms crippling up stuff happened as Metatron incorporated with me.  Now, I’m not going to be able to recall everything that came out because I wasn’t really fully in my body, but some interesting stuff that was said was firstly…that Metatron described himself as “we”…a group consciousness…not an I, as he is normally thought of.  Later, a couple of others in the meeting said they have heard that a group of high level teachers have joined together and that Metatron is one of them, so it wasn’t shocking to them.  I wish someone had videotaped it!

What I can remember is that Metatron loved the energy in the room and approved of the work we are doing as a group.  There were all these golden cords spiraling up toward the ceiling.  They elaborated on what I think some ETs said about Albuquerque a while ago, that there is a pyramid over the city and that although people normally think of Sedona and Southern Colorado (Crestone) as vortices, that Albuquerque is actually a vortex too.  They said that there were now three pyramids on top of each other over the city to magnify the energy of heailng and advancement.  I then saw these cool golden pyramids clairvoyantly.  Here is a picture I found that shows the setup I saw.

triple pyramidsMetatron also said that Taos was linked with Silver City somehow.  I wish I could remember what was said!  They said that in the mountains near Silver City, some rocks/gemstones (felt different than normal gemstones but there was no other available word for what I was being shown and told about) will be discovered that are VERY powerful and healing.  A gold rush of sorts would occur where people will flock to the area to dig hoping to find some to help heal their loved ones with serious health problems.  I’m really forgetting other details that were said, darn it.  Metatron didn’t stay overly long because my physical body was suffering…my wrists that were locked into a weird position were hurting and during one of my head swinging around moments, my fragile neck cracked and started hurting more than normal.  I should mention that channeling his HARD on the body.  No wonder people like Jane Roberts didn’t live very long.

Anyway, I do remember the Metatron group saying “Hold please” as they left and another, much lighter group popped in.  I think I started waving my arms around loosely and swaying all over the place as a group of fairies showed up to lighten the serious mood.  They said they were friends with the fairy who hangs out on my left shoulder and plays with my ear, Lisette, who I first met in 2002.  I can’t remember anything they said, darn it.  They were fun though, and talked only very briefly before leaving and letting me back into myself.

As it turned out, the handout William had prepared to give everyone (there were 17 of us) at the meeting was Metatron connected!  Wow!  At this point, I’ll take any confirmation that I can get that yes, this did indeed happen and was the real deal!  As the meeting was ending, I looked down and noticed that I had impulsively put on my necklace that has a piece of powerful moldavite in it.  I totally forgot I had it on.  No wonder I went into trance!  Moldavite tends to trigger channeling, even in those who don’t normally trance channel.  It’s a magnifier big time and also very ET connected.  I’m surprised that Pleiadians or Arcturians didn’t show up, quite frankly!  Here is a picture of my necklace.

IMG_20150308_181246I am curious to see what happens next, all because of uttering “God use me” every day!  Today is Sunday, and since Thursday night when I uttered that the first time, I’ve been led toward learning more about Buddhism, Hinduism, and Taoism and trance channeled a collective archangel group and fairies!  I think I’m a little nervous what will happen tomorrow.  LOL

Oh wait, one last thing!  During the healing portion of today’s meeting, one member who is experiencing tremendous grief over the loss of her loved one, sat in the middle of the circle as we sent energy to her.  Well, I saw this most beautiful image of him using angel wings to totally surround her in a type of huge hug…and I felt immense love come from him.  Two other mediums saw the same type of image, of him engulfing her with a hug and love.  I wanted to mention this just to remind everyone that when our loved ones leave their physical bodies, they are still around us and loving us…

In honor of the late Leonard Nimoy…

LLAP – Live Long And Prosper,