Okay, today’s blog is a total hodgepodge. I’m all over the place right now! I’m typing this as stream of consciousness. Ha! It all started last night…well, not really. It started earlier yesterday when a friend randomly texted me this story about Celestial Seasonings Tea, which mentions The Urantia Book. I heard of The Urantia Book many years ago when I lived in Los Angeles, and was curious about the fact it’s supposed to contain all the answers to the mysteries of the universe or something, but at over 2,000 pages thick…I just didn’t have the fortitude to read it. I have a short attention span! Anyway, something about the book tugged at me while reading the article my friend sent about the origins of Sleepytime Tea.
Then today, I went to a special meeting of the NM UFO/Paranormal Forum with passing through Albuquerque on his way to Scottsdale speaker, Ret. Colonel Donald Ware. Right at the beginning of his interesting talk, he mentioned The Urantia Book and had copies there for sale! That book coming up twice in two days is just a little too weird to ignore. So, obviously, someone wants me to read it. Couldn’t they want me to read something that’s not 2,000+ pages?! You can download the book for free here, and there are also downloadable .mp3 audio files too. If my commute to/from work was longer, I’d download the audio files.
Don Ware is a very experienced, knowledgeable, and interesting man. To be honest, I had a hard time keeping up. But, when he started talking about Colorado Springs and how the Star Wars City was there…I suddenly got smacked around by my unseen friends who wanted me to focus. Colorado Springs is visually very pretty, but when I’ve been there, the energy is SO weird to me I just don’t like being there. The best way to describe it is “covert” and “Stepford Wives” ish. I saw these people that literally look like they stepped right out of the film. Think automatons. Nice, but automatons. Los Alamos also has very strange energy, a kind of “covert” energy…which makes sense with its history. (Also, if you’ve ever been to Los Alamos on a weekend, it’s EERILY vacant!)
As I was trying to get myself together after my spirit friends whacked me around (they can be very pushy and disorientating) because of what Don was saying about Colorado Springs, suddenly…UH OH…I was starting to leave the room. I got that all too familiar heart racing, rapid breathing, shaking, etc. sign(s) that I was about to go into trance. Yes, someone was being triggered to come in. I was in my chair deep breathing and clenching my chair, then my hands together to hold them back since it wasn’t appropriate to channel during Don’s talk. I didn’t know what was causing this until I looked up and saw on the screen that Don was talking about missing Malaysian flight MH 370! Then it was REALLY hard to hold back my unseen friends! Much of what Don said about what REALLY happened regarding that plane matched up with what I had channeled about it back in 2014! You can see me talk about MH 370 during this trance session here. (Not the best quality video.) Let me tell you, that gave me the heebie jeebies! To say that the plane just crashed like any other plane crash is totally inaccurate by a long shot!
Don talked about the New Berlin/New Germany that is inside the Earth, if I understood things correctly. I’m going to be honest and say I’ve always been very skeptical about stories regarding beings living inside planet Earth. But, Don Ware made me at least consider the possibility today. I think my head is going to explode. I think he said that most of the people inside MH 370 were taken to New Berlin. I had mentioned in trance that the plane went into another dimension.
Here is an almost 2 hour talk by Don back in 2014: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mL_pTaiJZHo
Here are pictures from today:
Something that stuck with me is when Don mentioned this other ex military/government man…who…when on his deathbed, said something like, “Whatever you can dream of…we can already do.” The USA, and other countries, have been building flying saucers and such for a LONG time, not to mention doing other miraculous things thanks to technology we’ve gotten from ETs. The funny part was when he mentioned that Russia captured 6 ETs and thought they could just hold them captive. Ha! The ETs just disappeared. 😉
Now, going back to yesterday, in the middle of the night I heard what sounded like someone either inside my closet trying to get out, or someone outside my closet trying to get in. I kept hearing what sounded like someone pulling aggressively on my bedroom closet door knob rapidly, back and forth…back and forth. This went on for an annoyingly long time. I don’t know why it didn’t freak me out immediately, but it didn’t. Finally, I just got tired of the noise and sat up in bed to see what the hell was going on. Of course, the moment I did, it stopped and there was silence. Classic. I laid back down and about a minute later, it started up again! But, thankfully, it stopped for good about a minute after that. I don’t know if it was a ghost or some ET messing with me or what, but when I was telling a friend today what happened, it came to me that maybe someone in spirit (probably Uncle Chuckie…who has been known to knock and ring my doorbell in the night) was trying to tell me something symbolically. I said, “Maybe Chuckie (or whoever) was trying to tell me to OPEN THE DOOR MYSELF instead of waiting for a door to open in order to move forward in my very stuck life. I have to admit, regarding leaving New Mexico, I’ve been looking for a door to open somewhere…anywhere…but there’s been nothing but no doors or slammed shut doors. I was hit with a spiritual “whack” when I said this to my friend. So, yep, I’m supposed to create and/or open a door myself. Lovely. Have I mentioned that I’m a scaredy cat and not particularly a leader? I’m much more of a follower. 🙂 This whole being forced to grow things is just annoying. My guides did not pick the right person for this work…I say begrudgingly. 😉
Until next time,