Howdy! I made the trek down to Albuquerque this morning to attend friends’ of mine’s new-ish monthly group called Mystical Life Forum of New Mexico. The monthly event is on the 4th Saturday of each month, from 9:30 a.m. – 11:30 a.m. and I highly recommend it to anyone in the Albuquerque area. Hannah and her mom, Mary, are fellow contactees, and spread as much information as they can about all things metaphysical. They also have a new book coming out with matching ET tarot cards, which look freaking awesome! They will be doing a book signing at my friend, Mitch Rubin’s, fabulous metaphysical store named Blue Eagle Metaphysical Emporium on September 30th from 11:00 a.m. – 2:00 p.m.
The guest speaker today at Mystical Life Forum of New Mexico was a lovely soul who goes by the name Bethany Paix in this life. She is a very knowledgeable and experienced Master Energy Channel who does spiritual clearing and blessing for people, places, and businesses. Her website is Angels Helping Humans. As a psychic medium, I feel people’s energy immediately, and I am very comfortable about recommending her services.
Today’s drive down to a major city (in terms of population, not actual city amenities…don’t get me started on the lack of IKEA) was very eye opening…upsettingly so! I live on a reservation in the middle of nowhere and the biggest city I’ve been going to since last November when I moved back to New Mexico for the 3rd time (yes, I’m one of THOSE people) is Santa Fe…with a population of 83,875 (as of 2016). As of the year 2000, where I live has a population of 1,261. Unless someone died, that’s now 1,262. Anyway, from the moment I hit Albuquerque’s (a.k.a. highest crime in the USA…or close to being #1) city limits, I felt stressful, not good energy. But, I made it to this morning’s talk and then stopped by Blue Eagle and then Coronado Center, since I truly do miss REAL shopping malls (Santa Fe’s idea of a shopping mall is pretty darn pitiful). Inside the mall, I Instagrammed my glee about being in a real mall…but that quickly faded the moment I stepped outside. I exited the mall from the total opposite side from where my car was parked because I started to feel overwhelmed with lots of people’s junk energy. One of the many reasons I left Los Angeles in 2008 was that, as a very empathic psychic medium, I felt bombarded with 13,000,000 people’s energy and I couldn’t take it anymore. Anyway, on this hot summer day (it really is cooler where I live…thank goddess) I had to walk all the way around the mall on the outside, which gave me “great” viewing/hearing of Burque people’s lives. OMG! It was nonstop fights and screaming and yelling and road rage in the parking lot! At one point, this Nissan Maxima driver and Ford Mustang driver were so livid, I got scared there’d be a shooting and started to look for a safe place to duck! I’ll give you a hint…the Nissan driver or passenger got out of his car. The overall vibe in Albuquerque was VERY angry and scary. Walking past this woman and a kid, she said to the kid, “Albuquerque is very prickly today.” I commented to her as she passed, “Yes it is!” There was overwhelming stress and rage that carried over to Old Town Albuquerque…which normally I enjoy. I did hang out there for a while and took a lot of Instagram pictures, but was EAGER to get out and get back to the rez!
It was interesting that as I stopped by a nice, new Starbucks on Rio Grande just south of the 40, as I mentioned where I live and big cities vs. small towns…the barista said to me, “I didn’t miss big cities at all when I left.” At the mall, I literally Intagrammed, “I can’t move to tiny Taos. I need real shopping malls!” But, now at PEACEFUL home on he rez, I think I cannot even CONSIDER moving back to insanely priced and congested Los Angeles like I’ve been thinking of doing. Something deep within me has changed and I need small town life with lots of nature and QUIET. I’m pissed about this, FYI. I have known for a while that it’s my EGO that needs glitzy city. My soul needs Taos…or at least some beautiful place that is full of nature and calm like Taos. As much as my ego LOVED Denver last year…my guides made sure it didn’t work out. My guides can be highly annoying. They are all about the soul instead of ego. The issue is that they aren’t down here on Earth in this 3D world dealing with what we need to deal with. They are up there at some higher, more evolved, “big picture” dimension, and it’s not fair! Pffffft! ;-P
This is annoying.
To be continued,