Tonight’s blog is going to be venting. I am so sick and tired of battling my health…and now it’s gotten to the point AGAIN where I’m so depleted I can’t do the work I’m here to be doing. I’ve not slept in about 4 days. My 17+ year headache has been BAD since yesterday. I’m exhausted beyond measure. I’m tired of constant pain. I’m tired of hypoglycemia. I’m just tired. I was supposed to work as a medium tonight for our weekly online Spiritualist Church service and besides hearing the song “Send in the Clowns” nonstop and getting Florida, Bernard, and Daniel, I was lost and floundering. I couldn’t make sense of anything because my head hurt so bad and I’m so tired and depleted. And then….with perfectly inappropriate timing, the Arcturians showed up and decided that they wanted me to channel them. Needless to say, that’s not really appropriate for a Spiritualist Church service. My heart started to race and I got a couple of other subtle signs they were entering my vibration, but I didn’t cooperate and I think they even realized I was just too weakened to be of service tonight and left. I’m so frustrated with my body. What is the point of being given the gifts I’ve been given if you can’t fully use them because of your health?!