This post is going to be quick because I’m exhausted. 🙂
I had some bodywork done yesterday by a great massage therapist here in Albuquerque because my almost 17 year long 24/7 headache has been extra bad lately. Most of the session was normal, but when Justin was pushing deeply into my left forearm, all of a sudden…WHAM I started to feel like I was going into trance to channel. My standard facial twitching, gasping for air, coughing, contorting, etc. stuff started happening and I had the strong feeling someone was trying to come “in”. Justin tried hard to keep me in my body and was asking me questions like “Where are you? What day is this?” etc. to keep me grounded in the material world. I was half incoherent, but remember saying sternly to whoever it was in spirit trying to come in when it was not appropriate to do so, “Get the fuck out!” My unseen friends know they are not supposed to just “show up” uninvited. Since ultimately it is my body and my spirit, I was able to push him or her away. But the weird thing is, at the same time I had the sensation someone was trying to come in to speak through me, I also had the strong feeling someone LEFT my body. I am starting to wonder if perhaps i didn’t have some kind of negative being attached to me that might have been part of my neck problem. Now, I do still have the headache today, but I feel strongly that I released something that needed to go. As a side note, Justin did greatly improve my whole upper back area that was rounded from my chest muscles pulling me forward.
So that was yesterday, and tonight during my friend’s online Spiritualist Church service when I was giving a message to a woman participant, WHAM…I was almost totally taken over again! An aggressive spirit VERY seriously wanted the woman to understand that what they had to say to her was EXTREMELY important for her well-being. I think I scared some of the other online members who saw me on video contorting around and hyperventilating, but I am grateful I was able to pass along the message that was important to be passed along.
I’m just wondering what the heck is going on all of a sudden? I’ve not done any type of trance work in ages. Something is afoot here in Albuquerque. Fasten your seat-belts kids, it’s going to be an interesting ride as 2012 progresses.
Atheria a.k.a. Carrie Ryan